"Symphony of Self-Destruction" from "The Antidote to Happy" by Footnote History File

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You said that I am all you have

But I am not a savior

You broke my heart, I broke your ribs

(What a pretty misbehaviour)

They tore my soul and froze my toes

I started pray for nation

We fell apart and that's enough

There's no fucking salvation

Пре-припев

I don't wanna die but that's was I always good at

It's like a story on repeat I always choose

A dark attraction to the bitter path I've trod at

Where every ending ends up in the blues

Припев

You want to kiss my bleeding cutie marks

But soon, soon they will turn to scars

I'm not destroyed (i promise) I am fine

Until the moment when the stars and moon collide

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

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You swore I was the one you’d keep

But I am not a martyr

You ripped my life right out the seam

(What a tragic, twisted barter)

They poisoned love and smashed my hopes

I started mocking devotion

We burned it down, we’re both to blame

There's no goddamn solution

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I don't wanna die but that's what I always good at

This destructive dance it’s all I really know

A twisted lullaby, a self-made deathbed, that's that

And in its darkness, a strange comfort will grow

Припев

You want to kiss my bleeding cutie marks

But soon, soon they will turn to scars

I'm not destroyed (i promise) I am fine

Until the moment when the stars and moon collide

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

Бридж

This isn't a love song, it's a declaration of war

I'm done playing nice, I'm done settling the score

Yeah, I've been on the edge, but I'm not falling apart

I'm becoming something stronger with a brand new start

Припев

You want to kiss my bleeding cutie marks

But soon, soon they will turn to scars

I'm not destroyed (i promise) I am fine

Until the moment when the stars and moon collide

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

And you’ll wish you'd never crossed my fucking mind

And then you'll see me rise, from all I left behind

I will say "you are out of your fucking mind"