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Vladislav Roslyakov - V, Liza Panchenko - L.

:) - happy smile, :( - sad smile.

All their messages to each other. 28 september 2018 - 16 october.

V: Hi, are you in first year college, right?
L: Hi. Yes. So what?
V: Difficult question. After two days I finally found you

L: May I ask who are you?

V: Guy

L: It's understandably. I mean what grade are you in?

V: If I say you will understand who I am, it's not interesting

L: Hmmm... that one who sat next to at "catch a rising star"?

V: No. I just want to get know you, if you don't mind

L: I don't mind. But I've never even seen your face (probably)
V: Seen, just don't understand who I am

L: Okay. How old are you?

V: 43

L: ...
V: Wait, don't blacklist me, 18

L: I thought some teacher want to get to know me :)

V: You get out at "Pionerskaya" bus stop, yeah?
L: Ooh, stalking me

L: Yes

V: Even more, I remember what you was wearing

V: That's how I found you among 1709 people

L: I don't even know how. I wounder who are you, maybe you tell me?

V: It's not interesting

L: Okay, I will play in "guessing game"

L: Although, I have to do my chemistry homework

V: Lol, at 10 pm

L: Why not?

L: Did we take a same bus?

V: Yes, but there were 4 persons from Arshintsevo

V: And we did it not today

L: Are you blond?

V: Maybe bold, maybe curly, maybe...

L: Did I guess right?
L: Apparently not

V: You don't like bolds?

L: Why?
L: I didn't say that

V: I am definitely not bold

L: Ok

L: You've got me intrigued. You are not telling me who you are

V: Because it's more interesting

V: Well, good night, I fall asleep

L: Good night mister X :)

V: Yes, I definitelly like it

V: Well
L: What?
V: Understand?
L: What?
V: Are you not in the mood?
L: I don't want to play in "guessing game" anymore

V: You know who I am. That's not the point.

L: What's the point then?

L: I really don't know who you are

V: I'm afraid we have different interests

V: That's stop me

L: One question

L: Did we take same bus today?
V: Yes

L: Tell me who are you

L: I got a theory about you

L: You sat at the back row near the window

V: Maybe

L: What are you playing at?

V: I'm a bad actor

L: Once we were standing very close to each other, maybe at Tuesday or Wednesday, I don't remember. If it's right, I know who you are

V: You were dressed in a green skirt

V: Yes?

L: What I was wearing today? I think you have me confused with other girl

V: I mean that day

L: I don't have a green skirt

V: Wait

L: I have a green shirt

V: I'm stupid

V: Black

L: May you send me a photo?

V: Mine?

L: Yes

V: I don't have photos at all

L: Ahah why it's so funny?

L: Why are you bad actor?
V: When I'm looking at people who I want to get to know I'm smilling

V: I can't control it

L: Ooh it's you

L: Now I know who are you :) You have a beautiful smile

V: Thanks

V: You were nervous

L: Me? :)

V: Yes

L: No, I don't think so

L: I got cold

V: May you tell where you live at?
L: Why?
L: Pionerskaya

V: Roughly

L: Sounds like you want to come

V: I live close by

L: I know

V: Stalking?
L: And you?

V: No

L: It's logical. You live at Arshintsevo means you live close by me

L: I don't know which bus stop

V: "Stadium"

V: But I'm not living at the bus stop

L: Ahah it's good

V: About interests...

L: I have different interests

V: I have very atypical interests

L: What kind?
V: I think you will not understand

V: They always stopped me from having relationships with people

L: Everyone have their own interests... why you don't want to tell about yours?

V: I even don't have friends

V: I degraded. Became a nihilist.

L: If only I knew what does it mean

V: Сomplete indifference and contempt to the world

L: Why?
V: I don't know, it's just so happened

L: But you texted me. Means you are not indefferent

V: Also I have low empathy

L: Wait 5 sec, I have to help mother

L: I'm here

V: Me too

V: So

V: I have a bad temper, also I am stuffy

L: I don't even know what to say

L: It seems I'm exactly the opposite of you

V: Any person is exactly the opposite of me

L: The problem is even when I'm sad I'm acting like everything is good. It's depressing

L: I don't know why I'm telling you this

V: Well, I do the same

V: I hate then someone is moaning about bad life

V: Especially, if that someone is man

V: Also I hate holidays

L: Why are you telling me this?
L: You do have some interests, though

V: I actually don't understand why I texted you

V: I have interests

V: I love guns

L: Shooting?

V: Yes

L: Okay, +1 interest we found

V: I don't just love it, I have the permit and the gun in safe

L: Wow

L: I hope you don't shoot people :)

V: No, I don't shoot people

L: Animals?
V: Yes, sometimes shoot animals, sometimes shoot people

V: Right through the window

L: Why did you text me?

V: You seemed like interesting person

L: Am I? Or I am like others?
V: I texted one girl, I thought she is you

V: She is from KPK too

V: Listening K-pop

V: But her name is Alyssa

L: What do you mean by that?

V: I can't tell

L: You started to telling, then tell

V: Fuck

L: Okay, don't want - don't tell, it's your business

V: I said all I wanted to say

L: Maybe you didn't notice. But first time I gave you attention was at 3 september. I don't know what it's about. Do you want to be friends or... if you are not into me, you may stop text me. I'm confused
V: That's the thing, I noticed

V: But, fuck, you will not understand me

V: That's why I text you here, did not go over to you

L: So you don't want to talk to me in life?

V: I want, but... I don't celebrate holidays, despire a bunches of people

V: And that's just the small stuff about me

L: I don't care about holidays. I didn't celebrate my BD last 5 years. But seems I really will not understand your feels about life

V: Do you mind to walk out?

L: I don't mind

V: When's good for you?
L: On Sunday

V: At what time?
L: Doesn't matter. I'm free all day

V: Okay, at evening or morning, or at noon?

L: Around 4 pm

V: Agree upon place of meeting right now or on Sunday?
L: Right now

V: I don't care where

V: In the area of Arshintsevo

V: If you live near Pionerskaya, maybe will meet at the shop on the corner?

L: Maybe at the park?

V: At the playground near park

L: Maybe I'll leave you my number?

V: Ok

L: *number*

L: Maybe you have some other interests?
V: At 3D

V: I mean let's talk in life

V: The playgroud

L: I know where it is

V: At 4 pm

V: Well, see you

L: Yeah, bye

L: You're in what year?

V: 4

L: Okay

L: Hi

V: Hi

L: How was your day?

V: Great. And your?

L: It'd be normal day, if one guy didn't molest us

L: Hey

V: ?

L: Here at the enter or at the playground, I don't understand

*resent map*

V: At the playgroud

L: Ok

V: So, when?
L: Hmm

L: At weekends or in week?

V: In week

V: Whatever you're comfortable with

L: On Thuersday

V: Ok, see you

V: We took same bus today

L: Yes, I know. I just had to go to the shop

L: I fell asleep and missed my stop

L: May you advice me some movie. I can't pick good one

V: What genre?
L: Any

V: My favs - Pulp Fiction, Stand by me, Lost Highway

L: Thanks

L: Stand by me 1986 or 2017?

V: 1986

L: Hi, do you love to go to the cinema?

V: Probably not

V: Cause - I didn't watch any good movie after 2005

L: You right. Ok, I just asked

V: So what about today?

L: We still on?
L: What time?
V: Today is a short day in the college

V: 3 classes + curatorial

L: Yes

V: When is good for you?

L: At 6 pm or right after classes. And you?
V: Probably at 6 pm

V: Ok?

L: Good :)

L: Maybe today I will take bus earlier than usual. I Have to print something

V: Ok

L: Hi

V: Hi

L: You're lucky didn't see this horror

V: ?

V: Ah, understand

L: Today concert

V: What was going on there?

L: Teacher's Day. But everything was about love, like it was St.Valentine Day. Even I felt uncomfortable

L: BTW, my camping cancelled

V: It means you are free at the weekend?
L: I think so, but not sure

V: On Sunday?

L: Ooh no, not on Sunday for sure. Better on Saturday, if you don't mind

V: Ok, on Saturday

V: I will text you at the morning, ok? At 9-10am?

L: Ok

L: Is that you runs at weekends mornings in the stadium?
V: I used to run, not now

V: What time?

L: Sorry not today. I have to sit with my sibling

V: Ok

V: Next week?

L: Yes

V: Will you be free tomorrow evening?
L: Yes

V: Do you mind to go out?

L: Don't mind

V: At 6pm?

L: Ok

L: Was it you on the bus stop today?
V: On "Fabric"

L: I noticed you only then we started pulling off

V: Will you be tomorrow at "Friendship"?

L: I don't know

V: Well, we will arrange a meeting tomorrow

L: Ok

L: Have you got a bicycle?
V: No

L: Pitty

L: Can we meet at 6pm? I'm late

V: Yes

V: At the same spot

L: Ok

L: Let's go home tomorrow together

V: Ok

L: Ok, then I go to your bus stop, or we can meet at 1

L: Will decide tomorrow

V: Yes

V: Hi

V: Are you free this evening? Let's go for a walk?

L: Yes, at what time?

L: Did you have competitions today?

V: Yes

V: What time is convenient for you?

L: 5pm or 5:30pm. And you?

V: 5

V: Ok?

L: Ok

V: Say to your parents that you are will walk around home, or they will take you home again

L: Mother went out

L: So they will not take me

V: Good

L: Fuck

L: Mother went out, but stepfather is here. He said it gets dark at 7

V: Say you are with girlfriends around home

L: I said

L: Will tell you later

V: *sent pic*

L: Hehe, have you got photos of your face?

V: No

L: I found out that we could walking for another half hour. But you're going too fast.

L: I didn't catch you up

V: Maybe I got some, but I don't know where they are

L: You don't understand

V: I understand

V: You followed me

L: I got to the corner

L: They sent me to the shop

V: Well

V: That's bad

L: Tomorrow I will be at the bus stop at 8am, ok?
L: Or too early?

L: *sent her childhood photos*

V: 8 - too late

L: I even don't realize it's me

V: You don't look like the pictures

V: The bus leaves at 7:20 am

L: Ah, stupid me

L: At 7?
V: At 7:10

V: I will be there around this time

L: Ok, I will be there at 7

V: If will not be there, don't worry, I will come

*later that day*
V: Can I move our meeting till 12am?

L: Yes

V: Thanks

L: Did something happend? You were worried about something

V: Tell you later

V: At 12am at the school

L: Ok

L: You have to keep warm tomorrow. Strong wind on the sea

L: But I will not be surprised if you dressed like that even at winter :)

V: You guessed

L: It wasn't my phone number

15 october (monday) - 2 days before massacre

V: Are you free today?

L: No, I'm not :( I got a lot of homework

V: Ok, maybe tomorrow?

L: I don't know. I will text you tomorrow, ok?

V: Ok

16 october (tuesday) - evening before the massacre

L: Sorry, I can't today. I can on Thursday

V: Listen, tomorrow we will meet not in the hallway, will meet at building #5, ok?

L: I will need 5 minutes to get there

V: Just get there as quick as you can

L: Ok

Photos of Liza.

The playground where they met first time