My one n only

Shawie Clark

i don’t know exactly when you became someone i started looking for in the little parts of my day. maybe it happened slowly, somewhere between our random conversations, the small things you do without realizing, and all those moments that didn’t seem important at the time but somehow stayed with me.

there’s something about you that feels different to me. not in some dramatic, impossible to explain way, but in a quieter way. you feel familiar, even when i’m still learning you. and i think that’s what makes having you in my life feel so special. i never want to rush through the process of knowing you. i want to know your moods, your little habits, the things you get excited about, the things you rarely talk about, bahkan hal kecil yang mungkin menurut kamu ga penting.

i like that i don’t have to make everything beautiful for it to mean something with you. sometimes we can just exist, talk about absolutely nothing, annoy each other for no reason, and somehow those moments become the ones i remember the most. maybe love doesn’t always have to feel like fireworks. sometimes it’s just feeling safe enough to stay, and finding yourself wanting to stay a little longer.

and i want you to know that i see your effort. even the ones you probably think go unnoticed. i see the way you care, the way you try, the way you show affection in your own language. i may not always react perfectly or know how to put my feelings into words, but i notice. i really do.

i’m not going to promise you some perfect version of love, because i don’t think that exists. but i can promise that what i feel for you is genuine. i want to keep learning how to love you better, not just when everything is easy, but also when we’re tired, confused, stubborn, or simply having one of those days where nothing feels right.

you’ve become one of those people whose presence makes a difference without having to try. and honestly, that scares me a little because now there are so many ordinary things that somehow have you in them.

so if you ever wonder how much you mean to me, i hope you remember this, you are not just someone i happen to love. you are someone i consciously choose, again and again, in all the small ways that matter.

dan kalau suatu hari nanti aku lupa bilang, please remember that somewhere in the middle of all the noise, all the ordinary days, and everything life keeps changing, i’m still very grateful that somehow, out of everyone in this world, i got to meet you.

i love you. quietly, sincerely, and in more ways than i probably know how to explain yet.

My one n only

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