S Kare x Night vol. 2
animeGo / @weebinal
Track 2
“It felt incredible…huh… It was good, but it’s not enough… This isn’t my true self yet… It’s barely enough for me and I’ve been keeping it quiet for 3 months. Why am I doing this…?… Well, the answer is simple, I don’t want to lose her. If showing my true self means getting hated by her, I would rather keep it hidden like this.”
“But it really was good… Molding my shape into her as we make love… Her voice and her expressions are irresistible. Even if my true self is strangling me inside, even if making love halfheartedly like this is difficult for me. I want to make her cry out, I want to mess her up until she’s scared, I don’t want to stop even if she says so. I wonder what expression she will show then? What kind of voice will she let out?… Even imagining it already excites me.”
“But, that’s probably never going to happen.”
[01.56]
“Since when did you come in…?”
“Did you perhaps overhear what I said…?”
“Ah, you did. I guess I can’t hide it anymore now.”
“Tell me honestly, are you disgusted? Horrified? Confused?”
“Huh? Not at all? Why?”
“I see. You had a hunch, huh. I’m probably bad at lying.”
“Maybe I secretly wanted you to catch on. I actually felt a burden has been lifted off my chest now that you found out about it.”
“You’re fine with it because ‘it’s better than cheating’?”
“Wait, please don’t joke about it! It’s easy to say you want to know what my true self is like, but I really will mess you up. Are you really okay with that? I won’t be the gentle like usual anymore. Seriously.”
“Even if you ask me to stop, I won’t be able to.”
“If you really mean it, show me that you are, and I will show you my true self.”
“But if you have even the slightest doubt, please leave now.”
“Then, what is your decision?”
“Ah… You took my hand.”
“I’m telling you again… My limiter’s gone now. It’s too late to regret this.”