Narizam Dhariksa.
@NorashiRent.ㅤ
Is Benediction... Then: Exclusivity Bestowed Upon Norashians? Once! (Entire Hominal Integuments.) ─II. “Surrendered To Incineration.” Hold-Me-Close.
As If Mortals: Bereft Of Entitlement! Traded For Frenzied Apertures? Basic Request, Uttered. (1/3)
Request Avatar, Request Display Name, Put Bio, Request Name, Stay Up Late, Move Platform
Dates: Food/Cooking Date, Cinema Date, Game Date (GENSHIN, ROBLOX), Movie Date, Listening Date.
Real Life: Pap Activities, On The Phone Mute, Sleepcall Mute.
Beseeching Serenity! (That Caresses The Dermal, '24.) In Oblation: “To Cradle All Sentience.” Ere It.
With reverence and wonder, greetings from Narizam Dhariksa, usually called Nizam, Nijam, or even NZM. Don't ask me where the last one came from. I genuinely have no idea.
So, first things first, a little bit about me. I'm an Aquarius and an INFP. And yes, despite how people seem to perceive me, I'm actually an introvert, guys. I just happen to be loud when I'm comfortable. There's a difference. I can spend hours talking to people and then suddenly disappear for a while because my social battery decided to clock out without telling me. I'm pretty much a feeler. Jiwa, mental, hati, otak, jantung, ginjal—everything is easily touched. I tend to feel things a little too deeply, although I do my best to act like I don't. Sok kuat dikit lah, biar keren. I'm also very much a yapper. I love talking. I love random conversations, pointless discussions, sudden stories, and whatever comes to mind at the moment. Sometimes people ask me, “Nizam, kenapa lu bisa yapping banget?” Honestly? I don't know either. I just start talking and somehow the conversation finds its own way. But don't mistake that for me being unable to stay quiet. When I'm comfortable, I can be ridiculously talkative. When I'm tired, though, I'm basically gone. No yapping, no asbun, no unnecessary movement. Just me quietly existing until my social battery decides to come back.
When it comes to relationships, I prefer something easygoing. A little bit of a love-hate dynamic, lots of teasing, stupid jokes, random conversations, but still knowing that there's genuine affection underneath it all. I like things that feel natural rather than forced. But if you're the love-dovey type, that's completely fine too. I won't complain. Hehe.
As for my personality, I'm pretty easygoing. Sometimes someone says “A” and I go, “Okay, A,” like a bebek following its mother. Other times they say “A” and I somehow end up answering “Z” karena gua suka memberontak. I'm cooperative until I decide not to be. I'm also ridiculously easy to convince. I tend to trust people first and question things later, which is probably not the smartest trait to have, but here we are. Bahasa gampangnya: gua gampang dikibulin. And although I'm an introvert, I genuinely dislike awkward silence with people I'm close to. We don't have to talk every second, obviously, but I prefer knowing that we're okay rather than sitting in complete silence wondering what went wrong.
Now, moving on to the things I actually enjoy. Anything remotely related to 2D characters has a very high chance of getting my attention. Anime, donghua, manhua, manhwa, manga. I'm not really that invested in K-pop anymore. At this point, I don't even know who I'm supposed to stan. Sorry, Iz*One already disbanded, so I simply lost my direction :V. K-drama isn't really my main thing either, but I'll watch one if the story catches me. C-drama, J-drama, anything really—if it's good, I'm watching it. And yes, I watch Barbie too. I don't care. Let me have my Barbie. It's harmless and I'm having fun. As for music, I don't think I have an actual music taste. My playlist is basically a place where genres go to lose their identity. Billie Eilish, Ndarboy Genk, then dangdut, then some random Japanese song, and somehow everything still makes sense to me.
And wow, this proftal turned out way longer than I expected. Thanks for making it this far and actually reading this entire mess. And if, for some questionable reason, this little introduction made you want to know me better, then I guess we're off to a good start. Bye bye.