Targeted Individual Update

Here is the prior post and the main post.

A few notes before I leave

I think I've decided to stop getting online to research and post stuff. I feel like I've done as much as I can without getting diminishing returns. A major reason I've decided to stop is because I've finally come across a good shielding guide: PACTS Shielding Manual

Don't let the bad graphics fool you. This is basically a survey of a ton of TIs describing what worked for them. This is why AI is so good/dangerous, it gets to try everything and keeps what works. Humans, however, have too little time and resources to try such a strategy, but you can pull it off by having a ton of different humans try a bunch of different things and report what works. I know this is good because it agrees with my years worth of research. While my guide is a good primer on shielding to understand what works (basically dense stone, water, and conductive metals), it's hard to know how to practically apply these materials without breaking the bank. These people, however, have thought of brilliant, simple, and cheap stuff to shield with. Here is a short list of examples: steel cookie sheets, epsom salt baths, cardboard with aluminum foil glued to it, DIY carbon paint, and copper scouring pads unrolled. Yes, there are some silly ones (placebo effect or it just numbs you to the pain), but it is worth reading the whole thing. There is also another interesting PDF from them here.

Anyway, writing and researching takes too much time. It reminds me of my self-help days. I spent years on that crap. And it's crap if you don't use it (and you often don't if all you're doing is reading and writing). But if you use it right, you can turn it into a beautiful garden. In hindsight, I wish I had just followed my intuition about living life and did the normal, standard thing instead of studying self-help.

But I've been feeling good lately. Maybe it's because the weather is changing, I've been eating healthier, exercising, and doing intermittent fasting, but I'm starting to feel things I haven't felt in a long time I life. I think part of it has to do with me closing a chapter in my life. I'm tired of writing about this stuff and doing chores for my grandpa, which is very mind numbing and repetitive. I'm tired of being his "employee." I guess the trade-off for the low pay has been a lot of free time on my computer. But I've sort of wasted it studying this stuff. Besides, that's not a life worth living. I need more money so I can go out and live the life I want to live.

And I want to do positive things for people (that's basically the conclusion my blog came to: serve others). But not just do their chores. I want to light up their faces and make them feel alive. Is there really any other purpose to life? And I had these huge, detailed dreams laid out that I didn't get to do :( because of this stupid TI program I was put in.

But I feel like I'm finally done with it. I'm ready to move on. (It does seem linked somehow to the UFO phenomenon, but I'm not going there. That's another can of worms and I only have so much time.) My family is using me and I'm tired of the abuse I get from the health care industry. Doctors and nurses don't seem to take kindly to a man my age not working a "real" job. Speaking of which...

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Home health, more of the same

Since I got here, my grandpa's home health people seemed to be in on the gangstalking. I guess they took an interest why a man my age would be living with his grandpa and asked around. Like other gangstalkers, they would repeat what I talked to my grandpa about in private back to us word-for-word. It got to the point even my grandpa (90 and doesn't know anything about electronics or computers) figured out that we are being listened to through our cell phones. It's rather disgusting when people start acting that way, and they know you can't call them out on it without looking crazy.

Keep in mind, over the span of 2 1/2 years we've gone through several home health companies and this keeps happening. Who knew the home health industry was so rotten. I guess they're okay with being part of this group as long as they get the benefits and aren't caught, right? Little do they know the ones heading all of this are the same people who are making you wear a mask, forcing you to do social distancing to destroy your mental and physical health and the economy, and want to depopulate and enslave the world. Basically, they'll get rid of you once they are done with you. Anyway...

I believe it is an app on their phone. I say this as they'll repeat back to us what my grandpa and I said in private a few minutes before they got here. In one instance, a cute physical therapist girl just left our home. My grandpa said he liked her but she had "monkey hands" (never heard that one before). She just happen to be driving pass our kitchen window and turned to look at us with shock and disgust like she was listening to us in her car (I think she was in a pickup truck). She was way too far away in it to hear us without assistance.

I've reported names and numbers to the FBI (though the agency is probably in on it). However, a recent one has taken place. Her name is Tonna Reid (806-518-00__; yes, I'm leaving the last two digits blank to keep some sense of privacy for people who might be innocent, ha). She is another home health nurse who is friends with my aunt (the same aunt who would also do the same word-for-word mess with you technique when I first got here). I just feel like it's my duty to document this stuff. And that leads me to...

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Another neighbor who takes too much interest in my life

I've talked plenty about problem neighbors, but this is a new one. I think his name is Greg and lives at 556 Marcus Drive. (I'm not censoring addresses. With phone numbers, kids can easily do prank calls in seconds, while with addresses you have to drive over there to mess with someone.) Young guy, probably a few years younger than me. But you can tell he is a rough character and, unsurprisingly, works on trains. But, surprisingly, he has a really nice orange sports car he drives around the neighborhood. Where did he get the money for that?

Recently, John (ex-military old man who is also rough around the edges and friends with my grandpa) drove up our driveway with Greg on it to do a u-turn in his golf cart. They did it right in front of our sunroom while we were sitting there. Doing a u-turn like that isn't necessarily with a golf cart and our wide streets here. It gave me a weird vibe. Almost like they're rubbing it in my face that Greg as been to our house without our permission. A few days later, my grandpa fell from his scooter and the ambulance came to get him from his home. With all these paramedics coming into our house, Greg walked in it while talking to one of them. Who comes into someone's house like that? Even my grandpa's friends and neighbors for probably over 50 years waited outside his house for him. Like I said, I've been here for 2.5 years and I've never seen Greg in our house or much less on our property. He's a complete stranger to me.

Greg was talking to the paramedic about what happened to my grandpa, but the way he was talking made it sound like he was hoping for or expecting me to be the cause of his injury. That would seal the deal on this gangstalking program as they could get me arrested and destroy my reputation for good.

It's all just very odd. It's like Greg is comfortable coming in our house because he has been in it many times before. And John has made it clear he knows that I'm in whatever federal program that it is Targeted Individuals are put in. He even made it sound like I could get out it if I gave my allegiance to the military and paid off my student loans.

What is wrong with this country?

I have some other things to say before I leave, but I think I'm going to put it in the next post.