Qua?

The college that I teach at has forced me to abandon education. In the most basic sense, what I know is too misunderstood, and because of that, I’m alienated. In fact, I’m denied positions based on age, race and knowledge, both as per the Administration and the Union of the college. In both cases, they wanted someone more conservative, older and white.

Even my students here don’t comprehend the level. Not a one, yet. 

I’ve never felt more alienated by my home than now. I grew up here, thrived in its systems, returned to those systems, yet when the moment has arrived to make important, future change. 

I can’t continue, I can’t make it a question either. It is. Will be until the earth decimates every last one of us. And I adventure alongside her. She’s the only one who has never left me alone. Never. 

Coronavirus lives for 4 hours on copper (pennies), 24 hours on cardboard (Amazon), and 2-3 days on plastics (convenience culture) and wood surfaces. And young people are dying because they have genetically-identifiable, underlying causes. They don’t consume enough anti-oxidants, instead mostly partaking in oxidizing culture.*

Back in April, I told a friend SARS-CoV-2 wouldn’t last until July. She insisted. I had more hope, she was right. She knows her generation better than I do, as all I do is dog them because they’re still not good enough. But remember, my generation was awesome until they weren’t. Just as the hippies were, until ironically, they fucked up beyond belief and royally, and here we are in 2020, the most interesting year since 2001, still faced with another Ponzi quagmire starring the most hated business villain of all time, a Boomer. Serious, when I learned about Despot Drumpf in the 80’s and 90’s, I immediately had hatred for him as a prototype for whom to hate in America. Nothing about his life was for giving, all taking. So when he even approached this level of notoriety, I just sat back and watched. I wanted to laugh at all the feminists crying over Hillary’s false-positive, or true-negative, but I had felt that burn (no pun intended and it’s illogical to Bern) in 2004. Really in 2000, but I voted for Nader. In ’04, I was forced to vote for John Kerry. But same predicament. 9/11 had a longer impact of TERROR that coronavirus doesn’t, especially to invincible youth. Funny thing, if my generation had this passion and sentiment, we would have brought capitalism to its knees back then. Serious, the most radical who came out of the 90’s learned to live off the system without being in it, as antithesis, but there weren’t enough of us. Unfortunately, we put a tenderfoot, black president in office, a good person but not one to shake and topple foundations of the fathers. Again, we all DREAMed of entering the game, but once in, there’s no coming back. Sure, the Obamas are docile, mostly, but harmless as fact. It’s too late for them. 

*What is oxidizing culture? I have to try to explain this, although in the simplest terms, is binding molecules to oxygen-based organic molecules and riding the paths everywhere into the body to write, erase and read nucleic acids. To kill people with underlying genetic anomalies, at all ages, from all races. Is there more to say? Anti-oxidants tend to be stressed as healthy consumption found in macrobiotic and organic “foods”. But in the 21st century, the oxidized waste is leading to superorganismic responses within ecologically-contained niches.

“Capitalism is indeed organized crime.” - The Refused Party Program