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It’s been some days since I’ve been here, mostly because I’m letting other information wash over me, but also because I’ve been tasked elsewhere.

If you’re paying attention to 2020 at all, you know much as happened. I wouldn’t call it the worst or weirdest year, but it has been one of the most tragic. In the last 4 years there have been many deaths, including many celebrities and a whole contingent of cherry-picked demos. This year began with Kobe Bryant and a few worldwide anomalies, and is still racing through ignorance and respiratory syndromes.

I’ll be more honest. I’m all for empathy, but when you force nonsensical and unfounded science through a disparity of media representation, it’s not all that obvious. American politics is schizophrenic, without a doubt. We already split reality by having only two parties in MSM, yet there are other representative political parties. We then attach numerous ideologies to each of the two major ones, thinking they will divide cleanly. It never has in the history of America, but the two are one more than ever. So a new two has emerged, someone mentioned the Hegelian dialectic -- a two-party system has merged, so a new antithesis is needed and has been revealed as rich versus poor, or haves versus have-nots, or the elite against ordinary people. Them vs. Us. But it’s still fabricated by THEM. And there are so few THEM. Please, let’s break the manipulation. Love each other and stop loving THEM. THEY are nothing to you, ever and forever. I don’t know how else to say it, but you are hypnotized, so please, break it. It is uncomfortable, and uncomfortable to watch, but it is never harmful and will open you to new hopes like never before. Serious.

There were a few years when who I was dating persuaded me progress was something passed through skin color and/or socially-just ideals -- OUR zeitgeist. But I knew better, and have known better. Politically, I voted for Barack Obama in 2008, although I almost voted for McCain. My reason then was Obama’s visual blackness, and my need to have that part of me as underrepresented represented. I voted for him again in 2012 because my ex begged me to, but I didn’t want to vote at all. In 2004, I voted for Kerry out of desperation to defeat Bush and the DHS/Patriot Act/PNAC (much like Democrats will vote for Biden in 2020 to desperately beat Trump), and in 2000, my vote went to Nader. So honestly, I’ve only voted twice by conscience. I’ve voted twice by force. I didn’t vote once. This year...

I entered my rabbit hole this time around as soon as Maxwell was arrested, and amplified antigravity with the Wayfair scandal. I watched the “60 Minutes” special on Epstein/Maxwell, but for some reason Pizzagate led me to Reddit. From there, I have gone everywhere, with only a copy of Booth’s A Secret History of the World as key, my vade mecum for ||||, of which I had laid out significant notes for the origins of humanity during my second epiphany, and a shortlist of semiotics favs. Before this, I’d mostly engaged then spectated at the TPTB concerning SARS-CoV-2 and BLM, both of which were Democratic psyops with physiological ramifications of illness and violence. Q arrived in 2017 to assist Trump, although even he is a part of Pizzagate in the 80’s/90’s through a one-time occasion with Epstein. 

Nontheless, Yuri Bezmenov, whom I referred to earlier in the month, was the first character to remind me that communism had easily infiltrated the US mainstream, primarily through politics and media. What is meant by this, the mass proportion of the US population was demoralized by 9/11 (‘our country isn’t secure’), which led to generational coherence to post-9/11 culture (increased surveillance), and now has emerged as crises just as we are heading into an election (“Russians!,” coronavirus, BLM) where the outcome sets the table for a normalization. Whom that will be under remains to be seen, with under being key, as we’re only fed scraps. 

In greater context, the Cold War allowed the US to develop the Third World War as another cold war with Asia for control of fossil fuels, Near East culture, and capital dominance -- again, a convoluted hegemonist’s game. This time, Russia and China are invested evenly. 

Next on my free float was Dimitri Khalezov’s WTC nuclear demolition lecture, showing the exact nature of the 9/11 event. I knew back then it was a false flag, and his explanation is expert and best I’ve seen thus far. He claims to get his starting lead from Michael Harari. Michael Harari and Les Wexner handled Ghislaine Maxwell and Jeffrey Epstein for Mossad. Honestly, the door was opened with this.

From there I moved on to a series of documentaries to better explain the WikiLeaks emails deleted by Hillary and Podesta, [As I understand all of this, Hillary tried to destroy the contents of her server by burning it, which I don’t believe was entirely successful. She did manage to destroy phones. But the Russians (or Seth Rich) had hacked her, without Trump’s guidance (but with his knowledge), and gave Trump the contents in Helsinki. John Podesta’s emails are another WikiLeaks path I’m unsure about. But the one shot that was fired in Cosmic Pizza, into the floor, was directly into a CPU. I’m sure the files were retrievable, but...] and how they related to all the aforementioned and below: 

Jeffrey Epstein & Ghislaine Maxwell (a Zionist Mossad honeypot op)

Arkancide (a collective of suicides/murders/deaths connected to the Clintons)

BLM/Antifa (a DNC/Soros/Chinese-funded movement)

Pizzagate (a Saturnalia-adrenochrome sex cult based in DC and Hollywood)

COVID-19 (a GMO-virus contracted via SARS targeting diseased smooth muscle)

Wayfair (a child trafficking ring for Pizzagate and other pedophile rings)

Q & QAnon (a RNC-led psyop to counter DNC-related maneuvers)

These docs included Enter the PizzaGate, Head of the Snake, Out of Shadows, and Fall Cabal (of which this included two versions, one from a QAnon in 16 parts thus far, the other from a researcher from Denmark, I believe, also in 10 parts but presented as 1 video.) Mind you, these are not MSM sources, not your usual media personalities, but are individuals like us who are good at research and understand a larger world view than is often presented. Two of the docs, Head of the Snake and Out of Shadows include victims and firsthand experiences with those false flags/psyops listed above, and prove what we might call the 2020 War of the Cabal (or shall we say Qabal) and New World Order (or BLM...not Black). This war is being led by Trump (“Q”, Baron, maybe aliens, some RNC) and Biden (or the DNC & Kamala/Rice/Michelle O? as “VP-in-command”, w/Pizzagate unchecked), but of course nothing changes on grand scale.

Unless the war spreads worldwide, and this collective energy spoken of and channelled truly is 5D. I’m not sure, but I lived to 40 through faith and fighting for something better than this. Can I really be this far at fault, this far alone? I’m not crazy, my choices are base and are defined. I was abandoned, not otherwise, each time a confrontation of morality approached. Steadfast, hard, stable -- I had to be. Everyone seemed to search for some arbitrary sense of happiness. Only a few were wiser beyond me, but they had to be, they were older, were there. I learned little from all the others, before and after. Serious, I count them on two hands as I count lovers, and that’s where you’ll find me after I’m dead. In the hands of a lover. Count on it.