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Forced Painal
Illstraightenyouup
July 01, at 07:11
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He was my boyfriend. We had a lot of sex—but usually at his parents’ because mine forbade us to in their house. I’d invited him over and since we weren’t allowed in my bedroom, we decided to watch a movie in the family room. Our ritual was to snuggle up a the couch under a blanket, usually with him spooning me. It was one of my favorite things to do.
On that day, I had my period, so even if we ended up alone, we couldn’t have sex. It was too messy, not my favorite thing. As the movie progressed, I felt him press hard against me. There was nothing I could do for him. My mom and sister were in other rooms on the same floor. I felt bad though and knew he’d most likely end up in the bathroom, taking care of himself. Then he suggested we try anal sex.
We’d discussed this before. I’d said no. I wasn’t comfortable with it. I was afraid it would hurt. So once again I told him no, I didn’t want to. He persisted. He was petulant and coaxing, rubbing himself against me. He wouldn’t drop it.
I should’ve gotten up. I should’ve told him to get out. But he was my boyfriend, my first love. I wanted to please him.
I relented and he pulled my bottoms down. He forced himself inside me without lubrication. It was incredibly painful. At first I tried to just go along with it, but I couldn’t bear it any longer. I told him to stop. He did not.
I should’ve hit him. I should’ve screamed for help. But I was embarrassed that I’d let him do it to me. I didn’t want to get in trouble.
Numbly, I lay there until he finished.
I limped to the bathroom, where his semen streamed out of me. I felt disgusted. I felt ashamed.
I continued the relationship for another year or so, until he cheated on me with another girl.
I’ve only ever told a couple people. It’s been well over a decade, and part of me still blames myself. I have flashbacks occasionally. Recently I saw in the news that a teenage boy was raped by his basketball teammates. I am distraught for him. My own wounds have reopened.
To this day I have GI issues that I occasionally wonder are a result of the rape. I’m too ashamed to tell any doctor, though.
I trusted my attacker. At the time, I was so in shock, I wasn’t sure that what’d happened was rape. But now I know better. If I could turn back time, I would’ve yelled for my parents. They love me and would have protected me.
Most of the time, I’m okay. But it’s something I will always carry with me.
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Girl you should come to me, I’ll give you a better anal destruction
Yeah your mistake for not even saying no, now you say you were after consenting for the act. It’s because of disgusting excuse of females that other females suffer, gtfo!
I limped to the bathroom, where his semen streamed out of me. I felt disgusted. I felt ashamed.
This line is so- and why are the comments against the rules allowed?
How is that rape ? You gave consent, just because you feel dirty and disgusted after does not make it rape.
Tyler Thompson does that to his dog in Ft. Smith.
Yo, you motherfuckers saying “it isn’t R*** clearly” didn’t read the part where she tolf him to stop. The second she told dhim to stop, ut he kept going, it was rape. Woman, go talk to a proffesional. Because if you’ve been holding it in this entire time, then it’ll only get worse.
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“After my relatives raped me 30-40 times, it didn’t hurt anymore”
I was always ready with my legs spread and my clothes off. He entered my room and raped me just like Kaka did.
WRITTEN BY:
Rumela Chandra
A writer at Rise For India and an actor at Royal Shakespeare Company.
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Joe Sydow
| 4 years ago
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wish you all the real love happiness u deserve incredible!!! .
vMoska eseUcAi
| 4 years ago
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Today people have becomes worse than wolves... Such monsters sud be hanged openly !! Hw that society will be which includes them !! Oops ! M out of mind !!
Affinity Tej
| 5 years ago
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I mean it's very sat about the raping that's terrible but now your out the house and your talking bout your not going files something on him causes he's involved ? Get on , then why not even tell cops when you were little , cause they would ask you to show the bruses ? ? This story sad and disgusting but you not doing nun but making me mad . Justting there there crying talking about , you became use to it and " would have your legs already open and already nake " , like what. There are police , there are teachers .
Akuma(Demon)
| 5 years ago
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What is our purpose on this world
I sure wanna die if world is so cruel
People just think about themselves
They are more worse than demon
zaheer
| 5 years ago
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#StandAgainstRape #NoMoreRapes #NoMoreShrutis
May us just become human beings instead of savage beasts!!
Sandra S Sikes
| 6 years ago
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I so wish , this didn't come from our FAMILY, who supposedly loves us most. It DOES--they love you least. :(
jenny_brn
| 6 years ago
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Heartbreaking to read this story. There are tears in my eyes as I ead this. How heartless can mankind be !
Abdul Basit
| 6 years ago
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This seriously is inhuman but its only possible in sub continent. Thats because of insane behaviour of law and enforcement agencies with victim
Marriam Shahid
| 6 years ago
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these people are just monsters.. whrs the humanity? why parents do not care for their children? its a mistake mainly on the part of parents.. i have seen many educated parents who r still ignorant of their duties regarding their children especially grls.. pls open your eyes and look around.. many relatives and friends are just deceiving you.. making your children a victim of child abuse or whtever.. do not trust anyone and don't ever ever leave ur children alone in someone else presence..
SM
| 6 years ago
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I am sorry for everything youve been through. I wish you a bright happpy and healthy future and am abundance of love.
Ariba
| 6 years ago
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Bollywood will do the same to us here in PAkistan if we don't take heed on where are media is taking us.
Gsgsgs
| 6 years ago
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A.lil.bit happened.wd.me.also. but my.mom didnt knew about it. And when.i.grew up.to 20 i told.her.
But she didnt believed.me.
She said em liar
Now i dun trust on.anyone
That uncle.still.comes to.our.home
And we didnt need any money
Still.i.was child.abused!
Féàrléss Wájìd
| 6 years ago
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This make me cry war against rape .
Sudesh
| 6 years ago
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After seeing the case of Somaly Mam in Cambodia, it has become very hard to believe what these NGO's say. Somaly Mam claimed she was sold to brothel as a child and raped repeatedly thereafter. Later she started an NGO, received millions of dollars for her NGO from foreign countries. She was even invited at United Nations general assembly to deliver a speech. In the end, it turned out that her entire story was a pack of lies from start to end.
Ankit Das
| 6 years ago
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Proud of u Rumela. Such ladies like you is required for the betterment of this Country :) (y) Atleast it feels good that someone really thinks deep.
Malik
| 6 years ago
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Go and celebrate rainbow!!!! Its purely a rational behavior and of course freedom of choice. Respect and love for "rainbows".
Now that the US supreme court has ruled that same-sex couples have constitutional rights to marry, lets celebrate the existence and acceptance of GAYS. That's done and very well done.
Lets move a step ahead and accept the existence of rapists. YES the rapists. fight for their rights, acceptance of their existence, freedom of choice. Since homosexuality is not mental illness ,the same way rape is not a sexual crime. Waiting for supreme court ruling on that. and yeah the flag for rapists should be a little doll, bloody red doll.
This is how you failed HUMANITY. Go and celebrate "rainbow" and "little dolls".
Fahad Nawax Chugtai
| 6 years ago
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No any Words For comment there .....
hp kumar
| 6 years ago
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see this is the problem with every pakistanis.First of all this piece of article is not written for this newspaper website..it has appeared somewhere else..We have several times told you people not to interfere in our internal affair ..but as we say old habit dies hard..Author of this blog is the person whose NGO's account has been blocked by modi govt already..Nobody cares for attention seeking people like her in india..Secondly ,do you pakis and This newspaper website have better things to do in life really??Trust me we indians donot see you guys in good light and apparently world has started believing our version of story already...Only thing i would like to say ,get a life
Mahtab Abbasi
| 6 years ago
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Can't believe that materialism has thoroughly destroyed the spiritualism that even blood-relations are so willing to humiliate............
Sid
| 6 years ago
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That we as fellow human being cannot fix the society of this social ill is too shameful to be justified by mere words.
I salute the courage of this girl, that despite all she has faced which we so called "normal" people and keyboard warriors cannot even fathom, she is on her feet, alive then most of us, and have a positive attitude towards life then quite a lot of us.
Mohsin Akbar
| 6 years ago
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Disagree with ur comment ,,, what r u trying to say the rape is not directly linked with couple kissing or whatever media is showing ,,
if u watch or think about something all the time or might be showing to u via whatever source ,, one way or another u will try to conceive it ,, frustration will lead u to that point ,,
so first thing is to eradicate the first move ,,, that's why agree with nauman ,, he is right
Lazy Lou | 6 years ago
If you cannot control yourself and are so overwhelmed by your own arousal to the point where you don't care about raping your young relatives, then you are no better than a dangerous animal. And dangerous animals should be shot.
Mirza Shoaib Ahmad Jarral
| 6 years ago
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what i want to say...and what i am feeling right now...m speechless to express.
Milind A
| 6 years ago
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I have 'jumped' in if you cared to read my comment above.
Husky - On a sidenote, I agree that Bollywood by commoditizing the female body adds fuel to this evil.
Vap
| 6 years ago
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The story has pierced my heart beyond words, i am a grown up man often known as a person who is very strong but trust me after reading this article and just imagining the anguish the girl went through i feel helpless, i feel i have been broken down into pieces. I feel like a kid who is afraid of everything. I wish i could do anything to stop it.
But after reading the comments i have realized not all of us are sympathizing with the victim for most of people their religion and for others their country is most important, you guys are being jingoist not acknowledging that this is human suffering without a religion-country binary.
Azmat Rana
| 6 years ago
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No Comments.
Raghu Reddy
| 6 years ago
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So Pak newspapers dont have guts to post such nefarious crimes in their society and always use Indian news as an example!!!.
I am simply stunned why we dont have or do much about sex education of kids .its all about showing what rights the kids have . Only when kids know their rights in clear terms , they will report, to school ,if ntot school, then to police. Now govt should build sufficient welfare hostels to accomade them. I dont believe this story because kids get sex education , schools are sensitive to kids complaints, police are, there are social workers, enough welfare hostels .
Its the kid who didnt report at the earliest. Probably education should be done more.
Sandra Emily Cramp
| 6 years ago
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Total crap. Every prostitute will tell you same story. Just a way to get traffic. That's it!
abdullah malik
| 6 years ago
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How easily Mr Sadi or whoever he really is has turned a simply social discussion into religion, all the comments after him are just a wake up call to him, bravo. and we all have jumped into sharing our versions, waky waky guys this is exactly what he wanted, everyone knows that rapist cant be identified with religion or country he is socio-path only thing is that in India this socio-path has accomplices mostly the victims' relatives.
Now no religion teaches what they do, but do they care about religion while doing it? so please dont mention anything here just see to what levels the Indian society has stooped.
Ibn-Arastoo Ibn-aflatoon Ibn-B
| 6 years ago
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Do western countries in the developed world write blogs like this? Ofcourse not. They have much better things to do and lets hope no one (not even the Indians or Africans have these problems). We appreciate the Indians but for years now Indians have been psychologically and verbally abusing us on our websites. We don't want to read how you are working through your social issues. We thank goodness do not have those issues (to the same intensity) and we never hope to. We are a different and separate peoples.
Do you see the 1200 people now dying in Pakistan? after the heat wave India? If our interactions are causing so much death then let us stop. You guys come to our websites and post "6 months snow is mad_ness" but we have snow like that in the NW provinces. We have a blonde and blue eyed people and we have an entirely different western land and a western system. We would like to westernize more NOT Indianize nor Easternize. We wish you the best Indians- you are good when you are vegetarian and polite and non violent but please remember that violence is NOT as bad as physicaly, psychic or psychological violence (that is why violence was called a virtue by Plato and warfare made holy in some religions because physical violence is considered better than verbal and psychic violence). Please do not say you are non violence and then engage us and engage in verbal and psychological violence. We are not like your people. We love you still but we want to emulate the developed countries. Thanks!
mohsin
| 6 years ago
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May ALLAH grant her jannah and ever lasting happiness here and in her after life and may she helps and save hundred thousands of shruti's untill there is no shruti left to save. may these type of parents rot in hell and their faces and bodies colored by same money they got.
siddiqa
| 6 years ago
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Shurti sister ,may Allah punish all those devils who did this bad to you.I pray to God to give u enough happiness so u could blottout such horible past.
aadil slim
| 6 years ago
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No words
Sheikh Arhum
| 6 years ago
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So true ...
Sheikh Arhum
| 6 years ago
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It,s not about religion .. every religion respects women ... there are men who are becoming sick ..
Sheikh Arhum
| 6 years ago
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Agreed ..
Sheikh Arhum
| 6 years ago
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In every country this is happening somewhere it is hidden and somewhere shown .. but no one come closer to any crime happening infront of them .... May Allah Almighty give shruti strenght and power to face her problems ... i wish that every men should respect women ... May Allah give shruti a peacefull place in heaven .. and May those people die as badly as possible who ruined shruti's life ....
Jehanzeb
| 6 years ago
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Worse than being raped is the fact that she found her parents to be accomplices.
Saadi
| 6 years ago
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OMG........that's life in most case....let's not leave the voice unheard
liberal-lubna-fromLahore
| 6 years ago
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because it preaches the ideal way of living life
alvi | 6 years ago
'Liberal' lubna, i know quran and islam are the best things that could ever happen to me or anyone, but dont drag it everywhere e.g. this os the story of an Indian girl, no need to mention islam here.
I see a lot muslims get roasted on non muslim pages because of their silly comments (comments like the one i replied to) so you lose your own credibility and the non Muslims dont give a crap about the fact that how peaceful islam is blah blah.
I hope i made my point clear.
Rajinder khanna | 6 years ago
The problem is with our laws and their enforcers. ...why doesn't rape happen so often in Dubai. ..USA. ..Europe. ..coz a rapist knows what he will get if caught. ...In this inhuman act....Alas!!!
liberal-lubna-fromLahore
| 6 years ago
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sounds like a fictional tale for no one is this cruel or surely it must have happened in a backward country like India.
Salim Alvi
| 6 years ago
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Why is Shruti raping her own lungs with Anglo introduced tobacco? Why erudite wana be Anglo Rumela celebrating this Lungs Rape?
Salim Alvi
| 6 years ago
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Hope this is not Nautanki of shakespearwale like http://www.gujaratriots.com/index.php/page/2/?s
Mr Nauman
| 6 years ago
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kuin k Islam 1 muqamal zabata e hayat ha!
jenny_brn | 6 years ago
Every religion claims the same. Yours is no exception.
Question is, how good are the followers. From what I know, the worst abuse of human rights occurs in Muslim countries.
Every Muslim country is backward. At the bottom of the list in every index of social measurement. WHY?
israr
| 6 years ago
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Right because it is not religious practices
saud saleem
| 6 years ago
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makes me wanna cut thier throats..................!!!!!!!!!They will not be forgiven in the afterlife For there's HELL wiating for them
Mehreen
| 6 years ago
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I have a friend whose young son was abused in Madrasas. Get out of this self-denial syndrome. It happens in all countries including Pakistan.
Umair
| 6 years ago
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No words.
Saad Niaz
| 6 years ago
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U r talking about poor regions... There r examples in well educated families too... There r no differences between rich and poor...!!!
Saad Niaz
| 6 years ago
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The people saying that" all men are not same", I just wanna say that they have not got an opportunity... Shareef sirf wohi banda Hai jisay mauqa nahi mila...!!!
Critical | 6 years ago
Dude,I think you should better check yourself in an institution because all that is stopping you from rape is a chance.....
I've been alone in my sister's house for many days with just my niece with me...and she's now 15...
During my college days,I've taken tuitiion to my neighbors daughter and she used to come
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