Discovering Myself Through Letters to Eternity

Before June, I never really took the time to reflect on my own thoughts and actions. I was just going with the flow, not really questioning why I did certain things or how I felt about them. Because of that, I slacked off, made some bad choices, neglected myself, and basically became a worse version of me. But over the past few months, I started writing down my thoughts—like letters to my future self, or maybe to someone out there in eternity. I named this collection ArG's Letters to Eternity (because why not make it sound deep, right?).

Last night, right before jumping into something new, I randomly decided to go back and read some of these letters. And man, I didn’t expect them to hit like that. It turns out, when I’m honest with myself, I actually come up with some pretty solid insights. This whole thing has become like a time capsule—whenever I read an old letter, I can instantly see what was going on in my head that day.

The best part? It’s all real. No filters, no pretending to be something I’m not. For the first time, I was completely upfront with myself—about my work, my goals, my emotions, everything. And that’s when I started to see things more clearly. Like, I always thought I liked being around people, but I never really knew why. Through writing, I figured out it wasn’t about the crowd—I was drawn to one specific person. That realization alone made a huge difference in how I saw things.

Now, I’m not gonna sit here and say this whole thing has completely changed my life (yet). I don’t know how much of an impact it’ll have in the long run. But for now, it feels like I’m onto something. We’ll see where this goes.