Message to Social Worker.

I don't think i'm able to live with at this house anymore with these so called "parents", today my parents went to my sisters baby reveal, i woke up around 1pm because i could not sleep the night before i was lay in bed for hours unable to sleep, we were supposed to be going food shopping today because we had no food in. So i woke up and they went to the baby gender reveal. Bear in mind it finished around 5-6pm. I had asked them what i was going to eat, they said find something. I said we have nothing in i'm capable of making (because we hadn't gone shopping, i'm able to make easy meals in the microwave/oven etc but not able to cook full meals. My dads reply was "find something" i said once again we have nothing in and then he said i don't know then and put the phone down. I rang and texted several more times asking what i was going to have for my tea, at around 8-9pm my dad he was coming home and he would make me spaghetti, because after the baby shower they went straight to the pub to get drunk. So i waited and they were still at the pub drinking. I said okay please just send me money so i can order food because i'm really hungry i've not had anything (it's around 10:30pm) they say no. They came home at around 11pm and i've still not had anything to eat. We then get into a heated argument because it was seriously saddening to me that they would not even care their own child didn't have anything to eat. It made me feel terrible. My dad then says to my face that i'm just a normal 21 year old with no issues. And this seriously just sent me into one of the worse episodes i've had in a long time. I've struggled with mental health for years and when the person that is supposed to help you the most says to your face there is nothing wrong with you, it's just disgusting, and the more time i spend in this house the more i want to just die, i feel trapped and i feel alone. They know i have nothing and no one and everything i own and have is in my own little room in their house. I want to leave. I cannot take this anymore and deal with them anymore. They think the issue and will most likely say to you "it's because we didn't give money for a takeaway" and if you read what i just wrote you will know there is a deeper meaning behind that. Please help me and get me out of here i can't last for much longer. These people aren't my parents they just make me worse, and always have. Please help.