MALIK EVANDER ALASTAIR

𝄞 Muse : Lee Heeseung

𝄞 Side muse : Kim Mingyu, S.COUPS, Jeon Wonwoo, Mark Lee, Jung Jaehyun, Choi San, Lee Juyeon, Eric Sohn, Park Sunghoon, Jay, Jake Sim, Yang Jungwon, Watanabe Haruto, Kim Leehan, Han Taesan, Oh Seungmin (O.de), Gaon, Lee Jooyeon, All CORTIS member.

𝄞 Relationship : BxG, BxB (as friends, lovers, family, situationship/HTS).

𝄞 Love language : Physical Touch, Words of Affirmation, Quality Time.

𝄞 MBTI : INFJ

𝄞 AGE : Major 21

𝄞 Language : INA, Billingual (INA & ENG.) 

𝄞 Platform : Telegram, WhatsApp, Line.

𝄞 Available : 

⟡ Basic request (Ava, name, typing, bio),

⟡ Public Display Affection (For V/VIP only)

⟡ Stay Up Late (Until 1AM)

⟡ Food Date (Bills on cust)

⟡ Cigarettes Date (Bills on cust)

⟡ Movie Date (On rave)

⟡ Reading Date (AU, novel physical book but bills on cust)

⟡ Game Date (@.gamee on tele)

⟡ Listening Date (Spotify session)

⟡ Move Platform (WhatsApp, Line)

⟡ OTP/Sleepcall (muted)

⟡ Semi/In Character (Ex, crush, AU novel, or idol, ask me first)

⟡ Dirty Talk

⟡ N/SFW things (Imagine bracket/literature, plotting but discuss first).

𝄞 Introduce :

I think every introduction should start with a name, right? So, allow me to begin properly. I'm Malik Evander Alastair, but you can just call me Malik, Evan, or Al, that's already enough. Though honestly, I prefer being called something softer, like Sayang, Mas, Kakak, or any sweet nickname that feels right to you. There's a comfort in hearing a familiar voice calling my name, as if the world suddenly falls silent, and it's just the two of us.

I'm an INFJ, someone who feels more than he speaks. I like conversations that mean something, the kind that leaves a trace even after it ends. Sometimes I can be warm and playful, other times quiet and calm. To me, care doesn't always have to be loud. Sometimes, that affection is present in the little things I quietly notice about you.

And I'm an English Literature student. Words have always been my favorite kind of art. I could spend hours talking about stories, poems, or any piece of writing that makes you feel something real. If you ever feel like sharing your favorite book, a poem you wrote, or a story that touched you, I'll listen, truly. We can talk about it until midnight, maybe with soft music in the background without even realizing how late it's gotten. Or, if you want to take me on a movie date, I'd love that, really. I watch almost anything, any genre. I'm also into YouTubers, from gamers like Afif Yulistian, MiawAug, Droomp, and Windah Basudara, to storytellers like Nessie Judge or Nadia Omara.

When it comes to love, my love languages are Quality Time, Physical Touch, and Words of Affirmation. I believe presence is the purest form of affection, sometimes sitting together in silence says more than any word could. A simple touch, or hearing "Gimana hari kamu, sayang?" means more to me than any grand gesture ever will. In terms of dynamics, I prefer lovey-dovey moments (around 60%) over the spicy love-hate dynamic (40%). But don't worry, I can always adjust the rhythm and comfort for both of us. 

I don't rush things, especially feelings. I believe what grows slowly lasts longer. I can be someone you lean on without you having to lose yourself. I will be gentle when you need calm, but also grounded when life starts to feel too loud. I will always show up and stay, not only when you're smiling, but also when you're quiet and tired. I don't make many promises, but if I ever say, "Aku di sini, sayangku," believe me, I truly mean it. With me, you don't have to pretend to be okay. I want to be that safe place you come home to after a long day, someone who listens without interrupting, who understands without demanding. I'll always have space for your stories, even the ones you've never told anyone else. I believe everyone deserves to feel enough, and perhaps, I could be that person for you. I love in quiet ways, through steady eyes, unspoken care, and being there even when you don't ask me to. Sometimes I can be clingy, but not in the suffocating kind of way, more like warmth that stays.

Music is what keeps me grounded. My playlist is truly all over the place. There's 5 Seconds of Summer, Chase Atlantic, My Chemical Romance, LANY, One Direction, NIKI, Arctic Monkeys, Green Day, Paramore, and many more. And when I'm in the mood for something different, I listen to ENHYPEN, CORTIS, Xdinary Heroes, or any k-pop song that catches my ear. Once a melody hits right, I'll probably play it on repeat until it feels like a part of me. And if you ever want to share your favorite songs with me, any genre at all, I'm more than ready for a listening date with you.

I'm not trying to be perfect. I'm just trying to be someone you can trust, someone who knows when to talk, when to stay quiet, and when to simply hold your hand without saying a word. And if you've made it this far, maybe it's not by chance. Maybe the universe is just giving you a little pause, a sign to rest for a bit, to find comfort in someone who knows how to make you feel enough. So if you're looking for a quiet place to land, for someone who shows up not just on your screen but in your heart— well, you've found him.