CHOKE ME TILL I'M GONE
Sinful Confession[Verse 1]
Can you hear my heartbeat fading?
Or is it only in my head?
Every breath feels counterfeit,
Like I'm rehearsing being dead.
Your shadow stains the ceiling now,
Your hands still wrapped around my throat.
I'm watching my own body shake,
While something colder learns to float.
Am I alive...
Or just a ghost with borrowed lungs?
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[Pre-Chorus]
You left me helpless.
No teeth. No claws. No voice.
I couldn't fight.
I couldn't run.
I couldn't...
Fucking breathe.
[Chorus]
Choke me till I'm gone...
Maybe then I'll finally know...
If this pulse is really mine...
Or just another dying echo...
CHOKE ME TILL I'M GONE!
PUT YOUR FUCKING WEIGHT ON MY THROAT!
IF YOU CAME TO KILL ME—
THEN FINISH WHAT YOU WROTE!
I can feel the darkness bloom...
BUT I'LL BE THE MONSTER HAUNTING YOU!
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[Verse 2]
You watched me beg with empty eyes.
You heard every shattered prayer.
I gave you every piece of me...
You only wanted me scared.
Now every mirror shows a corpse.
Still blinking...
Still breathing...
Still numb.
Tell me—
How can a dead girl cry...
When all her tears are gone?
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(Breakdown)
YOU WANTED ME DEFENSELESS!
YOU WANTED ME SILENT!
YOUR BOOT AGAINST MY FUCKING NECK—
LIKE MY LIFE WAS WORTHLESS!
SO PUSH!
PUSH HARDER!
BREAK EVERY BONE!
IF I'M ALREADY DEAD...
THEN LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!
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(Bridge)
I stopped counting every second...
When the world faded into gray...
Maybe death isn't a doorway...
Maybe...
It never came...
NO!
YOU DON'T GET TO WALK AWAY!
I'LL RISE THROUGH THE ASHES!
I'LL DIG THROUGH MY FUCKING GRAVE!
YOU BURIED THE WRONG SOUL!
NOW I'M THE THING YOU'LL NEVER ESCAPE!
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[Final Chorus]
Choke me till I'm gone...
I'm already somewhere else...
Breathing doesn't prove I'm living...
When I've become somebody else...
CHOKE ME!
TILL I'M!
FUCKING!
GOOOOOOOOONE!
YOU CAN'T KILL WHAT YOU CREATED!
I'LL RISE THROUGH THE ASHES!
I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN!
EVEN IF MY HEART HAS STOPPED—
I'M THE GHOST
THAT WEARS YOUR CROWN!
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[Outro]
I don't know if I survived...
Or if I died that night...
YOU TOOK MY BREATH...
BUT YOU NEVER TOOK
MY
FUCKING
RAGE.