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Published: 19:34 BST, 3 June 2019 | Updated: 21:35 BST, 5 June 2019
Porn star Lily Adams broke down in floods of tears as she told DailyMailTV of the terrifying moment an award-winning porn director allegedly anally raped her during a 'go-see' meeting at his home.
Speaking for the first time since she made the allegations on Twitter earlier this year, Adams said she cried out in pain when the director - who goes by Stills by Alan - held her down and sodomized her at his four-bedroom house in Los Angeles, California .
When the then 21-year-old porn starlet asked him to stop, whimpering in agony as he raped her over and over again, the 40-year-old director told her: 'I'm old enough to be your father, you do as I say.'
Adams claims Alan had invited her to his home for coffee and what she thought was a 'go-see' after reaching out to her on Twitter.
A 'go-see' is a common practice in the porn industry where a director requests to see the model or performer in person. But Adams claims Alan - a porn industry veteran- had other, far more sinister motives.
She claims he forced himself on her before holding her down on a bed in what he called 'The Princess Room'.
'The more I asked him to stop, the more aggressive he became,' she told DailyMailTV exclusively, her voice breaking with emotion.
Porn star Lily Adams (pictured) broke down in floods of tears as she told DailyMailTV of the terrifying moment an award-winning porn director allegedly anally raped her during a 'go-see' meeting at his home
Speaking for the first time since she made the allegations on Twitter earlier this year, Adams said she cried out in pain when the director - who goes by Stills by Alan (pictured) - held her down and sodomized her at his four-bedroom house in Los Angeles
Adams continued: 'I started crying and said, ''please stop, please.'' It was really painful and the more I cried the harder he went and the more he got turned on and the sicker things he would say to me.
'I was so terrified and so confused by what was happening.'
Adams said she and Alan had exchanged numbers and they began texting before they met.
'It was a little flirty, but when communicating with directors it's not uncommon for them to ask you what you're in to, what your fetishes are for example, because they need to know that for shooting - at the end of the day our industry is sex.
'It's also not uncommon for them to call you attractive, or to comment on certain aspects of your appearance, especially if it's something they might like for your site.
'He asked me how old I was, he told me he saw a lot of potential in me, so I got the impression this was all in a professional context.'
Adams, from Mississippi, said Alan had given her the option of meeting at Starbucks or his house where 'he had a really good coffee machine'.
She said she felt Starbucks would have been an awkward place to talk about porn so opted for his place.
And up until the point 'he was completely on top of me', she thought it was a professional meeting.
'I recognized the house, it was a shoot house that was used not just for his company but tons of other companies, but I had no clue we were going to have sex, as far as I was concerned it was a professional go-see.'
DailyMailTV found a clip in which Adams can be seen at the property during a porn shoot prior to the alleged rape.
DailyMailTV found a clip in which Adams can be seen at the property during a porn shoot prior to the alleged rape. The house has a unique spiral staircase in the lounge seen behind Adams
Adams said she believed the meeting at Alan's California home (pictured) was strictly professional. She said: 'I recognized the house, it was a shoot house that was used not just for his company but tons of other companies, but I had no clue we were going to have sex, as far as I was concerned it was a professional go-see'
The house has a unique spiral staircase in the lounge seen behind Adams.
The starlet said Alan sat down with her in his kitchen and gave her a speech about how he knows 'dozens' of directors.
Adams said: 'He said they talk and they're friends and if one of them gets a bad vibe from a girl or doesn't like a girl or doesn't want to book her, they'll call up all of his other director friends and say, ''look dude don't waste your time with this girl, she's not worth it.''
'He repeatedly told me that and that he saw a lot of potential in me and said I'd be successful in this industry if I made the right decisions and was strategic.'
Adams thought she was getting good advice from an industry pro.
And even when Alan asked her to go upstairs to the 'Princess Room' – a pink decorative room with a double bed - Adams thought it was part of the 'go-see'.
'He followed me up and said ''get undressed''. That's completely a normal part of the go-see, directors will ask you to get undressed, spin in a circle to see what your body looks like, if you have any tattoos, body hair. At the end of the day we're in the porn industry and certain companies favor certain body types.'
As soon as Adams was completely naked Alan approached her.
'He pushes himself on top of me, doesn't say a word, he doesn't give me time to react, he doesn't ask for anything, he's just on top of me.
'I was shocked and in my mind I'm thinking, ''oh I thought this was a go-see and he thought this was something else''.
'I couldn't believe I'd got myself into this situation and at that point I was thinking, ''I'm here, let me just get it over with''.'
While Adams said she didn't want to have sex with Alan, she allowed him to continue.
The starlet said Alan sat down with her in his kitchen and gave her a speech about how he knows 'dozens' of directors. Adams thought she was getting good advice from an industry pro. And even when Alan asked her to go upstairs to the 'Princess Room' – a pink decorative room with a double bed - Adams thought it was part of the 'go-see'
The two met over Twitter, with Alan reaching out to Adams directly. The two began texting (pictured) and learned of their mutual interest in 'DDLG' play, which stands for Daddy Dom/ Little Girl
Adams said: 'It was a little flirty, but when communicating with directors it's not uncommon for them to ask you what you're in to, what your fetishes are for example, because they need to know that for shooting - at the end of the day our industry is sex'
Adams said: 'He asked me how old I was, he told me he saw a lot of potential in me, so I got the impression this was all in a professional context.' Adams said Alan had given her the option of meeting at Starbucks or his house where 'he had a really good coffee machine'. She said she felt Starbucks would have been an awkward place to talk about porn so opted for his place
Adams said she only had anal sex once before and tweeted about the experience. 'It was with somebody I consented to and I enjoyed it, I'm allowed to have anal sex with people I consent to,' she said. It's her guess Alan - who had already commented on how he liked her activity on Twitter - had seen the tweet and thought it was okay to penetrate her anally
Adams said: 'Part of me kind of felt like I was a little bit at blame for not realizing he was luring me over to his house to f**k, how did I not realize that, how can I be so naive?
'I was so disappointed in myself for thinking this was just a go-see.
'It wasn't something I was looking for, I wasn't attracted to him, it wasn't something I went over there for.
'For a minute or two I'm processing it, trying to understand it and I guess accept it.
'I remember the detectives asking me whether I remember saying anything specific during the vaginal sex and I said ''no'', because I didn't want that either.
'It was just something I wanted to hurry up and get over with.'
Adams said she only had anal sex once before and tweeted about the experience.
'It was with somebody I consented to and I enjoyed it, I'm allowed to have anal sex with people I consent to,' she said.
It's her guess Alan - who had already commented on how he liked her activity on Twitter - had seen the tweet and thought it was okay to penetrate her anally.
'He flipped me over and he shoved it in there with no lube, no nothing, without my permission or anything,' she recalls.
'At first I'm kind of nice about it, ''I'm like no, can you please take it out. I've only had anal sex one other time, please this hurts''.'
But Adams said her pleas fell on deaf ears and Alan continued, getting more aggressive.
He grabbed the back of her neck and forced her head into the pillow, she claims.
'The more I asked him to stop, the more aggressive he became. He said, 'I'm old enough to be your dad, you do as I say.'
An hour after the incident Adams said she sent Alan (left and right) some text messages which gave the appearance that all was well. Alan himself cites the text messages in his defense
Hours after the alleged rape Alan texted her stating: 'My c**k is so happy right now (smiley face).' Adams replied: 'Glad I could please u daddy...My a*****e is pretty happy too.' To which Alan replied 'good girl'
The night of the incident Adams posted a tweet (pictured) on her official Twitter page which Alan would also later use in his defense. 'I just took the biggest d**k in the world up my ass... I'm equal parts shocked and impressed.' The tweet essentially confirmed she had just had anal sex and liked it. Alan - who vehemently denies the allegations - told DailyMail.com that this clearly shows she was not raped
In a statement Stills by Alan told DailyMail.com: 'On December 29, 2018, my world was turned upside-down when an adult performer made criminal accusations against myself and Bree Mills on social media.
'Up until now I have been cooperating with Gamma Films' investigation into the matter, and thought it prudent to not make any public statements.
'Now that I have spoken and provided evidence to Gamma's attorneys, I will state publicly what I told them: the accusations made against me are completely false and baseless.
'Not only was the sexual encounter between myself and the performer 100% consensual, the circumstances under which it took place were misrepresented and fabricated by the performer to create the false impression that it arose out of a 'go see' appointment.
'I originally met with the performer while she was accompanied by an employee of her then-agent on September 16, 2016, 14 months prior to our sexual encounter. This fact is crucial. Conflating the two events, more than a year apart, creates a false and inappropriate context for the encounter.
'In fact, the sexual encounter arose from a date we made via several text messages. During our date, on November 13, 2017, we both actively and verbally consented to having sex.
'At no point during the date did she ever convey any physical or emotional discomfort to me.
'If she would have done so I would have immediately stopped.
'After the date, she and I exchanged text messages where we both indicated how happy we both were with the evening.
'She also made a social media post after the date where she tweeted that she was 'surprised & impressed' with herself after having anal sex that evening.
'We later worked together professionally on February 13th 2018 & March 9th 2018, without incident or issue.
'I supplied Gamma's investigators with copies of these text messages and social media posts, along with proof that I had done a formal, supervised, professional go see during business hours with this performer and a representative of her then-agent long before the consensual sex occurred.
'I also supplied Gamma's investigators with written character references from multiple talent agencies who have known me for a decade, stating that they have never had a model complain about working with me.
'It is not fair to take away a person's career, livelihood and reputation over an allegation that has been proven false and is completely untrue.
'I look forward to returning to work and continuing to create the quality adult content that so many fans have enjoyed over the years.
'I support and, if given the opportunity, will strictly adhere to Gamma Films' new Code of Conduct and look forward to continuing to provide a safe and creative workplace for adult performers.'
Despite her cries he wouldn't stop.
'I remember him saying, 'this hole is mine now' and 'you're not allowed to use it for anyone else, you can go get f**ked on set by other guys but you're going to come home to me and let me destroy this hole.'
Adams said she wanted to keep crying and keep saying no but felt it was encouraging him to go harder.
'It made him think it was some sick, twisted fantasy, I feel like he thought me crying and saying no was a joke.
'And so I just had to shut the f**k up and take it. I don't know what was more painful, the physical pain or the mental pain of not being able to say anything, having your voice taken away.'
Adams said it felt like the rape 'lasted forever'.
'I honestly couldn't tell you whether it was five minutes, an hour or a year,' she said.
'He got up pulled up his pants and acted like nothing had happened. He walks downstairs.'
Adams said that after she composed herself she went downstairs and described how there was an 'awkward energy' in the room.
'We're both looking at each other, like we know what just happened, what is the next move gonna be. Is he thinking, ''are you gonna go and tell people you raped me or be quiet and work for me''.
The actress said Alan offered her a cannabis joint which she refused and she stayed no longer than 5-10 minutes before leaving in her car.
'I just wanted to go home, I was in pain and bleeding,' she said.
Before she left, Alan's parting words were to remind Adams that he will be sure to let his other director friends know what type of girl she is.
Adams said that after she composed herself she went downstairs and described how there was an 'awkward energy' in the room. The actress said Alan offered her a cannabis joint which she refused and she stayed no longer than 5-10 minutes before leaving in her car. A few days later Alan texted Adams about a party they were both attending, where Adams seemingly got drunk and hit Alan
Adams claims she has 'no recollection' of hitting Alan after becoming drunk at a party
The porn star claims Alan forced himself on her before holding her down on a bed in what he called 'The Princess Room'. Adams said through tears: 'The more I asked him to stop, the more aggressive he became... he got turned on and the sicker things he would say to me'
Pictured: Adams at the party mentioned above, days after the alleged rape in November 2017
She said: 'What was he going to tell them, that I'm a horrible person and then never book me and then I get blacklisted after being in the industry for a year-and-a-half.
'I've exposed myself to the whole world and then all of a sudden because I get raped I get blacklisted... I couldn't have lived with that.'
Adams said she got in her car and broke down crying.
'I was trying to drive home but kept having to stop and pull over because I was crying so hard. It was just past sunset and getting dark outside.'
An hour after the incident Adams said she sent Alan some text messages which gave the appearance that all was well.
Alan himself cites the text messages in his defense.
Hours after the alleged rape Alan texted her stating: 'My c**k is so happy right now (smiley face).'
Adams replied: 'Glad I could please u daddy...My a*****e is pretty happy too.'
But Adams, now 23, said those texts were sent to placate Alan, now 42, through pure fear that the director could ruin her entire career.
She said she regrets sending the messages, but admits she would probably do the same again.
'If I was in that position again, back then, with that little power and that little voice, I probably would have done and said the exact same. I hate it, but it's just who I am as a person. I didn't understand and I was scared and confused.'
Adams said she tried to forget about the attack and 'move on', saying the last thing she would have wanted to do was admit to being raped.
But as the weeks and the months went by the incident ate away at her.
Shockingly, Adams also worked with Alan a couple of times after being allegedly raped. But she messaged her agent Shy Love and told her the full story before doing so. 'I told her what I went through and that I was very hesitant to do the shoot in the first place and I would put my foot down if he tried anything, basically letting her know in case there was drama.' The agent told Adams what happened wasn't okay and urged her to report the incident, Adams said
'I didn't want to be the girl that got raped, once you accept that that happened you can't take that back, it's who you are now.'
The night of the incident Adams also posted a tweet on her official Twitter page which Alan would also later use in his defense.
'I just took the biggest d**k in the world up my ass... I'm equal parts shocked and impressed.'
The tweet essentially confirmed she had just had anal sex and liked it.
Alan - who vehemently denies the allegations - told DailyMail.com that this
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