When Love and Hate Collide; made into words.

"Eyis, your friend's here!"

It's 10 AM in the morning and the first thing I heard is Momma's voice. Its from downstairs yet Eiryls still here, in my room, she borrowed some things from me before.

She said, her friends and her will have some kind of early Christmas event or something outside, at a restaurant I mean. So, she need some fashion advice from me for today.

"Eyis it's perfect!" I said that excitedly while looking at my beloved sister, she look so stunning in this outfit. She always is but today is double triple stunning.

"Are you sure, Sissy?" She asked while wrapping her scarf around. "I'm off to go then!" She smiled at me and so do I— oh my dearest sun.

After everything's ready, me and Eirlys are going downstairs. We talking about how delicious the ginger cookies that we made a few days ago. It's never been more delicious than made it together with your family.

And here we are, at the door where Eirlys's friend are waiting. Oh, I know this boy. He sometimes left a like on my instagram stories and replied to it. I'm pretty familiar with his face.

"Good bye, Sissy!" And yup, that was her words before she go with Everest— her friend. Now, its time for me to get back with my business.

I'm having so much fun with writing my Christmas cards! I send it to almost all of my friends and family, I almost broke my arms because of it but that's okay, since I love to see the final result.

Shttt– I also wrote some advice for them. Most of them must've some bad past event so I hope my words will help, that's how I show my love for them.

Right before I write my last card, I hear a sound of knocking coming from my door. "Come in!" I shouted because its too far away from where I am now, then I could see Kadenza, my sister.

"Oh Sissy, what's wrong?" I asked while my hand still writing on the card, she's now standing right beside me, watching me to be specific.

"I saw him on the shop today," Kadenza said, she sit on the edge of my bed while playing with my doll, "do you know it?" She asked. Her eyes looking straight into my soul, I can do nothing except answering it.

"Yes. My friend told me about it," I replied and sighing. How can I forget it when I can't even remember to forget him? "I think I'm cool with it," my smile is appearing as I said my last sentence.

"Are you sure my dear?" Kadenza words sound so worried, she was the only who knows about this– in this house. I nods my head to her just to make sure that everything will be okay.

Kadenza paints a smile and back-hugging me, she also kiss the back of my head before she leave my room. She was too worried about me. It was a good thing for me, right? I always feel loved here.

I find so much warm inside this house, my loves, my one and only way home. This family means so much more than a universe and the things inside it. I will carry them with me all the time.

Right after this words. I annouced that my cards have been done beautifully, to my past and future, they got the same cards with different words inside.

Well, I hope they know. I wrote it with all of my heart...

"Sissy, are you planning to give Everest a Christmas cards?"

No way I get caught by Eirlys! All I do is smile at her and awkwardly scratching my head, meanwhile she waiting for my answer.

"Yes... Is that okay?"

Eirlys chuckled and typing something on her phone. "Totally okay, Sissy. Have fun!" Well I hope it's a good start of Christmas for me.

"Wait, have fun for what?" My question got cut off because of my notification. I gasped when I saw it, no way! I should've known this before. Oh my siblings, you're such a brat.

In lovingly way...