Beloved, Kaina A It's already 9 month since we ever met. I always remember, March is my favorite month cause i met you for the first time. After 1 month, you leave me alone. 2 days, i remembered that i cry a lot cause i miss you and thinking of you. Finally, i'm letting you go even though it's heavy and difficult for me.2 weeks after you left me and i let you go, you finally came back to me. I'm so happy with that. I remembered when you confess your feeling to me and i did it to. Finally we entered to the hardest relationship. You often ignore my messages because of your busy life. I'm trying to understand about that, but over time you get busier and busier until you completely forget me.
August it's my favorite month cause it's my birthday, suddenly became the worst month. We decide to break up. I already trying my best to hide my reality. I always lied that i'm okay without you and i didn't miss you. Overthinking, how much i miss you, loneliness, already proven. Finally, i understand of that cause it's for both of us.It's already 4 month since we're break up. I always waiting for you notification, even though you only send me the massage only once in month. I always waiting the day that you promise to meet me in Art gallery. I hope you find your real happiness. Go little rockstar !
