What PARIS has never seen before... (part 1)

Motto:

"It's worth remembering that, not coincidentally, the cock is and remains a living, legendary symbol of a real state of cocky virility. If you get the chance to watch a famous cock in action, you will be amazed to find that it is not by chance that the cock chooses to trample his girlfriend, and endlessly practices cock continence because he is endowed with a formidable virile organ." - Gregorian Bivolaru, conference "Important esoteric arguments that we urgently need to think about" - p4

In August 2021, the media in Australia was rocked by the revelations of the star of a TV show, Ashleigh Freckleton. She told 🔗 that she was the victim of a cult based in Romania, but with tentacles in dozens of countries around the world.

While studying in Britain, she had been drawn in through the cult's branch in the kingdom.

Although the young Australian did not indicate the name of the cult, the clues she provided were so obvious that the organization TARA Yoga Centre, a member of the "ATMAN Yoga Federation", feeling directly targeted, published on October 20, 2021 on its website an "open letter" in which it denies the accusations that were not addressed directly to it anyway!

Ashleigh then promptly responded to this open letter, proving beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was about the TARA organization. Realizing belatedly that they had exposed themselves, those from TARA Yoga later retracted the open letter, but the action was useless because the said page remained registered in the internet archive 🔗 or 🔗.

When accessing the initial address  🔗, the TARA Yoga Center website redirects to a page with testimonials from its own students which, as can be seen from the archives, contains exactly the same testimonies that existed before in the continuation of the open letter.

Ashleigh's video response can be viewed here 🔗, and the full transcript of Ashleigh's response can be found here.

Juxtaposing the open letter on the TARA page and Ashleigh's response (see here), the following can be noted:

- the TARA organization recognizes itself in the article published in Australia, I quote:

”An Open Letter in response to allegations made against Tara. We are currently confronted with a series of allegations made against Tara.”

- Ashleigh responds point by point to TARA's open letter, copying and pasting passages from TARA's letter.

So, beyond any doubt, it is about TARA Yoga Center from the ATMAN umbrella organization that groups all MISA branches abroad. We also learn from Ashleigh's answer that the guru of the cult denied the accusations and replied that ”her claims were lies as big as the Milky Way galaxy”!

Right around the time Ashleigh told her story in the Australian newspaper (August 2021), a certain guru was using this phrase:

- Bivolaru's conference ”Morals and Bad Habits part 3” – August 30, 2021

"The aberrant, cretinous, paranoid claim that I am being threatened with death by the management of this school to do only what they say and to give only certain information in conferences is also a lie that we qualify as big as a galaxy.”

- Bivolaru's conference ”Morals and Bad Habits - Analyzing in a careful and relevant way the serious case of T.C. part 1" – September 24, 2021

"Little girl, your lies are huge! We have documented ourselves and we know what that reptilian creature is! Stop your lies that are as big as the galaxy!”

- Bivolaru's conference ”Morals and Bad Habits - Analyzing in a careful and relevant way the serious case of T.C. part 4" – October 2, 2021

"Besides, such a lie as big as a galaxy will not be found in any other genuine spiritual school on this planet."

Thanks to Mr. Guru for this confirmation that he is the subject of all of Ashleigh's revelations.

Later, in a podcast (part 1 🔗 and part 2 🔗), Ashleigh went into more detail about her experiences with the cult, and despite not divulging the identity of the organization, it's pretty clear from what she's told what the group is.

➤ THREATENERS and AVENGERS

First, Ashleigh reveals that the group threatens legal action against those who dare to defame them, but says that the time will come when the culprit will be revealed (excerpt video 🔗):

Ashleigh: So I can't share the name of the organization today that will stay under wraps but there's various reasons for that, one of them being they're pretty adamant that they will take legal action against anyone that tries to speak out against them and they have done in the past, but give it time, we have talk about it a lot. Watch this space, I feel like I will be able to talk about them specifically at some point.

Host: They're very litigious, because I did look on the website that you shared with me and, yeah, there's a warning on their websitethat if you say anything negative about them, they will come after you. They're so subtle!

Ashleigh: The school that I went to in the UK registered charity, charity commission! You think of it and you just like ”How is this happening? How has no one stopped this yet?” But there's so many reasons why.

Indeed, TARA Yoga Centre's open letter says 🔗:

”We are intent on pursuing legal proceedings against individuals making these damaging allegations to hold them accountable for their actions.”

But Ashleigh needn't worry because, as shown here, TARA exposed themselves in their "open letter" when they claimed they were the subject of the Australian article, even though the name of their organization was not mentioned:

”An Open Letter in response to allegations made against Tara. We are currently confronted with a series of allegations made against Tara.”

Moreover, those from TARA "exposed themselves" once again, by subsequently removing the "open letter".

So the TARA people are accusing themselves, so they should sue themselves!

➤ INVITATION to ROMANIA (excerpt video 🔗):

Family friend: Perfect, there's a festival in August, come here instead, come to Romania!

Ashleigh: It's perfect, it's meant to be, that's why!” Yep, I'm coming, I'm coming to Romania!

Family friend: This is going to have everything that you're looking for and more! What the western society is commercialized yoga, it's just ”hot pants and lycra”!

Ashleigh: ”This will be the real thing!” and so I started taking online classes and these were like two hour classes, because this cult is huge, they have tentacles all over: 🔗: Europe, North and South America, Asia, they did at one point have a school in Australia

I don't think they do anymore they have kind of pop-up schools I think too in India, kind of busy season in Rishikesh, where all the vulnerable people are wandering past and then you know serendipity, they find this place which is exactly what happened to one of my that friend, I think actually he was traveling and he stumbled across the group.

Host: How many people would you estimate either were in the group or are still in the group?

Ashleigh: I don't know where I'm pulling this figure up from and I could be totally wrong, but I'm sure I saw somewhere 40,000.

There are about 35,000 in their dreams 🔗, in reality barely a tenth of this number adds up to the hiatus spiral, including those who participate online!

Bivolaru's conference ”Morals and Bad Habits - the case of A.A.” - September 6, 2022:

quote:

”A number of 1,717 people participated in the respective hiatus spiral free of charge. These people came especially from the province to participate in the said annual hiatus spiral in August. Considering that this camp also works online, with a lot of aspirants from all over the world having registered and actually participating who have previously connected to the online platform, here is that the said hiatus spiral was also participated remotely by a number of 1914 people. Making the total, it is found that the number of participants was even higher than we estimated, because more than 3600 people participated, more precisely 3631 people.

What are you doing, you hateful and malicious bastard, if you now find out that in total more than 3600 people participated in that hiatus spiral?  That's a record number for an esoteric spiritual school! Even if your displeasure is immense in the pitiful whiner pose you indulge in, this esoteric spiritual school – which you now viscerally hate – is and remains for now the greatest spiritual school in Europe.

Even if you are greatly disturbed and even very angry by this, this spiritual school is still the only one in Europe that organizes year after year esoteric yogic spiritual camps for the summer holidays.”

Not only did the super-intelligent guru point out the pitiful participation – a tenth of the claimed number, including online connections from around the globe – but, stating that MISA is the only one in Europe that organizes summer yoga camps (MISA trade mark!), unwittingly testifies Ashleigh's words, who talks about attending a summer camp, therefore the only one of its kind!

➤ "THE ONLY AUTHENTIC SCHOOL, GUIDED by THOSE EQUAL to JESUS"

Host: So were they positioning themselves kind of as like the serious yoga program compared to everyone else like they were going back to the roots of it all like the I know it's a very typical cultic like

”We've cracked the code, this is the real deal! Everyone else is fake and not authentic!”

Ashleigh: Definitely, there was definitely a sense of superiority, a bit of a superiority complex there: ”you can find things in other places, but this place has everything, this place has all!” There's just everything you could possibly hope, they have yoga, meditation, Christian influences, hindu, buddhist influence.

This is exactly what it says on the website of the unnamed cult:

"Our school of esoteric yoga is a unifying synthesis of the many authentic spiritual traditions and teachings of this planet, all becoming compatible with all that is authentic in Christianity, Buddhism or Islamic Sufism, all integrated into a global knowledge, adapted to the current times. The yogis of the MISA school receive initiatory "keys", which bring them an incomparably greater efficiency compared to practicing the same techniques in the absence of these keys. This approach sets us apart from other yoga schools."  🔗

Ashleigh: They actually said that the Buddha was incomplete and missed a step, but their guru got the step that the Buddha missed.

Host: Of course he did!

Ashleigh: That's interesting, they were positioning the guru very much like on the same level as Jesus, is what I the impression I got. Jesus had his place in the cult because it had Christian influences but I would 100% think that this guru is put on the same level.

The guru kept growing and, if at first he was still small and recognized Jesus as "the only Son of God", then he changed his mind and said that there are other "SONS", then he declared that Jesus did the work only half, so that HE had to come to finish it, in a "manifestation similar to the coming of Jesus", revealing what neither the saints nor the apostles knew. (video 🔗).

➤ "THE GREAT HERO, THE PERSECUTED ONE"

Ashleigh: And whenever you talk about he's had some run-ins with the law and kind of wanted person, ”he's being persecuted by the world they're not ready to hear what he has to say”, right?

”Why are they so afraid of him, they say, obviously they're so terrified of him because he holds the truth and look what happened to Jesus!

Host: And I remember another one that I read was ”When the student is ready, the teacher appears!” (excerpt video 🔗).

"They are so afraid of him because he holds the truth", but the Great Hero does not show his face to tell the truth, rather, it spits it out in audio messages, recorded in the holes in which it heroically hides. Here he proves himself no match for Jesus, who went to the crucifixion knowing what would follow.

➤ "THE TRUTH of the PERSECUTED MESSIAH"

Host: It seemed like the person leading your group kind of covered all the bases of what could attract different types of people in because you've got ”it's okay to love Jesus, it's okay to acknowledge Buddha, you've got astrology, you've got hugging, you've got some sort of you know like you said the eye gazing therapy you've got yoga, you've got dancing. What did you guys not have? Like there's a lot to attract people into this group!

Ashleigh: Yeah, they said ”We have everything, there's everything here! Come on, come on! We have something for everyone! We have sacred sexuality! Forget about all these negative, kind of shallow bottom of the barrel sexual experiences, that everyone's having in the world! This is the elevated stuff!”

Host: So you get the Romania, right? Is there that have you started doing the classes.

Ashleigh: I was doing the online classes and then I got to Romania and there I got invited to stay in this kind of exclusive women's ashram. Some people were looking for Tantra or tantric yoga, I was not, I just wanted yoga. They don't even use the word ”sex”, it's like a bit taboo like there's only love making and it's all about opening your heart and living presently and living in the moment ”and falling in love with life” kind of thing that's how they picture. Although on their website now it uses the word ”eroticism” with Tantra, but people go looking for that, right?

Host: They're using that to draw the people in that are interested in that like you said that are seeking it so that's just a fishing word for them.

”Ooh, we have eroticism here!” ”Ooh let me check that out!”

Ashleigh: What's it called sacred sexuality. And people are really drawn to that. I personally wasn't, I was just looking for the yoga.  (excerpt video 🔗).

➤ SELECTION and "SHAKTI TRAINING PROGRAM"

Host: You've gotten to Romania. How long was your commitment to be in Romania? Like was it for a month that you were saying??

Ashleigh: It was a month, yeah. So I ended up in this secret women's ashram that's meant to kind of teach you how to become a woman, step into your womanhood, become shakti, embody shakti and be this incredible powerful feminine force, energy, whatever and it's all secret, secret, you don't know what you're getting into until you get in there and you take vows on the Bible and the vows are like on your health and your spiritual evolution that you would never share anything that happens there, full fear-mongering like just instilling all this fear in you and you read all of that out...

This is what the oaths at MISA are for: under the pretext of "keeping the initiatory secret", they also swear to keep the secret "of everything that happens there".

Moreover, oaths are taken BEFORE knowing anything about the actions you are about to participate in, so they are not taken only with regard to esoteric initiations, but also for keeping secret about possibly immoral and even illegal aspects!

This does not bother the MISA people, although an article against Freemasonry on their website says 🔗:

"The very law of free will is violated since a person is required to accept and obey certain rules and orders before knowing them."

What is criminal in the Freemasons, in MISA is "divine"!

Ashleigh: I had booked flights for a month's time, I didn't have a job so I couldn't just leave. I did all of those vows and things like that and they're like ”Okay, cool, so now take your clothes off and we'll have to get photos of you, so that he can read your aura” and I was like ”Okay...”

These accounts are very similar to those of other victims, as can be seen in this video clip 🔗, it is the same way to proceed. In addition, as shown, those from TARA Yoga Center association felt that these kinds of statements directly concern them even though they were not named, thereby admitting them!

Ashleigh: And then they give you like these this kind of page it's like ”and if you have a problem with nudity, here's all of this kind of old literature and like nudity and if you have a problem with it it's kind of your problem, you know, you should probably be reconsidering whether you belong here if you have a problem with nudity, like you shouldn't...” It's basically kind of low-key threatening to kick you out.

And I couldn't afford to be kicked out because by being there I was getting the camp for free, which I was saving hundreds of euros, I was getting free accommodation, I was getting free food, so every I was saving a lot of money by being there and I was like ”I can't just leave!”

Host: And there's the understanding that everyone else has done this, right? I mean that this is just exactly what everybody does! The peer pressure element is massive! And if you're truly spiritual, shouldn't bother you, right? What's your problem? You're not your body, you’re spirit! You're not your body, it's just your ego!

Ashleigh: If you have a problem with it it's because it's your ego! You need to kind keep going higher! So I stripped all my clothes off, they photographed me, you know, front on, side on, like turn around like, you're just standing there feeling extremely vulnerable, but you're like ”It's okay, I'm evolving, I'm getting better!”

Even though your body is going ”This is not right! I don't feel good about this!”, but then your mind is... there's a disjoint there and they are like kind of teaching you these thought suppression strategies you know ”surrender, surrender”, so... and then they give you kind of pages that you have to read three times of rules.

In addition to the pressure from others, there is also the trap of material deprivation. Many women accept the "spiritual gift" of the free camp, after which they cannot easily refuse what follows.

Rule no. 5 of Yama - APARIGRAHA (NON-POSSESSIVENESS) - clearly warns in lesson 12 of the first year of the yoga course that "APARIGRAHA involves rejecting the gifts that other people give us within conventional relationships.

This aspect is explained by the fact that a gift brings to the one who receives it all the psychic elements with which the one who gives it charged him, especially desires, obligations, which create a series of debts that cannot always be compensated and which put independence in danger."

Of course, a manipulative comment goes on to say:

"However, the attitude must be radically different when we are dealing with a deep relationship."

The category "deep, unconventional relationship" is supposed to include the "relationship with the spiritual guide", but what kind of ”deep relationship” can that be if the person does not even know his "Guide"? It is obviously a trap.

Ashleigh: But not just the photos, then you have to get videos as well, so they're doing the filming at eight o'clock in the morning and all the girls line up and you have to go into a room and they gave you do some weird machine where like this thing turns and you've got to put your hands over it (Egely wheel 🔗), I don't know what it is, but it's meant to read your energy and so, for some reason, you have to be naked for using it... 

Host: Of course you do! Would make no sense if you weren't, right?

Ashleigh: Of course, ”because he has to be able to read your aura”, was their reason, he needs to be able to read your aura and I was like ”if he was super evolved and not actually a human, because he's a master, wouldn't he be able to read my aura...

Host: ... Right, with your clothes on! But critical thinking isn't working too well at that point, is it, no?

Ashleigh: Yeah and also I couldn't leave. And then like you sort of have to like do a spin like I think you have to turn like three times one way, three times the other way and then they are giving you a microphone and you have to say like your name and your date of birth and where you're from, like all your identifying information, as well as the ever important star sign and your ascendant, because astrology, huge astrology is influencing there.

I remember they also did an interview where I was sitting like I had to be naked and sit there with a microphone and I was kind of being asked questions about like ”if love presents itself to you and you push love away, like what does that mean about?”

All these really vague kind of questions and I have to sit there like naked and vulnerable and answer the questions

Host: How many people would be in the room at that point, about how many people would be around you?

Ashleigh: Not many probably only two women like one on the camera and one like asking you the questions, like the women that are running the show they're super shakti ones

Host: And is the understanding that this is going to the so-called guru leader or whatever.

What's the purpose of this video? Like why are they videoing you, yeah?

Ashleigh: I don't know, I supposed to read my aura and send it to him, it was just standard procedure. I was too afraid to question it... (excerpt video 🔗).

➤ THE METHODS

Ashleigh: Looking back on Romania, I was like ”that was kind of weird!” like I reckon that was a cult, I was really uncomfortable there were things that happened, I saw like they made us watch a lot of pornography like forced us to watch pornography, like it was not optional viewing. Yeah, I witnessed. We all sit there with our popcorn like a room full of women and just watch porn on the big screen. And like sexual rituals like I was I think the only one who didn't participate but i sat in like and watched this massive orgy of all women and they all start like urinating into a bowl. There's all this urine play, they're all drinking each other's urine and I'm sitting there going ”Whoa, this is super, super weird!”

Host: Well, you know why they do that, right? It's to desensitize you to any behavior! Because then it becomes to you normal.

Ashleigh: Yeah that's like their kind of their crunch card they're like you get the ultimate connection by drinking each other's fluids,  they say that it's charged sacred water so stuff like that, but in saying that like the women that did participate I think were doing so quite happily but there was also a lot of women that were not that were kind of forcing themselves to excite.

I heard a lot of them saying ”Oh I'm all about maybe like being sexual or kind of being involved in the orgy part but they were really hesitant about the urine part and i was like ”Okay, so how many people here are forcing themselves to do something they don't want to do, because they think it's their ego that's blocking them”.

And I for one felt really I guess I kind of had this very small glimpse of what it must feel like for someone who's confused about their sexuality because I am attracted to men and I realized in that moment that I am only attracted to men and I felt so ashamed for not being attracted to women and I wanted to be and I was told that I should be and you know because women polarize each other, women are supposed to be you know in love and amorous. Men, no! Men, no way! And that never sat well with me, that never made sense to me that felt so wrong to me to say that men aren't allowed to but women are right and because like two negatives polarize each other but two positives don't like... okay! It doesn't even make sense!

You saw them loudly like the negative and the positive matchery and I remember thinking like ”Okay, well, that's my ego, it's my ego that I can't see, that can't see the truth of that.”

And it always like caused a lot of conflict in me, but then I was like ”Look at all the other gazing and meditation and heart opening and wonderful experiences I have, obviously my ego just doesn't get it, I was like it's my ego that doesn't make sense, it'll make sense to me one day and in that moment I felt really... and they tell you if you have hesitancy and you don't want to be involved, that's your ego and you just need to get over that so I was like okay so my ego is blocking me from being attracted to women you know and there's something wrong with me and that's my problem, because I was told ”you should be attracted to this” and I wasn't. (excerpt video 🔗)

So this is the secret of the "esoteric groups at MISA":

"Ooh, evolution within a group is faster than individual evolution, it's the Principle of Occult Multiplication, it's the group synergistic effect, the spiritual brotherhood, where there are more in the name of the Lord, there's HIM in their midst!"

In fact, it is not an evolution within the group, it is about the pressure of others, about the "herd spirit" that makes individuals become much more malleable:

"Look what others do, look what others report, you are the only one who doesn't do it and has no feelings, it's only your fault!"

And to avoid this collective blame, many do things against their will and invent stories so they won't be blamed!

➤ FEAR OF LEAVING the GROUP

Host: You had said that you know you felt split in two and I think that's a lot of what people don't realize that there's a real push and pull that goes on and there's things that are drawing you to it and there are things that are making you uncomfortable but that's a real inner battle that's happening.

Ashleigh: I think the good things were probably more outweighed by the fear at this point, I was afraid that leaving would be deviating or abandoning the spiritual path and that was more terrifying to me than persisting through it and trying to kind of push through the ego. I was afraid to leave, I was terrified to leave! I was sort of thinking ”What's real? Who can I trust?”

Host: I think the analogy of the Matrix works well in this state I certainly know it and we had the Matrix wasn't out when we step in the group but when I reflected back on it, it was really I felt like they had pulled me out of the Matrix and that anything I associated with my former life was the problem.

Ashleigh: I think the most damaging part is when you don't feel safe trusting your own thoughts. The friend that pulled me into the cult, he used the Matrix analogy, he encouraged me to watch the Matrix, as part of my spiritual practice.

Host: I don't think the Matrix knew how much they were doing to awaken those who are out and then reinforce the people who are in, so it's a double-edged sword. We are thankful to those Matrix people but, that thing has been used for good and evil.

Ashleigh:  Yeah, good and evil. It was like used to decondition and then quick reconditioning! (excerpt video 🔗)

MISA rests on two pillars, two opposite poles, both equally difficult to overcome: pleasure and the promise of liberation on the one hand 🔗, fear of losing the chance of liberation on the other hand 🔗 and 🔗.

But "liberation" at MISA is falling into a new slavery, from which it is much more difficult to escape because few actually want to escape.

➤ THE GURU'S INVITATION and "INITIATION" in PARIS

Ashleigh: I was bound by secrecy, you couldn't really talk about  what had happened then I was invited by  one of the staff who had said to me like ”you've been invited to go meet the guru” and ”it's integrated for you and on these  days”, and you know, you can say no but because the guru is like... he's royalty in the group.

”This is such an exciting opportunity, I'm so excited for you, this is incredible, so few people get such an incredible opportunity like this and he said it's integrated for you, this man is a spiritual master supposedly, he's enlightened, he's not even human.”

And my body was like ”No, I don't want this!”, because I'd had this feeling and I was getting this inkling, I was like ”I think that they're like initiating like sexually initiating women, I think the women are sleeping with him under disguise of Tantra, because we'd had watch this video of a man that like kind of groomed a woman on a boat and was like a father figure, but then ended up being her master and married her.

I had this feeling, but I didn't want to believe it and I was like ”if this man really is my master and he really is a spiritual guru, he will know that that is not what I need, he will know that I need the techniques that they promise salvation with if you practice these, if you do these things and meditate, you will feel better and if he's my spiritual master he'll know that's what I need. And, you know, surrender, surrender!

So I really didn't want to go, but I also felt like I couldn't say no, you know, when some one's telling you that an enlightened being wants to meet you on these days, if you believe that they really are a master, you're not going to say no.

Host: Of course, and you don't want to let your ego get in the way, remember they've been said...?

Ashleigh: Yeah, and I couldn't tell anyone, you know, I was sworn to secrecy so I had to lie and say that I was going somewhere else.

This is how, through the aberrant requirements of the MISA vows, described as "godly actions", the moral principles of the Yoga system and even the ninth Commandment are violated!

Ashleigh: I threw myself even harder into the school and then I had to organize to go to Paris, they told me I was going to go to Paris and I was terrified but i got on the Eurostar, I went there and they picked me up in this car that was full of women and there was a male driver and they gave me a rose that was supposedly from the guru and chocolate and then we're driving out of the city and they make us put these bucket hats like pulled down over our eyes and then sunglasses with like duct tape on the inside so that you can't see, for his protection, right?

So we're like blindfolded, so I have no idea where I was in the city, so we get taken to this house like all the windows are frosted over, you're not allowed to go outside, you don't know where, you don't speak the language, they take all of your belongings and they meticulously search everything so they took every single electrical item that I owned like my laptop, my I-pad, my phone. 

Host: They clearly were afraid of something or being recorded!

Ashleigh: Yeah, they wrapped my phone, they took the SIM card out of my phone and wrapped that in foil and then wrapped the phone in foil and wrapped my passport in foil and was like, yeah we're like the FBI, so they took everything and they locked it all in a safe, I still had my passport but everything else was locked away, so you couldn't just walk out and I also had no idea where I was.

We're in this house where sometimes they keep women for like months on end and they're grooming them because they're going to have their meeting with the guru or they're meeting him for the 6th or the 7th or the 8th or the 30th time which is interesting, right, because if he initiates you and you get all these wonderful things wouldn't you get it, wouldn't you just be one and done? Why don't you keep going back, so he can charge you with his magic stick?

So they make you start reading all these like texts about supposedly ancient but they're written by him, I know his prose, I know the way that he writes, this is written by him and it's saying that, if you get the opportunity to be initiated and you say no, it's because you're a stupid superficial, fluctuating, shifty woman that's destined for life suffering and negative, but if you say yes like you're gonna get charisma or bigger boobs...

He gave me a ”Tapas” which is like an assignment of like what you're supposed to do, it's supposed to be for three years, I was meant to hold all these different postures for like two hours each and do breast massage like this many directions like this way and like this many that way and like more focus on the left one because it's smaller and I was like

”I didn't even noticed a size difference here like, I don't have a body image issue and you're creating one!”

They're disempowering women's bodies, they're saying they're empowering them, how is that empowering, by pulling out a woman's flaws that she doesn't even think that she has? It's all twisted like telling you to fix them like... It's all mind control!

And I was summoned, I couldn't get out, I was there for a week, I was losing my mind this is when the split really started to happen, because they were making me watch the most vile pornography to kind of like try and desensitize you and read all these texts about being initiated, it was very clear that's that's why you're there, that's why everyone's there and I was like ”I don't want this, like my body was like I don't want this!” and they're like ”he will never do anything that you wouldn't want to do, he'll never do anything to hurt you”, but I met this girl and she had just been initiated by him and she was not okay.

Host: When you say initiated... Means having sex with him, alright?

Ashleigh: It's a sexual ritual yeah, it's just a big sexual thing, and I could see that she wasn't okay and I was like ”this text is saying that he's gonna have all these wonderful effects”, she doesn't have that and it says like ”if there's something really, really wrong with you, might initially say ”yes” and then afterwards you decide that you want to say ”no”, you can't do that, you can't decide halfway through you don't want to do it anymore, if you say ”yes”, you got to commit to yes and I was like part of consent is that you can retract it at any time.

Host: Legally speaking, yeah. 

Ashleigh: But you can't do that in this situation, also you've taken vows again on your health and your spiritual evolution and on the Bible and if you break the vows like you commit to us, you have to like commit to punishments and sign like agreeing to certain punishments, and I remember I had to agree to a punishment of shaving my head, that they could shave my head immediately for five years if I was caught trying to steal any of their secret teachings, like if I got caught trying to take any of the secrets out of that environment, they would shave my head for five years and a lot of the women they do shave their head, I think it's part of kind of trying to bring them down bring them off their high horse, like the woman who had won the Miss Shakti contest which is this contest that's basically a beauty pageant, she was there and she had had her head shaved, I saw that her head had been shaved and she was kept like out in a shed for like months on end and had no contact with any women.

Host: So did what happened with you? Did you go to the initiation?

Ashleigh: No, I put my foot down, I was having a fullment, I got my snapping point came and the snapping point for me was like I saw that this girl was not okay and she'd left by this point and I'd had to write, I wrote this letter to him saying that like I used ”I feel” statements, I was like ”I feel really afraid and scared when you say that I'm going to be destined for life of negativity and suffering and bad karma, when you say this like, you know, it feels like a forced ultimatum.

You know, I didn't go looking for Tantra, I'm looking for yoga and I'm really hoping that you can guide me using the postures and the yoga that promised, you know, positive effects, can you do this for me, and he responded and he'd written all over it in red fountain pen that's just kind of burned into my retina and it was like:

”You lie! You lie and you exaggerate, because you like to live a lie, because you have a big ego and a great bad will. only you respond in this way, because you're manipulated by demons who don't want you to receive divine power and he said that like ”doing the initiation would have an exorcism effect”, so having sex with me would exorcise my demons.

"Authentic spirituality" brand Bivolaru:

- spiritual evolution based more on physical methods (physical exercises, love with continence, herbal powders and dietary regimes, while ignoring or even violating ethical and moral principles)

- spiritual bond as a couple created through the mutual consumption of fluids ("love passes through the stomach")

- spiritual states induced by the consumption of plant powders (powders for the amplification of intelligence, of love, of communion with God!)

- spiritual initiation through physical contact (implementation of mantras)

- the intensity of the spiritual states depends on the "physiological endowments" (mechanical stretching of the penis, breast enlargement through consumption some herbal powders - "size matters"!)

- "divine orgasmic states"

- the Godly Attributes felt through states of "intense and deep refined pleasure"

It is no wonder that the exorcism of entities (of "spirits") through sexual contact has been reached!

It is clear that, in this case, sexual contact for the exorcism of demons is only a pretext.

If so, it would mean that the exorcism of demons at MISA is only possible for women; for men there should be "women initiates", but there is no talk of any such "accomplished mistress" at MISA.

But what about the induction of spiritual states ("induction of the state of liberation by divine miracle", initiations of all kinds like romantic Trance, Svara Yoga, claimed to be performed at a distance by the great Bodhaka?

Ashleigh: Then he'd like attach this little thing to it that said like ”tell her to watch the test”, because they force all the women to make testimony videos afterwards saying how wonderful it was and he said ”watch the video of this other girl” and that was for some reason after all the things that could have made me snap, that was the point and I was like ”if you were my guru and you really understood me, you would know that girl was telling you what you wanted to hear, because she told me that specifically so that she could just get out and go home and that she wasn't okay, so you don't know anything because if you knew, you wouldn't ask me to watch that, but I did watch it and it was horrible to see this woman like stripped naked and sitting there and being forced to say like ”yeah, it was nice” like I, you know, and then they forced it to like grab this piece of paper at the end that says like and ”if I forget all the wonderful states that I had then I'm a shifty, superficial woman and I should watch this video again in order to remember”, I was just like this is next level manipulation.

I was like ”I want to leave now, I want to leave right now!” and they couldn't they're like ”you can't just leave, we have to get his permission to let you leave”, and I was like ”I don't want to wait, I want to go now, like right now!”

”No, we can't, you have to write to him and get permission!”, so to write a letter by hand, wait for them to get a car, to drive it across the city to deliver to him, but then him to give an answer and drive back, by that time it was like 12 o'clock at night and it's like ”well, we can't just take you out and put you on the street at 12 o'clock at night, so you're just gonna have to wait until tomorrow” and then the next day, like the whole day like waiting, waiting, waiting and they're just taking this last time and hours and eventually they said ”Where you want to go?” and I just ”take me to the cheapest hotel that you can”, they took me to a formula one hotel and I just collapsed on the floor and I just remember like hyperventilating on the floor and just being like 

What is real?”, I don't know what!” (excerpt video 🔗)

➤ the SAD CONCLUSION

Ashleigh: And the people there, are really lovely people I mean, there's a lot of really annoying people but there's also a lot of really lovely and open-hearted people that are just trying to be their best selves also a lot of vulnerable people like  my heart breaks when I think of this girl that I met in Romania who I later met in Paris and she had a like very repeated relationship with the guru himself, but this woman had like very young, much younger than me and her arms were completely covered in self-harm scars and these are the people that they get trapped and they never leave. 

You know, ”you don't go to a hospital when you're sick” so I think like a lot of people end up on a spiritual journey or you know these yogic paths because they are enduring adversity. 

I was like ”Was it a cult, was it a cult?” and the more I thought about it and saw like the mechanism, the more I understood what had happened to me, the more that you kind of go ”Oh, this is a process! This is something that has a mechanism or a systematic quality.”

”This is human trafficking and ritualized systematic sexual abuse of hundreds, if not thousands of women, that is happening every day right under our noses”.

(excerpt video 🔗)

(to be continued here)