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The true story of a girls initiation into American Hard Core Pornography and her rise to stardom. The true story of a girls initiation into American Hard Core Pornography and her rise to stardom. The true story of a girls initiation into American Hard Core Pornography and her rise to stardom.
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The label "porn star " is overused, but not in Courtney Cummz's case. She's been in porn for a decade, has guested on Howard Stern's show, and has 300,000 Twitter followers. She spoke candidly about how young women are mistreated in the industry, her boyfriends' reactions when they find out she does porn, and how much she likes anal. (A lot.)
Initially I was a college student working at a nudist resort, and I was broke. My neighbor was in the industry and she had just started about the same time as I did. She was telling me that if I didn't want to be broke anymore to start doing porn. I did my first scene that was a solo scene at the Fetishcon in Tampa. It was slaves, S&M, and those guys wanted to shoot a solo masturbation, so my agent booked me for it. I'm a nudist so I felt comfortable with that aspect. But I had to use a sex toy that's double the size that I was used to, so I was definitely feeling a bit insecure. I was even shaking. But I started to block out the people and the lights and cameras and I started to get into it. Obviously you relax and get horny, and I just kinda went with it. From there, I met the agent for Redd Rose and she brought me to LA. So it just kind of happened.
I've been in the industry for over 10 years, which is 9 1/2 years more than most who enter the biz. I am known for my booty and anal scenes! I was twerking long before Miley. I love doing scenes like Requiem For a Cream for Brazzers when I worked with Scott Nails. A little story, a take-off on a film, and some great sex. I love the gonzo style where I just get down and dirty.
Gonzo is more hardcore and aggressive. The features involve more acting. I don't want to bash any of the girls, but I just find that the features are faker. Every shot takes 20 minutes, and you know she's not enjoying that. It looks pretty, but from a performer standpoint, it's a different perspective. These days they're very scripted and structured. Gonzo is more like, they give you the gist, and whatever happens happens.
If it's anal or deep penetration, I generally have two orgasms on set. For me its all about the intensity. I want hardcore. In real life, you have passion and intimacy, and it's gentler, but overall on camera, I just expect and want a rougher sexual experience. If you're single [and in porn] you're basically having your cake and eating it too. It's not that different from how most guys have their side chick and their main girl. I enjoy it. If it's regular sex, I come less often. Maybe once per scene.
As for things I won't do, I'm really not into pooping or peeing on people. When I am booked, the company who is shooting me knows what I will and will not do. Plus, they have a list of who I will not work with. Other than that, I try my best to do what the director asks me to do in a scene yet enjoy every moment. I am not into being hurt, so I choose not to work those types of scenes. [In a BDSM scene] I'm a dominatrix. I'm normally the one in control of the hardcore S&M. I'm not prejudiced, but I'm not interested in bisexual men, because men who are bi go back and forth from gay to straight [porn], and gay porn stars are not as frequently tested. If they have body odor, I don't want to work with them. Or if I had sex with them before, and they were rude to me. Or if they choked me and took it to the max, or did any other things that I'm uncomfortable with.
Women in porn do make more money — generally they're the one fans pay to see, and they're more marketable. Men normally last longer in the biz if they're a good performer. As for mastering your role in the industry, as a girl, it's called living and learning. Experience is the best learning tool you can have. You find out who you can trust and want to work with. It's amazing to see how much new talent is only around for three to six months and you never hear of them again.
A lot of it is drugs. They're making a lot of money at once, and a lot of people thrive on those weak girls. They spend all their money, and then their parents want them back home because they're a hot mess. Or they don't like it as much as they thought, or the company doesn't want them anymore. You need to have it all these days, because there are a lot less companies than there used to be.
I've seen directors do some negative things to girls, especially new girls. They take advantage. For instance, shooting anal when the girl was only booked to do a boy-girl scene. When you see directors do that, you kind of lose the respect for them.
My second scene ever was anal with Peter North. I was supposed to do two anal scenes in one day. Peter North is huge. I couldn't do my second anal scene because I was too sore. So he sent me to a bus station in Miami in a cab, even though there weren't any more buses. Basically he sent me into the middle of a strange city, dropped me off, and turned off his phone. After that, I knew what kind of person he was. It was just unprofessional. But I wasn't going to let one person ruin it for me.
When I am shooting, I test for STDs every 14 days. There's a regular STD testing rule in L.A., but I think it should be a rule everywhere. You're only as good as your last test. If it's a fresh test, we can do it without a condom sometimes. Sometimes I am completely shaved and sometimes I have a landing strip. Just depends on my mood.
I have a membership to a health club where I have a personal trainer. I have three workout sessions a week with my trainer and also do cardio on the treadmill. When I am at home, I try to eat healthy. I have juicer that I mix my fruit and supplements into shakes. I try to lay off the soda and try to drink plenty of water.
And I don't date guys in the industry. I want to date a guy who has his own life and wants me for who I am and not just the porn star. Sometimes I'll be out with a guy I'm dating, and someone on the street will go "Hey, Courtney," and the guy I'm dating is really confused. I was at the Lexus dealership getting a car, and the dealer was like, "You look so familiar, I've definitely seen you somewhere." That happens a lot. If it's a new relationship, I don't tell [the guy I'm dating]. I say I build websites for a living, because I did build my own website. I prefer to date guys who don't watch a lot of porn. If they do, usually they prefer to have less sex and masturbate more.
I was married to a porn addict. I wanted to watch it with him, because I'm really open-minded and wanted to share the experience with him, and I'm probably even hornier than he ever was. But those guys like to watch it alone. They like to feel like they're getting away with something. Also, what kind of porn are they watching? Some guys are into very young girls, guys being penetrated with strap-ons or being peed on.
I have a really strong work ethic, which you might not realize because of what I do. You have to be driven and motivated to work every day to really make it in this business. Some people are 9 to 5ers. Other people want to be high half the time and work half the time. My ex-husband's mother knew what I did and judged me for it. But she raised the kids and never had a job in her life. I'm a businesswoman.

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Published December 3, 2013 12:00AM (EST)

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On April 23, 2012, I published a post on my Forbes blog: “The Hardest Thing About Being a Male Porn Star.” I don’t remember what prompted the idea for the post, other than the fact that I have been covering the adult movie industry for more than a decade and have long been interested in how its male performers navigate a business in which they play second fiddle to its real stars: women.
I had sent emails to several male porn stars, asking them about the most challenging aspects of their job. Their answers varied from the mundane (“The hardest thing about being a male porn star is convincing your female co-workers that you are an interesting, well-rounded, fun guy who they might consider dating in a parallel universe after a few drinks”) to the mechanical (“The most difficult part about being a male porn star is the hard-on”). Only one of them couldn’t think of anything difficult about his line of work – James Deen, arguably the most famous male porn star working today, who declared his occupation “pretty easy.”
Recently, the post surpassed 1,000,000 views. Every day, it gets several thousand more. Most of the traffic is organic and comes from Google searches; in other words, those who find it are searching for some combination of “male,” “porn” and “star.” Every week, I get emails from men I have never met, who have read the post, who want me to tell them how they can become male porn stars, too.
Hello sir i want to be a porn star so i want to make a porn movie.
Their letters arrive from all over the world: Florida, Suriname, Pakistan. Of those who mention their age, most are in their 20s. They are looking for work, they decided male porn star is the job they would like to do, they need money and believe this is the best way to get it.
I want to be a porn star. Tell me what to do …
Typically, their emails are not very well written. The majority of the men are straight; a few are gay. They all want to know the same thing: How can I be a male porn star? They believe I can introduce them to an agent/producer/figurehead in the porn industry who will cast them in an adult movie to which everyone will masturbate, ostensibly. This is their dream.
I don't have any adult industries phone numbers how can I find the number?
It is unclear if they know who I am. One addressed his email to “Sir.” For the record, I am a woman. I am a journalist. I download their emails in a home office with a desk, a filing cabinet and a garbage can for recycling. I am married. I am not who they think I am. I do not have a magic wand that can turn them into male porn stars. I don’t know what to tell them. Truth be told, it is very difficult for men to break into the porn business (unless one rides on the coattails of a female who wants to be a porn star, a scenario with its own set of complications); many of the men who work in porn do not make a lot of money ($150 to $300 for a scene is not uncommon); and what it takes to be a male porn star (to wit: get up, get in, get off) is, for lack of a better word, hard.
I am looking to pay for school in these tough times.
The men who email me do not remind me of male porn stars I have known. I have seen woodsmen work. I have had conversations with men who work in porn during which they were naked, sweaty and dribbling spunk from scenes in which they had just performed. I flirted with them, and I wrote down the things they said in a notebook. I liked them. They were tanned, chiseled, waxed. They were smooth talkers, women worshipers, looking for love. You could describe the feelings I had toward them as a kind of romantic longing, one that is never meant to be realized. They appeared suspended between male adolescence and adulthood, caught in the net of those pubescent days when sex is everything, girls are an obsession, and showing what a stud you are makes you the king of your brethren. As grown-ups, they had enslaved themselves to our collective masculine ideal, forever trying to fulfill it, forever failing to do so. They were at war with themselves, their cocks their weapons, a semen-stained sofa in a rented mansion atop a hill in the San Fernando Valley their chosen battlefield – for reasons that, in the end, escaped me, a woman.
This has always been a dream of mine and I would do anything for a chance.
These young men I hear from grew up online. For their generation, the male porn star and his eternal boner symbolize what it means to be a man in the 21st century. In this digital reality, a new vision of masculinity is taking shape in the form of a patchwork man of pixel-based experiences: a click on a porn site, a pirated YouPorn video, an X-rated Google image search. In cubicles and bedrooms, the wannabe woodsman prays for deliverance into manhood at the altar of his glowing screen, gobsmacked by a shared GIF featuring a never-ending pop shot that he worships as if it were a virtual god, the signs of success eternal: money, women and a dick that won’t quit, unless someone breaks the code.
Iv been trying to get into porn since I ended my military contract.
To the uninitiated, James Deen and his peers are sexual superheroes. Yet, in Porn Valley, the male porn star is situated squarely in the industry’s most precarious position. Tasked with holding up an entire production by the strength of his erection, he is beholden entirely to others’ desires: a female costar who may be more interested in a paycheck than in him, a bored director hiding behind a video monitor, a crew member who long ago learned it’s easier to make porn by tuning out than tuning in. The male porn star’s greatest fear: a penile breakdown. From our red velvet seats in the anatomical theater that technology has given us, we watch the woodsman working, scrutinizing his every thrust. If his body fails him, he knows he is penniless, forgotten utterly, a human being chewed up like a piece of gristle spat out by the Great American Capitalism Machine that ate him.
I DOESN'T HAVE SHY TO FUCK IN FRONT OF CAMERA ALONG WITH ALL TECHNICIANS.
Once in a while, I reply to their emails. I ask them all the same question: Why do you want to be a male porn star? Sometimes, they answer. They tell me it’s for the money, so they can support their family. They say it’s because they’re really good at sex, so I should give them a chance. They confess they don’t know, so they can’t explain it to me.
Because intire desire always think about sex like devotional.
A few send photos of themselves. I scrutinize their images for clues. Here he is, smiling for his webcam. Here he is, peering over his erect penis half-obscuring his face. Here he is, resplendent in a sherwani, a golden dragonfly embroidered on his collar. I know the gap between us is real. The distance between us seems impassable. The Internet is the connection between us across the void.
Susannah Breslin is a freelance journalist.
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