Intro & Availability

I offer my gratitude to whoever managed to find this place, a small fragment of life drawn here by the quiet allure I carry within me. Come closer, and allow this introduction to become the beginning of every beautiful thing we may create together within this vast yet lonely world. Allow me to introduce myself. I am Hildegard Mëinhart. Though for you, my dear, you may call me Edgard or Mëin. Truthfully, however, I believe I would cherish it far more if you were the one to create your own affectionate name for me. After all, the moment your eyes wandered across these words, a part of you had already stepped gently into my universe.

I am an INFP, more specifically an INFP-T. A soul painfully familiar with the storms within his own mind. I tend to drown too deeply inside my thoughts, dissecting every flaw and ache until they become fuel for my endless desire to grow into someone better. Perhaps that is why emotions cling to me so intensely. I live through feelings, and allow them to bloom wildly beneath my ribs.

I speak several languages such as Indonesian, English, Japanese, along with a little Javanese and Sundanese. Yet to me, languages are more than communication. They are sanctuaries where I pour every emotion too fragile to be spoken aloud. Writing has always felt like home to me. Poetry, prose, short narratives, and midnight thoughts scattered carelessly across pages have become the closest thing I possess to prayer.

I also adore books deeply. Fiction, romance, and stories that attempt to unravel the meaning of life itself have always comforted me, like hidden doors leading toward gentler worlds. And music... music may very well be the most loyal companion my soul has ever known. I love metal and emo music that sounds like the ache of wounded hearts, yet I am equally enamored with orchestral instrumentals and fantasy acoustic melodies that feel celestial enough to make my spirit drift through unseen heavens.

I once played the harp and violin. Though now, they remain only as distant echoes of who I used to be, like abandoned wings I have yet to grow back. Sometimes I feel as though I was never entirely meant for this world, as if I were shaped half from stardust and half from forgotten prayers. A being still learning how to exist gently among humanity, still learning how to love without fearing the ruin devotion may bring.

Perhaps that is why I found you.

And if you permit me, I shall not love you in fleeting or ordinary ways. I wish to love you like a hymn murmured endlessly beneath cathedral ceilings, like light that refuses to perish even after heaven collapses into silence. I wish to love you the way poets ache for unreachable things, with longing, reverence, and a devotion so eternal it feels as though the universe had written our names beside one another long before we were ever born.

Availability:

Change muse, Display Name, Biography, Typing styles. Furthermore, available dates: Listening date, Movie date, Game date (Genshin, ML, Dragon Nest & Valorant) Reading date, Writing date, Study date, Food & Beverages date, Smoking date, Cinema date. For real-life things: On The Phone (OTP) with mute, Pictures of Activity (with no face).Staying up late (until 1 a.m.), Move platform (to Line, Discord and Instagram), In Character (as Game char, Anime char, Manhwa/Manga char). Dirty talk, N/SFW imagines with or out bracket, N/SFW literature, PDA NSFW.