nothing but a runaway

Tryna give up this devotion

Filled with destructive emotions

Can't take away this burden

It's been an eternal part of me

It's been there before I was born

Will last forever there in my soul

Even if I deny its existence

It will stay with more persistence

This love was formed in me long ago

Don't know whether I should resist or go

Patriotism's to take over

But I will last, till October

Cause that's when the coldness swallows me

Freezing my veins and arteries

My blood is frozen, can't flow

And I can freely let go

Now there's no time to sacrifice

Or I will have to pay the price

This country's anything but home

Wish my heart didn't have to roam