to my dearest, Erleon Hynx

at 13 May 2023, that's one of my lucky day. it's soo nice to know you til this time, at 19 July 2023. a little introduction about our story, yes kita ketemuan di tanggal 13 May dan dia ini itungannya orang pertama yang aku komenin menfess nya, sebelumnya ada tapi udah ga temenan sampe sekarang, jadi dia ini masuk ke orang pertama yang masih bertahan sampe hari ini, gatau gimana kok dia bisa sabar ngadepin aku yang padahal gajelas juga 😰? tapi keren nya, kita pasitu baru ngobrol belum lama tapi bisa langsung nyambung & seru banget, bahkan baru berapa hari aja chat kita bisa langsung 30+ (sekarang malah bisa nyentuh 1k sendiri WKWKWKWK). dulu aku ngiranya gabakal temenan lama sama dia, takut jokes nya ga nyambung, awkward, etc. taunya sama² gajelas, KWKWKWW NGGA² BERCANDA. tapi kita emang beneran cepet deketnya, bahkan juga sering pap sesuatu (just food or any random things, not a face or anything related to our skin or body). we talked a lot, rant about everything, even cuman hal sekecil apapun kaya liat spiderman di jalan juga pasti diceritain WKWKWKWK, but it's fun tho, aku suka sama pembicaraan yang kaya gitu sih karena GATAUU RANDOM AJA TAPI SERU WKWKWKW. PAAN SIH AKU KETAWA TERUS DARITADI, GAJELAS BANGET.. anw, kayanya perkenalannya udah segitu aja, kita lanjut ke next session aja.

cerita dikit, ini editan pertamaku buat dia. pasitu tuh dia habis ada tugas drama and they did so well, i'm proud of them, AND buat penghargaan i made them a "trophy" karena udah berhasil nyelesaiin tugas dramanya. that's why ada tulisan "oscar" WKWKWKW, and actually i really liked this photo so much cuz why not?? it's cute also feels like i had a lot of memory here.

OHHH I ALMOST FORGOT WITH THIS ONE TOO HAHAGAHAGGA, i used to obssesed with verrell bramasta sticker/gif and i made them a lil edit, like a "transition" from verrell to Yunho & Seonghwa. THEN, i asked them to use it with me on our profile picture, THEY SAID NO AT FIRST tapi akhirnya mau juga diakhir WKWKWKWK. it was so funny cuz a lot of things happened at that time.

alright back to topic. ini sesi buat apa ya, berterima kasih? idk just read it (emot naber). it's such an honor for me to know you til this time, dyk how grateful am i? we've shared a lot of things, you always be there at my worst, giving me a lot of words, bahkan pasitu pernah sampe 1 layar aja ga cukup buat nampung semua kata² yang kamu kasih, u deserve more than "thank you". getting lot of gifts from you, making me feel so happy and having the best day ever. i learn a lot of things from you almost everyday, i never fotget about you, i would always remember you so well and maybe someday kalau memang kita udah ga barengan lagi, trust me. aku bakal tetep inget kamu and bisa aja i made this kind of things lagi buat kamu, you are precious. spending my days talk with you is the best thing i've ever feel. day to day, i would always waiting for ur chats, i would make sure u're doing fine. kalau ada sesuatu cerita ke aku ya? mau apapun itu, sekecil semut mati di depan kamu aja bakal aku baca. u can cry all u want, i will always prepare my shoulder for u. u can always use my roomchat for anything, got panicked, got into a trouble, or anything else, you can always pour it in my roomchat and i'll try my best to always be there & respond to you chats asap. i'm so grateful to know you, to be part of your stories, and you, to be part of my stories, it's such an honor for me. i wish both of us could stay here longer as long as we can. u're one of the reason why i stay here. aku ga pernah bosen sama setiap cerita yang kamu kirim ke aku, aku selalu ngerasa terhibur & aku bakal selalu baca cerita² kamu ntah itu baru atau lama, aku ga akan bosen sama cerita mu. thank you so much for everything, i am so grateful to know you, i am so happy to know you. and so sorry kalau aku pernah ngelakuin kesalahan, mungkin ada dari kata²ku yang ngebikin kamu sakit hati, i'm really really sorry to made you feel that way. kalau ada apa² bisa kasih tau ke aku ya? kalau sanggup, aku bakal coba ubah hal yang ngebikin kamu ngerasa ga nyaman/sakit hati. mungkin itu aja buat sekarang, once again thank you so much.

https://open.spotify.com/track/10gvzlGLv9gEgfHORWtc1C?si=QfPWUSbvTQuh3xjlVTPFCg

aku setiap denger ini gatau kenapa keinget kamu terus??

│ let's look up at the star and enjoy this beautiful night together. oh, cuz we're here, i wanna show u my stars. look!

│ that one, that's the star i've named you, Leon. this is my first time showing u my stars, they're all beautiful right? but it's special for u, u have the brightest star. you're shining even in the night.

this is our last photo we've made (no actually they made it WKWKKWW) but anw, it's so nice to know u and if only i could stop the time, i want both of us to stay like this forever.

penutupannya kapan² aja ya? cuz i don't want our story to stop here, we still have a long way to go. i'm looking forward to our next story, i will always wait for u here.