Wife Becomes A Slut

Wife Becomes A Slut

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The first time I was raped I was 16 years old. The night exists for me in a series of flash-bulb images that I can neither piece together nor erase from my memory, despite years of trying. I’m still not sure if it was my fault, even though I know it wasn’t.
I don’t think about it very often anymore, but every few years I revisit the spiral of shame, and guilt.
My last clear memory was stumbling away from the crowd, looking for a place to sleep. I was drunk… really drunk. I was being a typical teenager: acting out, rebelling – trying to distance myself from a goody-two-shoes image. Before that night, I had only been to a couple of parties, most of my wild stories were embellishments. My parents were known for being strict, so I didn’t get invited out very often. I w anted desperately to be part of the cool, older crowd who drank and smoked cigarettes. I was thrilled to be at the party, drinking cans of Coors and tossing them in the back yard of the kid whose parents were out of town. I realized m y ride had left without me, I was feeling sick and disoriented and needed to sleep until I could walk home. I found an empty bed, it was a child’s bedroom, I was going to lie down for just a few minutes.
I’m awake and it’s dark. He is inside me. I feel sick. Who is on top of me? “What are you doing?” He grunts. I try to push him away but my arms are weak. “I don’t want to.” I try to pull my underwear up, they’re around my knees. He pins my arm down. “Please.” “Shhh.” “I’m going to be sick.” “Shhh.” He’s getting angry. There’s a crack in the door and I can see wood paneling in the hallway. He finishes on the child’s bed, next to me. He wasn’t wearing a condom. He gets up and walks out. I want to run away, but I’m ashamed and I don’t want anyone to see me. I cry myself to sleep.
I’ve known my rapist since childhood. He was one of the cool kids at my school, a popular jock who was older than me. The next morning, his friend called me a slut and said “don’t worry, I won’t tell his girlfriend.” His girlfriend found out, and soon everyone had heard what a slut I was. Somehow I was more comfortable with being a slut than with being raped, so I accepted it.
And I never told anyone, until now.
I’m afraid to tell my parents. I’m afraid my step-father will read this, figure out who it was, and confront my rapist. I’m nervous about how he’ll feel when he realizes he inadvertently teased me about the events that happened after that night. I forgave him but I’m afraid he won’t forgive himself.
I’m afraid the people in my home town will call me a liar, and judge my parents. I live 3000 miles away now, but my family will have to deal with the backlash.
I’m afraid for my rapist’s wife and children.
But today I’m facing those fears, as much as I can handle at a time. Today, this blog is the beginning of an idea that may or not become big. It’s still anonymous, but that’s okay. It’s all I’m ready for, just yet.
When you’re ready, and want to share, I’m here. We’ll do this together.
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Sounds like a fake story. Sorry, pretty cliche.
I think it sounds pretty fake but even though it might not be fake, nobody has to experience that, but my real question is why would you feel ok if people call you a slut. If I were you I wouldn’t like people calling me a slut, etc.
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I love the idea of my wife becoming a hotwife, i used to be a very jealous husband, but recently I have had thoughts of her being a hotwife, I would love her to go out and have fun with another guy. I would love her to text me updates through the evening and then tell me about it when she got home. Is this normal??

Not at all. I think about one thing. And it’s her smile and love

My wife was a dancer as we had been swinging a few years but I was her security one night at hotel bachelor party of 16 hard ducks between 23 and 30 as I negotiated 3hrs of topless dancing for 500 cash no touching grabbing and they had to tip regularly all along.Dallas has no pastie laws so it’s just a t back or g sling. She somehow got tipsy doing the show after full shift at club.Big suite rooms full bar I’m armed 45 acp cause you never know.Had young stud to be married in a chair on the table lap dancing till her g sting came off shaved p**** gets them loud.Now the dude has his c*** out and I’m screaming get clothes on or we leave till she’s on her knees blowing him all r wildly getting louder hearing hey how much more for Bach to f*** her she’s popped off 200 more but we watch to the bedroom to his s*** run is on all up on top sunken meat riding till I’m seeing guys whispering c**** out moving into close. I’m about to 911 till she’s taking 2 or 3 at a time and loving it like a p*** star all the while staring me eye to eye as I shake my head I’m steel hard watching how many o****** are flying around I hear come on I thought this is what u wanted. I’m so hot no turned on we dive to back seat of a major Dallas hotel for hottest ever for us. The journey had really began. Most men r to insecure and it’s a problem but my s** life will never be vanilla again it’s not degrading in any way she loves letting go too

You are asking for a lot of trouble here. It's not as pleasant as you might think.

My husband was into this fantasy too, until we tried it by having a 3way with a friend of his. I was reluctant at first, but we'd been married 12 years, we love each other, so I said sure, let's try it. His friend was attractive too. Well the fantasy was much better than the reality for my husband. He really couldn't handle seeing me have multiple o****** with his friend or getting creamed. My husband could barely get hard through the entire thing, so it wasn't a good thing for him. I will say that it was kinda fun for me, because his friend felt great, really.

This happened to my husband and I too. He had finally talked me into it, brought a friend of his over one night for a threesome. We were in the bedroom and before things went to far I asked my husband if he was sure he really wanted this and could handle it. He was all " YES, YES.YES" so we got into it. The jealousy started while I was sucking my husband's c*** and his friend started eating me. He really knew what he was doing down there and had me c****** pretty quick, to the point of me kind of forgetting about my husband's b****** while telling his friend how good it felt. My husband had lost his erection and even when I went back to sucking him he was having a hard time getting it up. When his friend got me on my hands and knees and started f****** me my husband finally just left the bedroom. It wasn't enjoyable for him at all. I truly loved his friend going down on me and the way he f***** me. My husband still doesn't know I swallowed his friend's c** , as after his friend left and my husband came back into the bedroom he made the comment of " at least you didn't suck his c*** ".

I would love my wife to f*** another guy and tell me all the details. I would eat her p**** while she told me exactly what they got up to.

My husband has this fantasy and I told him no way in h*** . To each their own, I am just not f****** another man for his pleasure.

Why would you say No? You get to f*** whoever you want without your husband getting p***** and divorcing your ass. That is the dream marriage.

Someone please tell my wife this!!!!!

I'm a non having a girl on girl affair with another playgroup mom. We make out while our kids play together in the back yard. I'd never tell my husband. I've no desire to split with my husband who I really love very much. This is just so exciting.

Must not love him too much, you're f****** someone else behind his back.

My husband has been talking about a 3some or some kind of group s** thing. He is so jealous though! I’m sure it’s better in his head than how it would be in real life. He thinks he want to watch several men have their way with me while I look him in the eye and enjoy myself. If he truly wants to I will. I’ve gotten to the point that whatever he wants he gets. If he wants s** every day, we have s** every day. If he wants it 3 times then we have s** 3 times. He talked me into a*** s** and then it was a*** every day for like 2 weeks before he wanted a break. He’s got me hooked on deep throating, a*** s** , and I am always ready to go. He keeps me in a constant state of arousal. Took 10 years but I’m very compliant now. Haha

Awesome! Would you care to share your hot pics with me? You sound incredibly exciting! Hippy6944@Gmail.com

Wow you are a sexy couple. I've only had a*** a couple of time, it hurts but I should practice more. Sara x

Be very careful what you wish for. My husband wanted this for years. He would bring it up all the time while we were having s** . I finally gave in and went to a hotel with a coworker who had been flirting with me for a while. We spent the afternoon together in bed. When I got home I told my husband that I sucked and f***** my coworker like he asked me to, thinking it would turn him on. He became very jealous and it really effected our marriage and s** life in a negative way. Its been a few years now and things have gotten better but it still comes between us at times.

Your husband is an idiot, suggested it and then jealous what a wanked. My husband suggested it as he has erectile issues and fully supports my desire for a good f****** . Did you enjoy your extra c*** ? If so carry on. Just don't share with the f****** idiot. Sara x

Yes the s** was great with the co worker. I tried to be as dirty as I could be with him so I could tell my husband how naughty I was with another man. I was thinking it would only make the whole experience more intense for him. We had been married for 16 years with him asking me to do this for probably the last 8 or 9 years . I slowly worked my self up to it. Its hard to explain but I really did do this for him , to satisfy his fantasy .Even though I did enjoy f****** the other man that day ,I would have never done it had my husband not said he wanted me to.

How dirty were you with your co-worker

It started out with us getting a room ,once inside I stripped for him . I remembered in one of our conversations him telling me he jerked off thinking of me laying on my bed naked and masturbating so that is what I did for him. I played with my nipples and p**** while he watched then told him I wanted to suck his c*** . I continued to finger myself while sucking his c*** telling him over and over that I wanted to taste his c** . Surprisingly he lasted longer than I thought before his hands held my head and he started c****** in my mouth. Once he took his c*** out of my mouth I showed him his c** then swallowed it ,his response to that was" damn that was f****** hot!" which turned me on even more and in a weird way I felt proud of myself being able to get him off like that . He then went down on me and the dirty talk with him continued and when I asked if he was enjoying eating my married p**** he kind of hissed out a long yes . From that point he became very dominant ,telling me to suck his c*** and get him hard , saying he was going to give me such a good f*** I wouldn't even want my husband's c*** again. I went with it and didn't stop him as he was leaving little hickies on my t*** saying he hoped my husband liked them. He then turned me over and f****** me from behind. He really got off on me saying anything about being married and when I asked him if he was going to send me home to my husband full of his c** . He couldn't hold back any longer and came in me. I had a very intense o***** feeling him throbbing inside me knowing I was taking another man's c** after only being with my husband all those years. My husband has never heard the details past me telling him I did what he want and took my coworker to a hotel where I sucked his c*** and let him f*** me. I definitely didn't get the reaction from him that I expected.

My husband likes me to bring home condoms full of s**** , then he pours me a glass of red wine and empties to contents of the condoms into the wine for me to drink. I give him the details as I drink, he then tucks me really hard telling me that I'm a dirty w****

Wow, you are my kind of dirty birch. I love a c*** exploding in my mouth and my c*** . What I would love is to lick you shaven c*** when it's full of a stranger's s**** . Sara x

Your husband really missed out by letting his jealousy get in the way of what could have been a really exciting time for both of you!

Well darling you enjoyed another c*** in your c*** and mouth. Hubby encourage you and then couldn't handle it, what a fool. As you enjoyed getting the extra c*** , carry on, just don't tell him. It's more exciting with complete strangers. Sara x

Good on you. i always wanted my wife to do this but she never would. i would have been h**** as f*** if she had come home and told me what she had done. keep me informed wetkn@outlook.com

Im guessing that most guys who have this fantasy want to be included. If their wife just goes and f**** someone else when they are at work or home than where is the fun for the guy? My husband has asked me to have s** with a stranger so he could watch. I have not agreed thus far but I would never dream of doing it without him.

It was what he had been asking for. He would bring it up all the time and when I teasingly told him about the guy at work flirting and talking dirty to me it really turned him on. He told me on many occasions that I should just sneak off and let my co worker f*** me. He never said he wanted to be there to watch he just said he wanted to have me f*** another man, the only condition was I had to tell him about it when I came home. He may have thought it would progress into me f****** men while he watched , i'm not really sure. It doesn't matter now as he was over the top jealous after the fact and almost ended our marriage. I would have never done it if I knew how he was going to really react.

You sound very sexy. I have a fantasy of my own and that is to have lesbian s** . I have never done it but would you consider it with me, I bet that would turn your hubby on? Sara x

I experimented with my roommate in college but have never told anyone. Not even my husband. I can honestly say that I am straight but the s** with my roommate was not bad. It was just different. I would be open to s** with a woman again. I just don't know who you are. Can you describe yourself? Big, small? Short, tall? Curvy, thin? Big breast, small breast? Butt size? Hair color? Eye color? Smile?

I'm 45 chubby big b****** 42gg. Long red hair, shaven p**** . I'm told in attractive. I've never had lesbian s** but want to experience girl on girl. Sara x

I'm 34b, size 8 jeans, and I have brown hair. I used to shave my p**** bald but had problems with being sensitive afterward. I talked to my doctor and she said I should wax. It almost killed me the first few times I had it done but I have gotten used to it now. I no longer have sensitivity problems and I think it last longer than shaving. Do you wax or shave?

My roommate did this thing with her mouth where she rolled her tongue around my c*** when she was going down on me. I don't know how she did it but I have never had anyone else be able to do it. She told me at the time that men couldn't do it because women are more flexible. It would be nice to have that done to me again. To be honest my husband is gone helping a friend right now and my p**** is getting wet just thinking about it. I am rubbing my p**** as I write this and I think I need to go get my vibrator.

I want your shaven c*** in my mouth

I have just f***** my c*** with my biggest dodo, thinking of you. Sara x

What ever works for you is best. I'd be happy for my hubby to watch but he is happy with me giving him the details. Sara x

My husband has asked me several times during s** but never said anything about it outside the bedroom. I don't know if it is just dirty talk or if he really wants me to have s** with another guy. I want to but I dont want him judging me or getting mad afterwards.

As a guy, I can say I have said the same thing during s*x. I was serious about it,I love the sticky of being second. I miss it... My ex wife before the divorce, she was s******* around. I was working nights, she was h**** and wanted no foreplay. She smelled like c** and was sticky. I freaking loved loved sliding my c*** in her. Its not why We divorced, there was other issues. Find out if its real and set some rules

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