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Questions… life, sex, D/s
About life. About things happening in our life, and where this will go.
I wonder about our sex life, and yes, I question our D/s. So many questions, and only some of them can be answered. The others remain one, big… question mark.
I have written about it so many times about all playing in our life. Mid 2020 we both breathed a sigh of relief, and by October 2020 I wrote about life being good again. It seemed the tides had finally turned, and we could leave the bad times behind us.
Our life started falling apart four years and nine months ago. Little did we know back then all that would come on our path:
In January 2017 my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer, and she passed away five and a half months later. I supported her every step of the way, going with her to every appointment, loading her wheelchair in and out of the car, and trying to explain the bad news to her, as she just didn’t want to believe the doctors. I saw her going from fighting it all, to crying that she was betraying us by giving up, to planning her own funeral, to accompanying her to a hospice and staying with her all those days until she took her last breath.
Mid November 2020 I learned my son had been keeping his mental health problems from me. It’s been hell ever since, him in and out of a psychiatric clinic, many suicide attempts and being evicted from his house. End of May he was admitted to the critical care unit of the clinic in a closed ward where they are now closely monitoring his meds. In the months he had broken off contact with me, reinstated contact when he needed me for practical things, made horrible accusations towards my oldest, and sent me texts with unfounded claims. Somewhere something happened that ‘snapped’ something in his brain, and I have no idea what. I’m afraid he might never be the same again.
Through all of this I tried to stay strong. Tried to be there for everyone. I had a breakdown in 2018, but even through that I supported Master T. I was just letting my guard down when Master T started feeling better, when his stroke happened. On top of all of that I came down with Covid at the end if March, and battled (still battles?) with tiredness afterwards.
Everything that has happened, and is still happening, has cost me lots of stress, many tears and sleepless nights. And it still does. I laugh it away, tell people it’s okay, and sometimes I can’t stop the tears when people ask me how I am. Then I stop the tears, laugh again and say: don’t worry, it will be okay…
From September 2016 until mid 2020 our sex life had been touch and go. Master T was in constant pain, which took away all his desire. Add to that my menopausal episodes and you have a recipe for a very low sex life.
Still, in the second half of 2020 and the first two and a half months of 2021, Master T and I were quite active. On the evening of his birthday on 13 March, I wasn’t in the mood for an orgasm, so decided to give him a birthday blow job.
The next day he had a stroke… hopefully unrelated to the blow job (we really joked about this… always keep on smiling, right?!).
It’s not only our sex life ‘suffering’ from all that’s going on. I thought our D/s would pick up again and we even had a conversation about it. Over the years I had checked in with him a couple of times, wanting to know if he missed it too.
Some months ago, I wanted to join Missy in doing the Dom Sub Workbook. I wrote the first post, but never posted it, and don’t think I ever will. You see, while writing it, some questions constantly went round and round in my mind:
I have no answers to these questions. I hope we can get back to some kind of sex life, but frankly, what I want more is for my husband to heal. Even if we never have sex again, I don’t mind, as long as I can have him with me. As for the D/s… we have always said our marriage is much more important than the D/s. I thought I would resent the tattoo on my leg when there is a possibility of our D/s ending, but I still feel submissive to Master T, even without the active D/s. And, the tattoo is a reminder of all the wonderful times we’ve had.
I don’t know what the future holds, and where all these questions turn around in my mind, they are of no importance at all compared to the health of my husband. That’s our focus now, to get him back to health, and to hope this thing is not bigger than we know now. We might need to adjust our balance according to what the next weeks and months bring us, but as long as we are together, we can conquer anything.
Those are some really important questions, and I can see how they would be difficult to answer. What a rough several years! And I am in awe of your strength. I guess we never know quite how strong we really are until we find ourselves in a situation like that…and we never know quite how strong our relationships are until we must strip them down to their essence and find what is beating at their core.
You are so right, Brigit. The strength of our relationship definitely pulls us through the difficult times, even though they are still damn difficult!
Thank you so much for sharing. Life has been really trying for you guys I’m sending you so many hugs and hope that you can get that intimacy back again xxx
Thank you so much for your kind comment.
There are so many difficulties that we have to face in life. You are so strong and devoted! I read your blog and it gives me insight, strength and hope. As senior D/s ers we face interesting challenges but the dynamic keeps us going! Thanks for all your shares. hugs e
Thank you so much, E. It means so much to me when people can take something from my blog xox
You are an example of strength to us all Marie. I am not sure how you have managed to weather this as you have so far but the comments here are testament to the fact that you continue, putting others first and masking your troubles as a way of survival. I wish with all my heart that you didn’t have to be this strong; life just seems that it has been so unfair to you. You know that we are here for you and wishing you, Master T and your family, all the best. Hang in there Missy x
I just push on, somehow I don’t know how to do else. I am still in the mode where I don’t want to give into my own pain, afraid I might not be able to handle it…
Thank you for your kind comment, Missy xox
I’m very sorry you’re both dealing with so much pain and stress. My husband and I have also struggled with mental and physical trauma in our relationship, which has affected our D/s too.
It seems to me that D/s is very difficult to maintain long-term for any couple, and when life’s problems and difficulties occur, it’s almost impossible. Do we still love each other? Yes. Do we still have kinky fun? Rarely, but sometimes. Do I wish things were different? Absolutely! I know you are amazingly strong and will get through this. Thinking of you…
I think D/s is the first that goes when life gets difficult, and it doesn’t have to mean there will never be kinky fun again. Those questions you asked: my answers are exactly the same as yours. Thank you for your comment, and for reading
I haven’t visited your blog for a while and am so sorry to read about Master T’s health problems. Sending you our thoughts and good wishes, from us both xxx
All so much – sometimes survival takes the place of the questions – they remain but get pushed to the back while stronger needs are addressed. And yes “but as long as we are together, we can conquer anything” – very true. Thinking of u loads
May xx
Thank you, May. We will get through this, one way or the other. We have to xox
Damn. I knew there were some things going on, but I never realized it’s been all that. I’m sorry and sending you the best. I hope 2021 gets better for you guys!!!
Thank you. I have my eyes on 2022 as the rest of 2021 is still going to be a rough ride with the cancer.
My friend…. you have so much going on and have suffered so much pain. My heart truly goes out to you. This life is not easy sometimes…and right now, you must feel like you are in the middle of the battlefield. I imagine the fear associated with Master T’s health and mortality scares the beejesus out of you, and the mental health struggles your son is facing are also terrifying…on top of everything else you have described. You are a warrior, Marie! You are so strong. From one warrior princess to another… I offer you all of my support. Thank you for sharing your life with us and for being an example of strength. You are amazing <3
It feels exactly like that… a battlefield. The fear is real, and keeps me from sleeping, from functioning ‘normally’. But, I will get there. I have to be strong for both of us now. Thank you for your support, my friend xox
Sending you so much love and support, my friend <3
I don’t often comment because I don’t like the sight of my own voice, but it didn’t seem right to just ‘like’ this post. I have to agree with Christian that what comes across is the strength of your marriage, and of the people in it.
Thank you, Marsha, and I just happen to like your voice
You must really be a strong couple.
I wish all the love and good.
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Sex in 2020 was mostly about comfort and familiarity, as the vast majority of us followed stay-at-home guidelines once the pandemic hit. Now that vaccines have arrived and experts believe life will start returning to normal in 2021, the year will be all about stretching your sexual boundaries (physically or virtually) and feeling a stronger, deeper sense of intimacy with your partner (or yourself) without so much stress and anxiety. Here are the moves you'll want to try, according to three sex experts.
This full-body, eye to eye move offers lots of physical and romantic intimacy, Gigi Engle, certified sex coach and sexologist, tells Health. Here's how to get into it: Have your partner sit on the bed, chair, or couch with their legs crossed one over the other in the shape of a pretzel. This is called "half lotus." You get a "full lotus" when you join in, says Engle.
Sit on top of your partner and wrap your legs around them as if they were a tree trunk. Instead of bouncing up and down after penetration, move your hips back and forth in a rocking position. "The main appeal of this position is intimacy, says Engle. "It's not to say that it's off limits for a casual sex encounter, but keep in mind that there is a lot of face-to-face contact while in this position." That means the opportunity to connect deeper and tighter on many levels.
This empowering sex position pushes you out of your comfort zone, giving you the confidence to receive intense pleasure from your partner unapologetically. Sit in a chair and spread your legs over both arms of the chair. Have your partner kneel inside your legs and use their mouth and fingers to touch and stimulate you. Engle recommends a chair that's low to the ground, which is more comfortable for you both. "Queening is a take-charge, female-centered act," says Engle, which puts you in control and with no obligation to return the pleasure.
Thanks to the pandemic, virtual sex became part of many couples' lives, Debra Laino, a clinical sexologist, tells Health. Sex toy sales also skyrocketed, making socially distanced mutual masturbation, whether manually or with a hands-free sex toy, a hot option to connect sexually, according to Engle.
Here's one way to do it: Strap on a bluetooth-controlled toy like the We-Vibe Moxie Remote and App Control Wearable Clitoral Panty Vibrator ($130, lovehoney.com) and let your virtual partner play with the 10 discreet settings to help you have a hands-free orgasm. For partners with pensises, try synced up sex toys like Lovense's Max ($140; lovehoney.com) and Nora ($119; amazon.com) for the ultimate virtual sex experience that allows for any sex position you can dream of.
With romantic sex making a comeback, Florida-based sex therapist Rachel Needle, PsyD, tells Health, this passionate missionary move will be at the top of your repertoire. Lie on your back and have your partner penetrate while on top of you. Keep your legs close between theirs and have them angle their body forward, so their shaft is stimulating your clitoris as they move in and out. The simultaneous clitoral stimulation and G-spot penetration goes beyond your usual quick missionary-and-fall-asleep sex. "You c
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