What's my offense this time?
Sinful Confession[Verse 1]
Another verdict carved into my skin
Another courtroom living in your grin
Every word I breathe becomes a crime
So...
What's my offense this time?
Tell me where I crossed the fucking line
I rewind every second in my mind
Trying to find the moment I ruined everything...
Again.
Every mirror calls me by my flaws
Every heartbeat waits for your applause
I'm exhausted chasing "good enough"
When "good enough" is never enough.
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[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm the sickness.
Maybe I'm the stain.
Maybe I'm the reason
Every blessing turns to pain.
Or maybe...
You just needed someone else to blame.
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[Chorus]
WHAT'S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME?!
Tell me what I broke before I even opened my eyes!
Why do I keep fucking everything I touch?
I gave you blood—
You still demanded more.
You make me wanna smash my skull against the wall...
AND YET...
I STILL LOVE YOU.
I hate that I still love you.
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[Verse 2]
Every compliment expires overnight.
Every scar becomes another thing to hide.
I learned to apologize before I speak...
'Cause somehow...
It's always me.
I'm choking on expectations
Buried under accusations
Running faster, breaking harder
Still I'm never who you wanted.
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[Bridge]
If I disappear...
Would you finally sleep?
If I lost my voice...
Would you finally hear me?
Tell me—
How much of myself
Do I have to kill...
Before you call me worthy?
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[Breakdown]
GO AHEAD!
POINT YOUR FINGER!
WRITE MY NAME IN EVERY FAILURE!
I'M SO SICK OF LIVING
LIKE I'M BORN TO DISAPPOINT!
YOU MAKE ME WANNA BREAK MY SKULL AGAINST THE FUCKING WALL—
BUT I'M STILL HERE!
STILL BLEEDING!
STILL...
LOVING...
YOU!
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[Final Chorus]
What's my offense this time?
Was I breathing too loud?
Was I trying too hard?
Or was I simply...
Never the person
You imagined?
You make me regret being alive.
You turned every sunrise into another trial.
But if loving you is my greatest mistake...
Then maybe...
That's my offense this time.