OUR CALLER, ALTHERIZO MATTIAS

hi, gua Altherizo Mattias, bisa panggil di Alther aja, atau apa aja senyaman nya. 

alright, let me introduce my personality, gua tuh orang nya suka ngoceh. bisa ngoceh dari hal ga penting sampe tiba-tiba ngomongin hal serius kaya lagi di wawancara. gua juga talkative banget, literally bisa ngobrolin apa aja, from dumb stuff kaya “kenapa ayam gabisa terbang padahal punya sayap” sampe bahas arti hidup jam dua pagi wkwkw. i don’t really run out of topics, maybe just have some extra energy. apalagi kalo udah keasikan ngobrol, pasti bakal lupa waktu.

gua suka banget ngasih compliment, apalagi kalo lo lagi keliatan gemesin & manis banget… i’ll say it straight up, no hesitation. once gue sayang sama orang, it’s loud and honest. gua tuh tipe yang pay attention. i notice your typing, your expressions, bahkan hal sepele kaya emoji yang sering lo pake. i notice everything about you, even when you think i don’t. cause your smile it’s my biggest happiness. the way you smile it’s feels like home, that kinda thing always gets me.

anyway, gua juga suka nonton kdrama, especially yg genre thriller, horor, atau yang mind-twist. makin menantang makin seru, apalagi kalo kita nonton bareng. gue pasti pura2 ga takut padahal aslinya jantung udah mau copot. abis itu gua so2an ngebahas hal plot twist kaya, “see? i told you he’s sus,” padahal mah tadi juga gua salah tebak 😂. i love the thrill, the guessing, the tension, the “what if he’s the killer?” moments. but, hal terbaiknya tuh bukan filmnya, tapi the moment after. waktu lo masih heboh cerita, dan gua cuma diem, ngeliat lo excited, that’s my favorite view.

and i love drawing thoo, kadang gue ngegambar hal random kaya kucing yang ga sengaja gua liat di jalan, city lights, ocean, and any stuff like that. tapi kalo gue udah ‘naksir’ sama orang, somehow every sketch turns into her. biar tiap goresannya kaya ngingetin gua ke lo (cie). i draw to remember, bukan cuma muka, tapi your vibe, cara lo ketawa, bahkan little things kayak gimana lo nyeritain hari lo. lucu aja, even in a virtual thing like this, lo tetep bisa jadi inspirasi di setiap lembar sketsa gua (cie pt.2) 

and, you should know that i notice everything. when you say “i’m fine,” and i still know something’s off. the way you type slower, the way you talk, i notice that too. dan kalo gitu, i’ll stay, quietly.

not pushing you to talk, just being there until you’re ready. cause that’s what i do. i care softly, love loudly, and always find my way back to you. i’m the kind of person who’ll make you laugh first, then make sure you’re okay after.

so yeah, i’m not the “perfect” type,

but i’m the type who’ll make you laugh at 2am, draw you from memory, not ‘cause i’ve seen you, but ‘cause i’ve felt you. how you talk, how you laugh, how you make things feel a little less heavy.