Growing tree cutted short

I used to think i was in control, that every thing that happens in my life happens because i let it but now days life is showing me who the boss is , she is bullying me in to corners i don't want to walk by and altering with every good thing i had in my life and now all that confidence i had in my will to change or make things happen they are all news of the past now I just try to react well to the shots fired at me .. I'm afraid I'm being a feather in a blowing wind