I'm So In Love

I thought My feelings had died years before, when they shattered into nothing. I thought my life was too bland to live, to see, and to feel. And there's no hope for a romance in my life

Until he came...

Without a trace,

Beyond of my expectation.

He came calmly, without rushing, without forcing. He came to arrange the tangled threads that I presented until they were neatly arranged. He put my pieces together and ruined my view of love at the same time. I thought no true love, would come... until he came as that true love.

And i guess,

I'm so in love, with him.

At that moment, I'm afraid I'll feel stuck in the comfort zone with you when I first met you. But i was wrong, because i really fell in love. The feeling of love for the first time made me not have much fear, to show all my love for you. The only fear I have is "what if I lose you?"

I'm not good at building communication, maybe all my jokes are not very interesting, and I'm afraid I'm too boring for just conversation. But I hope, there are a thousand ways to prevent one or two existing those problems, we're together.

Thank you for coming into my life, which almost lost hope that I could be loved deeply. And taylor was right "hope they get what they want. And i just want you, to be with you kak"

I love you, the apple of my eyes, the sun when it's rain, i love you every single time. My julien⁠♡