morbid spits
Kidus
"morbid spits"
Watch out! The negation negates back.
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Doubt is fun until the only thing left to throw off the edge is yourself. When there is nothing left to insult, but the fact of your existence..
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Every light of honesty has a demonic element to it. There exists an invisible line between coming to clarity and slowly losing one's mind. Only the slightly examined life is worth living.
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A sudden urge to go to the balcony and shout to the sky: "Forgive me Lord, for I am Ethiopian!"
...what else can you do when you're the symptom of the disease you pretend to cure?
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I stopped envying the plants when I realized they too were being jealous of the stones.
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It would only take days to literally wipe out every poverty from the face of earth; what's incurable is the feeling of being rich.
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Humans are such a stupid way for chemicals to combine.
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A: "Reject conformity, embrace the cringe!"
B: "I hope you reincarnate into a less annoying form."
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We don’t need life, life needs us, or at least something like us, some passive slaves that don't ask too many questions.
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Monotheism: daddy issues as metaphysics.
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The good God card denied. Insufficient theodocy.
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D: "Are you eating scrambled eggs? I thought you were vegan."
K: "yeah, but I like abortions..."
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How much blood should be spilled so that you may feel loved? How many lies do you have to tell others before you acquire the "Good Life"?
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May life treat you the same way you treat your fellow animals!
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In many ways, renting out your genitals is so much more honorable than selling your thoughts or personality.
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Every Leibniz deserves a Voltaire, every Voltaire a Pascal, every Pascal a Cioran... (and every Cioran death, if I may rightfully add).
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🐛—>🦋—>💀
(give yourself time😉)
For all these 8 billion puppets, death is unspeakably generous that it'll also kill the problem of death.
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New shirts, new pants, new shoes, new hoodies; same shame.
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Consciousness is a rigid oldman.
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Your worry is valid; you probably might be the most pretentious asshole in 100km radius.
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E: “Hey dude, some people claim they don't like you... what's up with that..”
K: “Perfect, cuz I despise myself more than they ever could.”
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I only feel fulfilled when I'm about to complain on a perfect day.
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Don't get so excited just because they noticed, it still doesn't mean that they'll care.
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Darkness always love all her children, whether pessimistic or not, everyone tastes a good dose of being fucked.
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Exiting night dreams just to wake up into the same day nightmare... Nobody does dark comedy than the demiurge.
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The universe doesn't even respond with a yawn, we're simply not seen. And if God exists, his silence exists louder than him.
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One must imagine Sisyphus — a masochist.
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With the right music, some actions can be considered ethical...
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K: “Coffee!”
B: “Coffee.”
K: “Ugh, I drink too much coffee...”
B: “bullshit, it’s too good not to be good.”
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I'll believe in progress if only we'll oneday somehow stop worshipping Time, freed from its shackles, get spared from its unending massacre — never.
I'll become a humanist when a tragic misfortune of a single person has the potential to make a civilization collapse. Would logic ever be fused with empathy? The problem is we were condemned to entertain ideas which are by no means accessible in our realm. Few of us were not destined for reality, but to the reality of reality.
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The psychologically healthy are philosophically sick.
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Had it not been for my severe habit of procrastination.., if I hadn't in me to postponed the insisting directions of certain nights, I would have long been a distant tale.
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When they demand a “serious conversation”, but you know, they are too emotionally immature to handle what they are asking for...
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Whoever taught you to put others first, also taught you that you come second. But It's always better to feel defeated than to know the lies of winning. For after every victory, another round starts, there is no forfeit.
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“You live to learn.”
Learn what, and to which end?
Life is a constant lesson in preparation for nothing.
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Just imagine it some 60 years from now, kids going through their grandparents’ social media photos, all still just as vain and cringe as the day they were posted... At least there was dignity when the world could still forget.
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...and then there’s all these legions of people with blogs, podcasts, and video channels online, thinking that’s their final hope of either making money or being something in this life.
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A: "How come you've failed?"
K: "I am a really bad slave."
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Hey Siri, search "Saint hotties getting ghosted by God."
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Nature does not frown upon anything, only people do that. In a cosmic sense all crime is legal, well.. kind of, because, criminal or not, everyone eventually gets the death sentence. Nobody wins.
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Pleasure tastes better with guilt. It's gets intensified when mixed with feeling immoral sensations. The whorehouse is filled with incense more sacred than the church could ever wish to acquire only when it's associated with the remorse of a backslider. Without vices and spleen, without oscillating between divine ecstasy and extreme horror, life would totally be unbearable.
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Chemistry had gone mad wild, it made a "need machine" out of the inorganic, organized chaos to make it more effective. It now has a purpose, complicated desires, addiction of dopamine fountain from genetic lottery..
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True rebels, the Gnostics understood. For them the universe is a prison of the species and is entirely cocooned by fate, an idea reminiscent of Sartre despite all the differences in expression. We enter the world through a gate that requires no explanation: we are the outcasts of women. We emerge from the womb and get immersed into something we didn't choose, which is essentially Heidegger's concept of "thrownness." Our mothers cast us into the world, and we awaken in a cell of "Facticity." Our existence is like Plato's cave, where we perceive only the shadows of things. We open our eyes and find ourselves in chains. Radically different from both the Old Testament and the pagans, they held this general chaos as a starting point and paint man as a complete stranger, out of touch with everything. Instead of accepting the order proclaimed in Genesis, instead of holding an optimism that denies evil in the name of a greater good, they rejected the material realm. Before Darwinian natural selection and the law of entropy they perceived the world's utter randomness. Honest and sensitive kinds overdosed with emptiness, they saw each creature as a victim of injustice on a truly cosmic scale. Seeing all systems, laws, and institutions as products of an alienating mechanism, they showed total defiance to every dogma. As they're devoted to ruining "the show," no authority can tolerate them. Their complete disappearance form the world is understandable.
Since we are "in" life, however irrational and evil, what is "of" life will always win.
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Angels too, fart..
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Everytime I meet new people nowadays my only thought is: "In what way are they horrible? What exactly will trigger the hidden monster that sits and wait for some discomfort? And since most are self-aware as a black stone, what game are they unconsciously playing with themselves? And how will they try to pull me into their said game? How soon?" ...But I usually don't stick around to find out. Not anymore. With time human evil becomes less entertaining and more predictable. On a lucky day, you find someone with a creative jest.
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Mature is he whose personal secrets that he'll keep to himself for eternity mostly consists of joy. Closer to God, he has learnt to weep with no tears.
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Nietzsche: a sheep in wolfe's skin, a blasphemous priest. He knew that one either lives like a pig or get crucified as an idealist loser. But a Christian in essence he wanted to live against his fate. With a cross on his back, he wanted to relish in the mud. A pervert with erectile dysfunction...
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Freedom is the language of slaves, true masters know they're eternally bound with no possibility of escape.
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The difference between your friends and enemies is that you haven't realized how much you secretly hate your friends.
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In the treasure box you'll only find the faded sides of your soul. You may love wisdom, but you won't ever get there. It's not the answers but the weariness of questioning that'll make you wise.
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It’s not so much about dying, it’s more about not wanting to constantly stand there trapped or hurting, like some kind of fool, in the face of the horrors of this world, other people, and what life has become.
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"What's wrong? What's the matter?"
"There's no partial indifference.."
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Writing is the safest and easiest way to spit on people's faces.
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It's fine babe, I've always preferred accuracy over appearance. So long as you perceive them as faces, I'll supply all the masks...
By ብፁዕ ወቅዱስ
JU–MI