I Love My Brother's Cock
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I Love My Brother's Cock
When I was 9, my brother tricked me into sucking his dick, only in recent years have I discerned the long lasting consequences of such an event. [NAW]
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(I'm sorry if I break any rules or anything, I just needed to get this off of me. Out of me. This is a throwaway account, and while I may come back to view the responses at some point, I will most likely not reply to anything.)
When I was nine, I went downstairs and walked into my brother's room, he was sixteen, but he had his own place downstairs, separated from us, because he wanted to be a bit more independent. He had a game that was new to me at the time called F.E.A.R. FEAR is a good game.
I asked him if I could play it, and he said only if I did something for him, and me, being a child with overprotective parents, and none educated in the ways of such things, and having been in Catholic Schools most of my life(as short as it was at the time), decided to do it, as I didn't know what sex was, or what the consequences would be.
Now, I'm in my early twenties. I only fully realized the gravity of what happened that day as I entered Middle School, and now, as I try to figure out who I am, and what I should live for, I eventually came to the conclusion that I should live for my family, since the majority of them have been good to me.
The only problem with that is my brother. He still lives near me, now in his late twenties, and I at least speak to him regularly. I told my parents what happened, and while my Father wants to rip his guts out, he can't because he's my Mother's son, and she cares for him. This means they do nothing, and I can't move away because I won't have enough money to until I get paid for a job I'm doing which has been ongoing for about a year, now.
(Reno on a house, but it's going slow because my employers hired a contractor based on recommendation from the realtor who sold them the house who himself is this contractors cousin, and it just so turns out this contractor is a total sham and an idiot(He'd do all sorts of stupid shit. He'd shit in boxes and leave it around the property, that sort of thing.)
The real kicker? I still love my Brother, even though he's an incredible failure and fool both with no redeeming qualities. I also can't push myself to leave my parents behind, mainly because while my Father would be fine with it, it would break my Mother's heart. Her very weak heart.
The conundrum of how I get away from this is not the issue, though. It's having effects on me physically and psychologically that I can't understand properly. I can't sleep, and when I do sleep, I sleep for 12-24 hours. I can't work, I can't focus, I don't enjoy anything I used to love, and I can't talk to anybody about anything meaningful. I'm suffering socially, and I can't keep focus on anything no matter how hard I try because I can't bring myself to care.
But no matter how much I sleep or don't sleep, I'm always tired, and I can't bring myself to clean anything up, and I can't talk to anybody locally or I'd break my mother's heart so there's nobody to talk to. I can't even talk about it with my public usernames online because my brother has wormed his way into most of my internet social circles...
I'm just so tired, and I can't think, and I'm scared. For years I'd tell myself that it was just a shitty unknowing blowjob and it didn't effect me at all, but the farther I look back the more I see it's effected me. I can't get any reprieve from anybody in real life for fear of endangering my relationship with my parents, and I can't get any false fucking fake internet reprieve from anybody who matters to me even a little online, again for the reason above.
I'm just tired of everything, and I can't handle it anymore, and I'm scared. I can't bring myself to work on anything that isn't physical anymore. I haven't even a plan of action because I can't bring myself to care enough to formulate one. The true/false tests that I could breeze through in school with just a skim over a textbook? I can't get through the Learner's Driver's Test, which is a true/false test that I've put effort into memorizing. I must have read that book front to back at least 20 times by now, but I can't recall a lick of it because my memory seems to be suffering like crazy, and I don't know why.
Sometimes I think it's my fault, you know? Like I should have known. But I was a Church educated 9 year old, how could I have known? The worst part is it was my brother that did it you know? That hurts the most. I followed his instruction not only out of ignorance, and want for a game, but I also did it out of blind trust, and love. That's the betrayal that hurts the most, that he took advantage of that trust, that love.
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Has your brother ever expressed remorse or guilt for what he did to you? Or does he just not acknowledge it? I’m trying to figure how in the world that boy(not a man IMO)can look at you and not just feel absolute hatred for himself burning in his veins. I’m pretty sure that’s a form of rape. He was old enough to know what it was and he took advantage of you in your ignorance even if at the time you didn’t know what it was, you were not old enough to understand consent.
Sheesh. Rough story. I do have to assume though because it’s unspecified that you’re a girl. That would definitely make things different. Sorry if that’s inconsiderate but I’m just mind boggled
Should have specified. I am a guy. This is already helping me a bit, I'm going to try to sleep.
Every little brother sucks the older brother's dick at some point
A mother of three has taken to social media to seek help after having sex with her son.. Yes, her biological 18 times. The bizarre story which was shared by @AHoeStory on twitter was met with mixed reactions, as many are doubting the authenticity of the story. According to the woman, She says she is a mother of 3 children, 2 boys and a girl, and her first son is 20 years and her family are well to do, (Meaning she should be in her early/late 40s or there about). But problem started when she entered her son’s room unannounced and saw him naked. ‘I immediately fell in love with his manhood, His manhood is so big with a curvy head and a bit long’, she gave a detailed description of what she saw. She continued saying ever since that day, she has m**turbated to the image of her naked son at least 5 times daily. Even being at work doesn’t stop her from fantasizing about his unclothedness. She finally called her son to her room one day on the pretense she want to check out a black spot between his laps and things escalated from there. Now it’s become a regular thing for her to sleep with her son, as they’ve done it at least 18 times. She says she is confused and needs advice. Read how she shared it below: https://janefblog.com/3817-2i-fell-in-love-with-my-sons-manhood-immediately-i-saw-him-naked-his-manhood-is-so-big-i-am-confused-of-what-to-do-now-mother-of-3-cries-out/
Next please I can't stress my brain to read trash
Please ooo what am I required to say on this because am kinda lost even google can't find me right now...
"She says she is confused and needs advice. Read how she shared it below" She's not confused, just an unrepented hoe with no dignity even after many year's of marriage
Be a little more patient ma. The world is just a few steps away from making incestous practice legal like Homosexualism. Then may be after the triumph of incestous practice nercophilia may be next or beastiality and then, RAPE. ALL NA FREEDOM!
The thought makes my dic.kk stand. please chat me up on whatsapp. I am looking for nice people to talk to. 08091423406
Maybe she is Afonja...endtime mother *spits and run*
OneCorner : Fvck him na. Wetin be awa own dere like we do in the waste abi?? Afonja amaka
Nonsense wey we dey c 4 dis generation don 2 much!
She needs to book herself for a lobotomy procedure.
linx123 : A mother of three has taken to social media to seek help after having sex with her son.. Yes, her biological 18 times. The bizarre story which was shared by @AHoeStory on twitter was met with mixed reactions, as many are doubting the authenticity of the story. According to the woman, She says she is a mother of 3 children, 2 boys and a girl, and her first son is 20 years and her family are well to do, (Meaning she should be in her early/late 40s or there about). But problem started when she entered her son’s room unannounced and saw him naked. ‘I immediately fell in love with his manhood, His manhood is so big with a curvy head and a bit long’, she gave a detailed description of what she saw. She continued saying ever since that day, she has m**turbated to the image of her naked son at least 5 times daily. Even being at work doesn’t stop her from fantasizing about his unclothedness. She finally called her son to her room one day on the pretense she want to check out a black spot between his laps and things escalated from there. Now it’s become a regular thing for her to sleep with her son, as they’ve done it at least 18 times. She says she is confused and needs advice. Read how she shared it below: https://janefblog.com/3817-2i-fell-in-love-with-my-sons-manhood-immediately-i-saw-him-naked-his-manhood-is-so-big-i-am-confused-of-what-to-do-now-mother-of-3-cries-out/
linx123 : A mother of three has taken to social media to seek help after having sex with her son.. Yes, her biological 18 times. The bizarre story which was shared by @AHoeStory on twitter was met with mixed reactions, as many are doubting the authenticity of the story. According to the woman, She says she is a mother of 3 children, 2 boys and a girl, and her first son is 20 years and her family are well to do, (Meaning she should be in her early/late 40s or there about). But problem started when she entered her son’s room unannounced and saw him naked. ‘I immediately fell in love with his manhood, His manhood is so big with a curvy head and a bit long’, she gave a detailed description of what she saw. She continued saying ever since that day, she has m**turbated to the image of her naked son at least 5 times daily. Even being at work doesn’t stop her from fantasizing about his unclothedness. She finally called her son to her room one day on the pretense she want to check out a black spot between his laps and things escalated from there. Now it’s become a regular thing for her to sleep with her son, as they’ve done it at least 18 times. She says she is confused and needs advice. Read how she shared it below: https://janefblog.com/3817-2i-fell-in-love-with-my-sons-manhood-immediately-i-saw-him-naked-his-manhood-is-so-big-i-am-confused-of-what-to-do-now-mother-of-3-cries-out/
Greatest liars of the century..... I need more prescriptional details on this occurrence candidly and a vivid complete illustration of how the Son,reaction is otherwise.... Another big lie from APC.
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