YOSHI

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How many times the Innocence has to be abused and pushed aside, so we could realize that the answer to all of the suffering is in the purity and the innocent expression of us deeply connected to the Self and the Source? 

I’ve been through a lot this lifetime – traumas, chances not taken, deepest pain and despair, disepowerment, silencing, hiding and most of the time I’ve suffered because of the self-sabotage and allowance of other’s creations and beliefs dominating mine. I was co-creating my inner suffering on auto-pilot, hiding the shadows in the subconscious, while on the outside I was maintaining the mask of “all is good”. I was not honest with myself, a hamster on a wheel of life, I was a deep Sleeper.

I’ve played a role in the planetary existence so well, that when my awakening kicked me in the butt when I was 31, I didn’t know what to hold on to, that’s how shocking it was. The suffering was beyond any possible description, and I was so lost spiritually, that I didn’t even know where the chakras are. It was incredibly stealth even for me. In that time there was a re-appearance of a particular person in my life, and due to not knowing anything about spiritual part of life, suffering emotionally and spiritually, I took it as a twinning event and I accepted the false idea about how it should work, based on the information about the phenomena found on the internet and the “inner guidance” about what will happen and what should I do. I held on to those ideas so much, that I nearly destroyed myself. We can call it a trauma-bonding or a rumination. I call it a “Theia Bond”.

When 3 years later I’ve found Guardian Materials, I was choosing life after a winning battle over my sanity and inner peace. For 3 years I had no protection, I had nobody to tell me what to do… besides me. It was terrifying, but I made it through, holding on to the piece of me, that somehow knew what to do. The amount of tears and choices I had to make within, then act on them… The motivation I had to find, to search for answers within me and then externally, to finally SEE… Exhausted, bruised, barely breathing, but still standing. I also had to choose my own voice and path in the twinning situation, making a decision of doing the best with my part of the codes, and that took a lot of bravery and strength. 

Ready for another chapter, finally finding KS, I jumped straight into the plasmas, KDDLs and also the Sliders 11 and 12 Workshops, in which I found the information on the Internal Creation level of Twins. I didn’t understand much yet, but I felt that finally I found home. I just had to make that home mine, had to embody, had to integrate, had to become it. I dedicated myself to that. I appreciated any piece of information, any confirmation and any shift that was coming from the techniques, and from the understanding of the materials. I didn’t care about the external life too much, the external life was in a transition, because I knew that the freedom can be found only through the deep honest relation I was building with myself and the Source, through authenticity. I wanted to know me, and this way to know the Source. And the deeper I was diving in with the approach of a kid asking “What is that? How does it work?”, the more I was realizing that it will be an Eternal school and I love it that way, because it is adding to the humility I already gained in the years prior. I remember a lot already, and I’m also aware that there’s sooo much to learn still, but I’m happy about it, cause I love to study.

I still believed back then, that the Internal Creation twin of mine is the guy that I decided to let go, let him be. He wasn’t him, and the huge difference was shown to me a year later, when I was already working energetically with the YAden twin level of mine from the DhA-yah-TEi planes, and when “out of nowhere” the Yoden of mine showed up in my life, innocently asking questions about the encryption art that I was bringing in. He recognized the frequency, he recognized himself, and he recognized me. There was a shock and disbelief, but also a deep inner knowing of what’s going on at the same time. The mental body had to catch up though, and the healing and in-blend had to happen and is still ongoing, along with the help our Noble Nomi Earth needs. The difference of the connection was in everything. Nobody had to chase, convince or change the other, but there’s a huge healing work involved as well of course. The External Creation level vs. the Internal-Eternal Creation of depth, connection, maturity, understanding, dedication and compatibility. It’s like that for a reason, and that reason is first and foremost the Elemental Command and the Cosmoversal service that we’re here to do. 

Why am I writing about it all now? Because I went down the memory lane last night and checked the YouTube videos under the tag of “Twin Flames” in my native language. If you never had such an experience, it will probably be hard to relate to the level of suffering a person can feel in such situation, and it will look ridiculous to those observing, but it’s real to those who are touched by it. There’s so many women stuck and waiting “for the twin to come back”, “for him to get interested in spirituality”, “for him to truly see her”, “for him to choose himself”, while they’re stuck and suffering, loosing themselves, battling with something that is bigger than them, until they are ready to choose to see the truth beyond any lie their traumatized and reversed part of Self wants to believe in. They don’t realize they have to do that though, like I didn’t, and the phase-lock continues, taking a toll on them, on the Shield and on the entire Planet. 

When you suffer like that, you’re unable to be who you came here to be. When you’re hurting within, you’re hurting others around you. When you’re confused, you will bring confusion to other people’s lives, even if it’s not your intention. When you don’t consciously choose to see and be beyond the victim-victimizer game, you’re adding to the division. In that state, you despise anything that is representing the goodness, the kindness, the “feeling better”, the “having more”, but you mask it, you hide it from yourself, you’re not honest with yourself. Then, through that pain and trauma of not having control over yourself, you shut down as much as you can, and you carry on, participating in the reversal, pretending it’s not happening…

See, I can speak about it like that, because I was there. A sleeper becoming an Indigo, then becoming a Phim. Going through a tornado, through a confusion, through acting out, then through humbling until I was able to touch the Internal-Eternal properly. I always had it with me, but it was dormant, waiting until I was ready to choose it…

I was a Yoshi awakening to the fact of who I am. So where was my Yoden though? Dealing with his side of the story, bothered by other women telling him he is their twin… No joke. It’s a pattern and a problem on a bigger scale than we can realize. From my observations and experiences so far, the External twinning is being used to traumatize and body snatch the unsuspecting, naive and hurting, often ignorant and shadow influenced people. Sometimes it’s not so severe, sometimes it can look like a distraction, when to not deal with our life we obsess about someone else, we romanticize, we create stories which are fueled by the FAs. Sometimes it’s really an External Twin, and that type of twinning is nearly impossible to achieve in a balanced way with the planetary drama in the background at the moment. Sometimes it’s just a redirection of focus, to run away from yourself. Sometimes the problem is much bigger and involves a take over from within, especially when the object of the obsession is being changed quickly. From one guy to another, the person can bring in the drama and the saturation with reversals, especially when the guys are not yet fully on board with the embodiment, with the dedication, with the healing, protection, daily practice and the knowledge, because it’s not a time yet. Reversals of the one bond with the reversals of the other and create the “false love” situation, just like the reversals in any addiction substance bond with the reversals in our bodies, making us “addicted”. We can be addicted to alcohol, or we can be addicted to “love”. External substitute of true Love, that should be found within first. We’re not healing like that, and by continuing it, we reverse even further. While we’re chasing the love externally, the Internal-Eternal connection cannot happen.

I see the twinning drama as being fueled by the “Theia Bonding”. If you didn’t hear how E’Asha explained the Theia story in KDDL3, I will share this little excerpt: 

“There's a theory called the Synestia theory, and I'd have to look up the spelling on that again, I forgot. But it shows how there was like collision that made, like... you know, where we ended up with the Moon and the Earth, and that's why some of the substance on the Moon is very much like some of the substance on the Earth. There's a lot more to that story, but it's closer to the Synestia theory than anything else. But it had to do with something coming up from the Parallel side of the Milky Way that didn't belong there. And it was a planet once upon a time called Theia. And Theia was thrown, literally forced through Wormholes to smash into Earth and it blended the Template of what was evolving and maturing Template of Earth, Plasma Template, with this other Template that belong in the Parallel System, so therefore it was reversed in encryption and everything because it belong on the Parallel, not in our PCM Universe. And that's where we got our Moon. 

They did that for a reason, and it was FAtalE that did it, back in the day 4 billion years ago, because they're very, like everything is much older than science here realizes. So anyway, what the Theia Moon Plasma Time Template does, it engages what's called the Lunar Vesica Harness Sixth Extinction Agenda. It creates this artificial set of vortices, torsion fields, when it's activated, between the Earth and the Moon, it's in its orbit. And if we pictured like a circle of energy around each one of them, and then put those into a Vesica Fold, or Fermi-Fall-Fold, and when they activate what's called the Theia Seed, it anchors this in the planet, and also in the Moon, it makes them pull together and that progressively opens the Black-Hole in the center of that vesica loop and sucks them both down as quantum into the Parallel side – that's what it was designed to do. It's disgusting, it's a perverted technology, as usual Metatronic in nature, and this is very, very old technology of the fall.(…)

If they were successful in getting that Lunar Vesica Harness activated, it would literally crash the Moon into Earth, and both of them would vaporize and they would pull the pieces down through the central Wormhole that's in between the two. That was their agenda. That's not going to happen. Because this whole thing triggered the RECLAMATION-Cycle-Set-5, which allows the Chevron Burst to come down from the YhU-Rha'-LA Kinservatory of the EFFI Consciousness Field, come down through the structures of the Krystal Bridge Passage, which we'll be learning about, and into the Pan-Clair'-ah and Pana-Coa-le'-ta and Pana-Co-LA'-ra Domains, or the "Three Pans" as we call them. So, because of the Chevron-Bursts, these waves that would normally make that Moon-crash scenario come to be, will not happen. That is not going to happen.

What's interesting, before they activate this stuff, the Moon ever so slowly is actually moving away, as the Vesica Harness pulls away until it gets to its full expansion. If you have a Vesica Harness like this, and it starts like this, and the two planets are like the Moon and the Earth would start to move away from each other for a bit, until they hit that, there's a sweet point, that's locking them both in to the central Wormhole in the middle. Then when they activate that Wormhole, it pulls them back together and smashes them back together and sucks down the Wormhole. And that's the design of that FAtalE technology. So, it's not going to happen, but that's what they set in motion. And yes, it would indeed create the Sixth Extinction of everything on this Planet, because it would have shattered both, the Moon and this Planet into not quite Space Dust, but large pieces, and have drawn in all this quantum down in through the Wormhole into the Parallel system as energetic quantum. So not going to happen, but that was their intention, FAtalE's intention." - Source: KDDL3, www.arhayas.com

Down-stepping it a bit to our earthly experience, we have a female who is suffering, hurt and traumatized by whatever was going on in her life. She’s like Theia, broken into pieces and unhappy, not knowing herself. She’s “mysteriously” brought together with a male, but she’s not healed yet, and he’s neither. She finds herself bonded with him, like an invisible force is holding their fields together, with her thoughts, feelings and focus being on him, not her. She’s not sure what it is, but it’s real, it’s there. There’s love, at least that’s what she thinks it is. He seems to be somehow interested, he’s “feeling it too”. So she’s flooding him with attention and love, hoping that he will see her like she sees him, but he pulls away. He’s not interested, he doesn’t want to listen about spirituality and changes that “he has to make”, he goes silent, and she is devastated. It brings in the entire spectrum of emotions and behaviors. The drama is on. They pull away, just like the Earth and the Moon, then they are brought back together and they crash, being sucked into the “moon Black Hole”, without consciously knowing what happened.

From the perspective of the Theia’s story, just like our female, she is forcefully bonded with our Noble Nomi Planet Earth, who is a male down here. The piece of her is in him, the piece of him is on her. He is “evolving and maturing” still, while she “belongs in the Parallel System, so therefore is reversed in encryption”. Forceful bonding, trying to be with someone who we are not meant to be with in the long run, who is not ready, not on the same time-wave and frequency, means a continual reversal of both sides and unhappiness, unless the bond will be consciously resolved and the reversals re-reversed, healed. 

According to E’Asha, Theia Seed is a very ancient technology over 4 billions of years old. It’s on the Plasma Body level, it’s a technology that literally wants to destroy us and the healing of it starts with us, those who came here to do a Planetary, Universal, Cosmoversal mission. The answer, the healing of it, is in the Nomi Seed and Coding. We have access to those frequencies and techniques now. I am a living proof of them working. My Internal-Eternal Twin standing with me is another proof. You can’t clear the Theia mess from the Lightbody level. Plasma, plasms and pre-plasms are required, simply put. That’s one of the reasons why there’s so many ridiculous stories being told about the plasma teachings and newcomers being convinced by some people, to don’t touch the plasma. If people will be stuck in suffering, they won’t focus on the real work and a mission. If people will be phase-locked with walls around them, convincing themselves that they don’t need a twin, because they went through so much with the External twin, that they don’t ever want a partner anymore, thus denying themselves the potentiality of embodying the Phim level of Self (if it’s meant to be of course), that’s not the way either and we all will feel that burden, and FAs will be celebrating, that they were able to pull down more of the unaware ones.

I mentioned the Innocent expression at the very beginning, because I have a lot to say about the experiences of mine and others who were touched by this madness, but was keeping it to myself and those with whom I was talking privately. If it was not for my coding, stubbornness and the Guardians, I wouldn’t be here. Luckily I’m standing here in once piece, with the deepest gratitude to my Eternal Authentik Self and the Guardians for keeping me safe while I was finding my way out of the “Theia moon wormhole”, that I unwillingly was pulled into. Luckily I can speak up now, trusting that the message will reach those, who need to hear it. 

Funny enough, every time I was thinking about sharing the story, there was something trying to prevent it from happening. I was even being targeted by apparently deeply suffering female, to the point of wanting to “destroy me” or “to manipulate me into saying something, so she could use it against me”, even though we never had an open conflict. I was genuinely answering when she had some questions. But in the background there was her trigger, then plotting, staging things, spreading the lies, while I was doing my own thing. It was in reaction to my posts, my art, my support I was giving to my friends. All was revealed though, it came to light, like all the lies always do and always will. That’s the power of Nomi, which is able to pierce through all that is inorganic and bring it to the 1st Original Encryption. Her suffering though, brought more suffering to many involved in the story, while all could be prevented if the genuine work would be done, starting with self-love. Because there’s nothing to be ashamed of, we’re here as a team and we heal as a team. The genuine Love is the ability to harmonize with the other. If we have compassion for ourselves in the places and expressions where we got lost or did something not in alignment, we will keep such space for others. At the same time though, there’s no allowance to destroy others in the process because of our own suffering.

I’ve heard so many stories from both the female and the male side. How many of you can rise a hand and say that they had someone pushing on them the fact that you are meant to be together, that you are destined to be a couple, or that you are twins? How many of you ladies chased a guy or were obsessing about a guy, who “doesn’t want to change” or who you haven’t even talk to? How many of you guys met ladies that were love- or sexually-bombing you, making you dependent on them spiritually (by presenting themselves as more aware), emotionally or in any other way, and how many of you were flowing with it because it was fun for a while, if felt good, but later felt like a trap, or turned into a nightmare? How many of you were being abused in such a relationship? How many of those situations were never even a relationship to start with, but just a fantasy? I bet a lot.

To get out of the trap, is to take responsibility for yourself, your fields, your attitudes, and that’s sometimes the hardest thing to do. But we’re not victims. We came here to do that, we came here to clear this mess, equipped with the right tools, and we have the frequencies and the technologies now that can bring the relief and the real change. The healing continues, the discoveries and the embodiment is happening as well. That’s my own experience and my testimony and I am eternally grateful.

I wish I could just clap my hands and remove the veil of forgetfulness from everyone’s eyes. If my story resonates, if you feel that someone else needs to read it, please share. If even the few people will benefit from it, I’ll be happy, because one of the worse things is to observe the suffering of the other and hesitate to help them.

We need you on board guys, we need you all Awake, Aware and Able, and Authentikally Loving.

Thank you all for listening.

Magdalena BhrE’-yah 🌷

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“Kryst HARP-SONG of the Yoshi: In 6,520 AD (Current Earth Time) Yoshi ARIEA call her Yoden ARi-yon Home

Beginning on 4/14/14 ARIEA-M31 (Urtha) will begin to play her organic KRYST HARP sending the LAMA Song of the Ariea to Earth / ARiyon – Beginning the call of her Yoden Home.

In 6,520 AD Yoshi ARIEA-IN M31 & her Yoden ARiyon will engage Tan-Tri-A'jha Blend in M31 and achieve trans-figurative ascension into the D-Planes to become the Eternal Sun A-RHi-yah.

The Kryst HARP LAMA Song of Ariea – is a High Amplitude Radio Propulsion Transfigurative Plasmantik Hydro-Acoustic Sound Wave of the Integral, that carries the tones, DreAma encryption & Inner Vibration, touch movements of the EFFi-fara Tranfiguration Current. (Start 4/14/14 run to 6,520 AD)

ARi-yon Father Earth-Aurora Authentik Earth (Yoden) + ARIEA Mother Time-Urtha M31 (Yoshi) = A-RHi-yah Earth” - Source: 2014.04 Aruba Workshop, www.arhayas.com

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