I Am Asshole

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I am an asshole… Multiple medical professionals have diagnosed me as being an absolute asshole. I have been prescribed medication to help me moderate my assholish behavior but, at baseline, I am an asshole…
I didn’t always know that I am an asshole. I knew that I could be an asshole but I didn’t know that it was part of my being. My essence…
I don’t want to be an asshole. Who does? I want to be, like Keanu Reeves, a “laid back dude”, but I am not Keanu Reeves and I am not a laid back dude… I am an asshole.
Or, maybe, I’d like to be like Ferris Bueller…
Even Grace Wheelberg knows that Ferris Bueller is a “righteous dude”…
I want to be known as both a laid back dude and a righteous dude, like Keanu and Ferris, but, instead, I am an asshole.
Why am I an asshole? I am not sure but I do know that my parents can be assholes. My parents, however, can also be extremely giving people too…
Was I born to be an asshole? I am not sure but I do know that I have been selfish for as long as I can remember… Maybe I was born to be an asshole?
I sometimes love being as asshole… I can, without feeling, stab people in the brain or in the heart and know that there’s nothing that that person can do to hurt me. I can be a brick wall…
I sometimes hate being an asshole… I want to like people! I want people to like me too!
I have been diagnosed with a bunch of different personality disorders, there are comorbidities between them, but the most hurtful of the bunch, in my case, is, seemingly, Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCPD)…
Some people get frightened when the idea of personality disorders get mentioned… Maybe Jack Nicholson as Jack Torrance comes to mind? “Here’s Johnny…”
I do not suffer from any Cluster A personality disorders… Whew! Here’s a definition of OCPD…
10. Anankastic ([O]bsessive-[C]ompulsive) personality disorder
Anankastic P[ersonality] D[isorder] is characterized by an excessive preoccupation with details, rules, lists, order, organization, or schedules; perfectionism so extreme that it prevents a task from being completed; and devotion to work and productivity at the expense of leisure and relationships. A person with [A]nankastic P[ersonality] D[isorder] is typically doubting and cautious, rigid and controlling, humorless, and miserly. His underlying anxiety arises from a perceived lack of control over a world that eludes his understanding, and the more he tries to exert control, the more out of control he feels. As a consequence, he has little tolerance for complexity or nuance, and tends to simplify the world by seeing things as either all good or all bad. His relationships with colleagues, friends, and family are often strained by the unreasonable and inflexible demands that he makes upon them. 
OCPD makes me great at some tasks but it also means that I will abandon some tasks, completely, if I can’t perfect them… Writing this post, for me, takes a lot longer than, maybe, it may take a normal person to write because I pay fastidious attention to my grammar. I also pay attention to seemingly minute tasks which include, as an example, a proper citation within the quote that precedes this paragraph,…
I am bound, by my OCDP, to complete tasks in a rigid manner and if those tasks aren’t completed with complete perfection then I have, without equivocation, failed…
My OCPD also requires me to live ethically and morally, whatever that means, and I am forced to project my ethical and moral compass, like a self-righteous prelate, onto others…
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I’m Jon… I was born and raised in Greater Boston. I’ve got all these emotions that have been bottled up by the beer bottle. I’ve got a voice and, if I can, I’d like to use it for good… If you see me, feel free to say hello, but, I promise, I’m not nearly as emotive in person. Welcome to Jonathan Bowen dot Boston!
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