Qua?

Before it goes away - my positive - I say, LET IT GO! Why is it so difficult to exit with grace, WHITE man? I feel positive today because soon the pressure will be so intense, the movement will combust or the authoritarians will disintegrate.

Fire. 

I stressed not needing the middle man. I’m not a middle man, serve one, but have eliminated that person from my lifestyle as much as American-humanly possible. Food and electricity are essential/unavoidable, unfortunately, and because I’m solitary, self-persistence is more wasteful. Asceticism is more relative. Other services are yearly, like car maintenance (serious fixes, if commute is necessary) or healthcare (which is decade-ly, also if necessary). Insurance companies, police officers, departments of regulations of things, politicians, gosh, VICES to all of those, EXECUTIVE ASSISTANTS to all of those, SECRETARIES to all of those, DEPUTIES to all of those... wow, none of those kinds of positions should exist and only exist to prop up CAPITALISM. They’ve been fundamentally unnecessary to my life, directly. 

Can those before me justify their necessity in our continued world?

The itch unfortunately, is, even activists are still SHEEP. Even they entertain non-violent, peaceful protest at all costs, family-friendly events to show a mass silent majority matters more. Yes, all the screaming becomes SILENCE, just as we adapt and tolerate all our nature and all our escapes. Quarantine and self-isolation makes for manic episodes upon return. And leads to death.

Imagine, we’re hanging African Americans! IMAGINE. I don’t care who did it, strange fruit is only a song about a distant time that needn’t be in a land of plenty. YES, we ALL live in overabundance, BLACK, WHITE, BROWN, RED, YELLOW, PINK, and ORANGE in USA.

When all of my younger students stress the change has to happen with your self first, just as older generations believed, though in a distorted and ruthless way called individualism, I ask where’s the meeting point? Whether this social change is dictated to by human intervention or a divine accumulation of need, the argument is being made for the future of US culture, and again, it isn’t colored, unless we mention GREEN. 

That’s what this war is about.

When I listed the colors above - I resist POC, BIPOC, LGBTQ+ (hope that dissolves organically in the near future) - about race - Black = African, White = European, Brown = South American, Red = North American, Yellow = East Asian, Pink = Near East, Orange = Indian (think haplogroups) - I wondered why I couldn’t find one for GREEN. Now I know why. GREEN for MONEY or GREEN for NATURE. That is our human dilemma. Not the beautiful spectrum of color contained in EVERYONE, but the need to fight materialism, inanimate production culture, representative currency, capitalism, those distorting WORK, NATURE and what it means to be HUMAN. Sure, you can be purple, but not GREEN, only green. Add blue later, although this is soon to be in abundance on EARTH.

The fight for social change, as filtered through race and capitalism, is our American BLACK. African Americans are one of the clearest and most oppressed examples, but Indigenous are oldest and by far still alienated before all else. In some respects, forgotten. In some respects, tribes are prototype anarchy, the essence and first.

Growing up in New Mexico, it did feel different from other places I visited and lived. Each state, but region, tends to have subcultures tracing back 240, ~810, and of course tens of thousands of years through migration. For some reason, New Mexico is a path to the oldest continuous cultures in the United States. There are few that exist in the Eastern US, but those derive from Western cultures and then rapidly integrate with European bioethnologies in the 1500s (think haplogroups and social ecologies, or sociocultural ecologies/places/spaces...). New Mexico is native tribal, Mexican, South American, and European bioethnologies immersed at that time. After then, it becomes as all the US becomes, diversified and populated by force. But of course, the dominant lineage in NM remains those four primary bioethnologies, with in-group variations resonating around a similar dialogue of now, at least ideologically. We don’t advance much in those regards.

But this idea before I meditate is to compose a scathing retort to the NM Supreme Court about denying a petition to have an open special session. If protocol is taken, no citizen should be denied, irrespective of credentials. Think about the precedent it establishes concerning who we think is prepared and not. Why do you think we allow a NMCG on our streets with automatics? They’re prepared, and they know their rights. The Roundhouse is no different.

Other than that, the Twittersphere is alight in litter, too many streams of thought not carefully tailored, mixing personal and professional, letting an idea run without defending it, or worse, simply deferring and placing the responsibility on an authority. The whole problem in the first place! And found in the very individuals who openly revolt against it. How inert! I could call out specific academics who believe in their rhetoric, but why admonish their attention economics. It might be the only market they have left. 

Why do we insist on doing this peacefully? Why? I’m prepared to protect my own in public, in the society branded “THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA”. A fucking master corporation with so much bureaucracy to wade through, you’re lucky to still be alive!