I Had Anal Sex With My Sister

I Had Anal Sex With My Sister
I harmed a child when I was kid, how do I heal?

When I was a child I was sexually abused by a teen cousin of mine. We would perform hand jobs on each other and he would perform oral sex on me. We also dry humped each other, but I eventually discontinued this activity with him when he wanted to have anal sex with me.
Then when I turned 11 I started acting out on my 3 year old cousin. He was pressuring me to kiss him and even though I was heavily reluctant, I eventually gave in. Well for the next 4 years or so we would ever so often kiss and cuddle. The furthest I took it was when I pulled out my genitalia and I think I touched his hand with it, before I stopped myself and left him alone. Eventually when he grew older, he no longer wanted to do this with me, which actually made me happy, because I was no longer going to do something I was very ashamed of.
Years went by and when I apologized to him for "the way that I treated him, and that I love him" to which he replied "I love you too cuz, got to forget about the past, and make new ones." Well more years went by and just recently I was invited to my aunt's wedding, but I had a complete meltdown on that day and was unable to attend it, because my younger cousin's girlfriend was acting really cold towards me and it made me feel deeply ashamed of my past actions. And now ever since that wedding day, I simply cannot let my mind let go of the past.
Now I'm truly worrying if I'm a danger to children in this depressed and anxious state of mind. Worrying, am I a pedophile? Worrying if my family wonders why I was unable to make it to the wedding. Worrying if my life is truly doomed and I have no chance of making it through all of these terrifying thoughts in my head.
I'm constantly anxious and fearful but most especially when children are around me.
It can be so very difficult to think about your own sexual behaviors as a child - and I want you to know that you're not alone in your concerns. Many other adults reach out to us with similar questions, struggling with their own actions from years ago. It was very courageous of you to reach out to us and be so candid with your story. I want you to know that yes, it is possible to heal.
I'm so sorry to hear that you were sexually abused as a child. Ideally, loving adults would have intervened, made sure you were safe, and found you a therapist to help you heal – and I’m sorry that no one was able to do that for you.
You were exposed to some very adult-like and explicit sexual behaviors at a very young age, and that’s not okay. It sounds like you may even be making the emotional connection that since you think of what this older teen did to you as abusive, your younger cousin may also feel similarly. I think it was very brave of you to have a conversation with him to apologize, and I’m glad that he’s working to put the past behind him. Each child’s reaction to events like these may be a little bit different, as no two children, scenario or surrounding details may be the same. The way you interpret what happened to you may be vastly different than how your cousin thinks of what went on between you both. Similarly, each person’s journey to healing is an individual experience that they get to define.
Children's Sexual Behaviors Often it can be helpful to start by debunking some myths around children’s sexual behaviors – including inappropriate, harmful, and even abusive ones. First, it’s important to understand that children’s sexual behaviors are very different than those of adults. Similarly, the reasons why a child or teen may engage in inappropriate behavior can also be very different: sometimes a youth may act out harmful behaviors because they’ve been exposed to mature and adult-like sexual behaviors through pornography or by their own sexual abuse (as you describe), but there are yet many other factors in their life that can play a role. I’ve left some additional resources below that may help you start to make sense of your own actions as a youth:
I'm not looking to excuse your behavior - what you did was inappropriate; instead it's important to see your actions from the age and level of understanding by which you performed them. It sounds like you knew what you were doing was not okay, but you were also very confused about safe boundaries. When you describe your 3 year-old cousin trying to kiss you, it seems like you were misinterpreting typical gestures of affection as sexual – a sign you needed some additional help in understanding how to play safely, not that you were a bad kid. Sometimes after a child is introduced to mature and adult-like sexual acts at a young age, that child then becomes confused about how to play safely with peers and other younger children. Although I'm not a therapist and I can't tell you what your motivations were, I would encourage you to think of the full picture when considering your actions. It’s also important to know that most children and teens who engage in sexually harmful behaviors with other youths do grow up into sexually safe adults.
Healing with Professional Support I’m wondering if you’ve ever been able to talk to someone about the sexual abuse you experienced as a child and your own behaviors as a youth. An important part of your own journey to healing and recovery may be to find a trauma-informed therapist who works with adult survivors. This person may help you start to unravel all these memories you have – as you’re ready – and help you understand your actions, and feel in control. If you did have any lingering emotions from your own abuse, this person would also be able to help you process your feelings and work through whatever may be affecting your life currently. You absolutely deserve to heal. I’ve included some additional helpful resources below.
I know that part of this seems to have stemmed from your cousin’s girlfriend’s interaction with you. Guilt and shame are some very heavy and sometimes debilitating feelings to carry around with you, and I would encourage you to talk about these things with your therapist. We can’t control what other people think of us, but we can control our own thoughts, feelings, and emotions – and how we interact with the outside world.
You can also think about having a conversation with your cousin, adult to adult, if that feels like a step you’d like to take. This may be a choice you decide to make after you have the ongoing involvement and support of a therapist. Then, if there are any difficult or lingering feelings your cousin wants to talk about, you both would have the chance to converse in a safe and neutral space.
Again, please do what feels right for you, but no matter what, I do hope that you’re able to find a counselor who you feel comfortable working with. You don’t need to carry around these difficult memories around on your own any longer.
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MY MIRACLE TRIPLETS I'm a mum at 45 to triplets and their grandma, thanks to my daughter
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A MUM and daughter have revealed that they both sleep with the same man - and they don’t see anything wrong with it.
Madi Brooks lives with her husband in the US, but as she explains in her TikTok videos, if she’s not in the mood, she’s quite happy for her mum to sleep with him.
This is because both Madi, her mum and her husband are swingers, meaning they are in open relationships, swapping sexual partners at swinging parties and events.
Speaking in a video, she says: “Me and my mom are both swingers and it’s great, you know why? Because when I’m not in the mood I can just let my husband have her.
“I let my husband have her a couple of times a week.”
But it isn’t just her mum that Madi shares her husband with, admitting that her sister sometimes ‘plays’ with her husband.
She says: “You wanna know how I keep my man happy? I let him play with my little sister.”
Her videos have since gone viral receiving up to seven million views each, with many left baffled by the family’s unusual dynamic.
Commenting, one said: “That’s enough TikTok for one year, I’m out!”
“How did that conversation ever initiate?” asked another, while a third wrote, “I don’t know how anybody could share but it’s your life.”
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A woman in Nigeria has shocked many after she admitted of luring her only biological son to bear kids with her.
Mrs Veronica Lorshe, from Howe, Ugee Council Ward, Gwer East Local Government Area of Benue State admitted that she executed her devious plan to save her second marriage.
After losing her first husband in a tragic accident, the 47-year-old woman married Sebastian Iorshe, 44, whom after 8 years of marriage, they were still unable to get a baby.
“I am not a loose woman. I am just a woman who loves her husband very much and didn’t want to lose him.
“I did what I did to save my marriage, though I feel guilty about it. It was not easy but I slept with my first son from my first husband so that I could give my husband a child. But rather than sustaining my marriage, the plan has scattered it and I have lost it,’’ she revealed to local media.
“I started by buying good things for him, sleeping together on the same bed, playing with his manhood and gradually one thing led to another. There was a time I asked him if he had tested sex before and he said no. I compelled him to take an oath not to disclose it to anybody.
“I said I would teach him sex. I ensured that I did that during my ovulation period. I never disclosed the reason for this but deep in my mind, I wanted to test my fertility,’’ she continued.
A month later, she discovered that she was actually pregnant and decided to share the news with her husband, Sebastian.
When contacted by local media, Sebastian denied responsibility of the pregnancy quoting a medical report that revealed he had low sperm count and therefore could not father a child.
“I don’t want to believe the story she is narrating to you that her son is responsible for it, though I have not suspected her or seen any sign that an outsider was dating her.
“But the truth is that I’m not responsible for the pregnancy and will not allow her into my house. It is a shame for me to be associated with a mess like this,’’ he said.
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Everyone and their mother—well, definitely father—is familiar with standard 2D porn. But 3D porn? That’s where things get taken to the next level. With recent innovations in virtual reality (VR) technology, there is now an extensive range of VR porn that people love for its incredibly immersive experience.
Although this article will do a lot of describing of the VR experience, there’s really nothing like trying it for yourself! So, without further ado, let’s get to ranking the very best VR porn sites for your pervy pleasure.
VR Bangers is a 100% VR-focused site and one of the first in the area, so it’s no surprise that they’re among the best. You’re also not likely to get tired of their content for two main reasons:
Plus, the newly added scenes are always super-high quality, even featuring some 6K-resolution videos. There’s also a nice blend of conventional one-on-one content as well as multiple-partner scenes. Adding to the overall excellent variety is a choice of 180- or 360-degree viewpoints.
Like most sites, you can opt for a monthly, yearly, or even lifetime package, with a standard price range compared to other VR sites.
One bonus is that you get access to a VR porn game no matter which tier you buy.
The only major downside applies to iPhone users—if you want to use your phone, you’ll be out of luck as the site is currently only Android-compatible right now.
VRConk is all about VR (virtual reality) porn and nothing else. Their niche is cosplay and parody videos, so if that’s your thing, you’re definitely in the right place.
You’re not likely to get tired of their site for two main reasons:
So long as you appreciate the niche that VRConk operates in (cosplay, parodies, fun content in general), you’ll likely feel like you get your money’s worth with them.
After all, you’re getting all the best elements of VR porn (with the exception of teledildonics): up to 8k, downloadable, binaural audio, and compatible with just about everything (VR headsets and phone OS’s).
If you’re up for commitment, you can get a free year when you sign up for a year with VR Conk.
This is a solid deal as it then only comes out to about $8.33 per month. You could also go for a lifetime membership at $250 (by comparison, this would work out to about $10.50 a month for two years, then free for life).
Now let’s take a look at some of the many ways VRConk is an industry leader in its own right.
BaDoink VR is another one of the premier VR porn sites, which makes sense as it’s one of the longest running. Some older content is in lower resolution, but all the new and recent uploads are 5K (or even higher).
BaDoink scores points for having one of the easiest sites to navigate, making it a breeze to make your way through their huge library of content. Making use of their sorting options, filters, and tags means that you can get to exactly what you want in no time—and hey, sometimes you’re trying to get in a quick sesh, let’s be honest.
Another big bonus is access to their other affiliated sites, like VRCosplayX, for example (a BDSM focused site). This really helps boost the overall value of your subscription.
When it comes to buying that subscription, however, you might need to spend a few minutes figuring out how you want to do it.
First, there’s only credit card or PayPal, so you’ll be out of luck if you were hoping to pay by Bitcoin or an alternative method.
Second, the pricing is a little weird—while you can get a 3-day trial for just $1 (cool, right?), you end up paying more if you actually sign up (ehh, actually kind of lame).
Virtual Real Porn is another one of the most user-friendly sites, which is always a big plus. They also have one of the largest libraries with over 400 scenes.
In addition to the usual array of categories, there are also some fetish ones like for foot fetish types—yeah, we’re looking at you, Quentin Tarantino.
You also won’t likely have to worry about your VR headset’s compatibility with Virtual Real Porn—the site supports Vive, Oculus, Gear VR, and all the most popular headsets.
There’s even a cool feature that remembers your preferred headset—so, tell them yours is Oculus and now they’ll only show Oculus-compatible content.
As with BaDoink VR, Virtual Real Porn wins major points for its user-friendly site. Since they store your settings, it’s extra easy to find videos that suit your preferences. Plus, movies come with a recommended viewing position, making things even easier.
For the moment, the content is largely 180-degree 4K videos, but they’re starting to expand to content with a wider field-of-view. This kind of innovation is promising as it means they’re committed to keeping up with the rest of the pack.
The biggest downside is that there’s no free trial option. Somewhat making up for this, though, is a relatively inexpensive 5-day trial. There’s also a streaming-only subscription that comes in at a cheaper price than the regular subscription that gives you access to all their scenes.
If you’re on the kinkier side—especially the more extreme kinky side—you can fully embrace it with KinkVR. The site is loaded with hardcore BDSM, and you’ll find some of the most popular porn stars in not only fetish porn but mainstream porn as well.
There are a huge number of categories, so you should be well covered no matter what your kink or kinks are. All the BDSM mainstays are here: bondage, master/slave, torture, etc.
Although the site has a much smaller content library than many sites reviewed here, every single video is exclusive, helping boost the overall value. And helping offset this smaller library is the addition of two new scenes per week, always shot in 4 or 5K.
Another big plus for KinkVR is its low pricing—monthly passes come in around ten bucks and a yearly membership means even more savings at less than $100.
As with all these sites, there’s one thing that holds back KinkVR from being truly excellent, and that is its slow download speeds, which can be a major boner-killer (literally).
SexLikeReal isn’t its own studio but an aggregator—that is, it compiles scenes from multiple studios.
On the plus side, this means that they have a huge variety of VR content. As you might expect, there are lots of categories and these are conveniently sortable by resolution, softcore/hardcore, teledildonic-supported, and other features.
This is also one of the few sites to feature livestreaming VR content, which is still somewhat of a rarity while the technology gains traction.
SexLikeReal also scores major points for its bevy of super-high-quality stuff, even up to 6K. For porn connoisseurs after more of a cinematic experience, they also have hour-long videos. And for the guy trying to squeeze one out before Econ 101, there are ten-minute scenes as well, so there’s really something for everyone and every situation with SexLikeReal.
Another perk of this aggregator is their flexibility in terms of accessing content. You can opt for pay-per-view or choose to subscribe. Although an expensive site relative to most, SexLikeReal does offer a lot of value.
Porn enthusiasts who might hanker for exclusive content will be a little disappointed in that respect. Many of their scenes can be had for cheaper elsewhere, but Sex
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