White Coats & Paper Walls

A Short Story

POV: Maya


I met him on my first day of hospital training .

I was wearing shoes that didn’t quite fit and a heart full of nerves.

He wore confidence like his stethoscope, always with him, always natural.
The nurses adored him, the patients trusted him.

And me?

I was just a quiet nursing student with trembling hands and too many unspoken thoughts.

But he noticed me.

Not in the way people notice when you're in their way .
He noticed me like I was something familiar.
Like he could see the loneliness I kept buried under polite smiles.

He was the first person who ever asked me if I was okay... and meant it.


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We talked more each day.
Between rounds.
Over lunch trays.
In quiet corners of the hospital where the scent of Dettol faded, and real conversations began.

He made me laugh when I was too tired to smile.
He called me "brave" when my eyes filled with tears during my first failed injection.

And slowly, he became my favorite part of every shift.

There was no one else I talked to like I talked to him.
I didn’t have friends I could trust.
Not like this.
He was the only one I let see the real me — not the “student,” not the “polite girl,” but me.

And sometimes… I thought he saw me in a way that no one ever had.


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One afternoon, we were walking down the back corridor where the windows stayed foggy and time felt slow.

He brushed my hand accidentally — or maybe not.
He didn’t move away.

“You’re different, Maya,” he said, without looking at me.
“Different how?” I asked.
“In a way I can’t explain. You feel… peaceful.”



I felt like my breath had stopped.
He had that effect , making you feel chosen with just a sentence.

But the thing about him was… he always said just enough to make me stay, but never enough to feel safe.


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Then came the phase I try not to talk about.
The one that made everything harder to forget.

We started sneaking out after shifts — just the two of us.
Late-night tea, secret rooftops, moments that felt too full to be casual.

He kissed me.
Softly. Then again.
And again.

It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was how he held my hand like I was the only thing steadying his world.
How he looked at me like he finally found someone who stayed.

“Maybe we don’t need anything else,” he whispered one night.



And I believed him.
Because I was addicted, to the warmth, to the closeness, to him.

For a moment, it felt like we were all we needed.

But moments are just that — moments.
And they pass.


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I started to see the cracks in his eyes , the shadows he didn’t talk about.
He was too broken to stay.
Too afraid to love.
Too used to running.

And in the end, I had to be the one who understood.
Even after all the feelings he gave me.
Even after every sweet lie he never meant to say.


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Sometimes he’d message me at midnight just to say “Are you awake?”
Sometimes he’d wait for me outside the canteen with an extra coffee.
Once, when I cried silently after a hard case, he wiped my tears with his sleeve.

And yet, when I asked him if we were anything more than just… this?

“I care about you, Maya,” he said.
“But I’m not looking for anything serious. Life’s already messy.”



But I was serious.
About him.
About everything.

So I swallowed my hope and nodded like it didn’t hurt.


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He stayed warm.
He stayed close.
But never close enough.

And I kept holding on , not because he loved me,
but because I didn’t know how to let go of the only person who ever made me feel seen.


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The worst part?

I couldn’t even be angry.
He never promised me anything.
But he gave me just enough to make me wish.

I watched him talk to other girls, the same way he talked to me.
Flirty. Sweet. Effortless.
And every time, something inside me cracked.

But still, I stayed.

Because I thought:
“He comes back to me. That means something… doesn’t it?”


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One day, I didn’t feel like smiling anymore.
I didn’t want to wait near the stairwell.
Didn’t want to read his late-night messages that always ended with “sleep well” but never “I miss you.”

I realized , he didn’t break my heart.
He just filled it with too many question marks.

So I stopped answering.
Not out of hate.
But exhaustion.


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He saw me in the hallway weeks later.

“You disappeared,” he said, voice soft.
“No,” I whispered. “I just stopped hoping.”



He blinked like he didn’t understand.
But I think, deep down, he did.


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Now when I walk past that old back corridor, I smile.
Not because I forgot him.
But because I remember the day I chose peace over puzzles.

He was a beautiful storm.
But I was tired of standing in the rain.




✍️Mishty