Am I the narrator?

I was a very quiet kid. Which made me a quiet adult. Even at 23 I rarely speak more than a few words a day. I had one offline friend, a super chatty woman named Jessi. Looking back it's probably my fault that's she's as bad as she is. I once told her she talked a lot but it had a way of putting people at ease since I didn't. From that day she talked more. Enough for me to notice but not enough for me to suspect anything.

I was in highschool when I noticed my attraction to boys never changed. Even in elementary school I knew I liked boys and not girls as I would imagine myself kissing and holding hands with some of my classmates the way I'd seen my older brother do with his girlfriends. Though when a guy I used to dream of kissing in elementary school asked me out; I realized while my attraction was still to the male form, his tall defined frame didn't do anything for me anymore.

I hadn't acted on it before though. I first met Dan when Jessi and her aunt went shopping. At 8 years old, Dan was just old enough that he didn't want to be trapped in a store with a couple of girls. Jessi had begged me to watch him for a few hours and I agreed without any intention of doing anything but being a good babysitter. The day went well and by the time the womenfolk came back Dan was attached to me like glue. I was his mom's go to from that day forward. I belonged to a few groups of like minded people and mostly just enjoyed reading about their exploits even though I assumed the majority were made up. There was this one guy Logan who actually lived near me and I finally met him after the 3rd time I babysat Dan. He'd known I was a quiet one and took great pleasure in goading me. "So how's Dan? Come on you're really gonna tell me you've been sitting that kid for this long and you never had him sit on your cock?"

I rolled my eyes. " Yeah. Little Danny has a 2ft cock but worships my 9in like it's his fucking God."

My voice was so heavily laced with sarcasm that when Logan said. "Dude nice!" And highfived me I just thought he was being silly. "I'd heard some boys could have huge cocks but that's outta this world!"

I didn't push it at the time, just letting my friend chatter on until we had to go home. I knew I was supposed to babysit Dan the next day but had let myself sleep in, since his mom had a key and knew they was more than welcome to let themselves in if I overslept. I had expected to wake up to Dan watching TV in the living room and eating cereal straight from the box as he'd had a habit of doing but instead I awoke to a wet warm feeling over my cock that was making my balls tingle and a light pressure on my taint. I tossed back the covers to find Dan nursing on my cock head while his chest rose and fell in obvious slumber. I might have freaked out more but I was to stunned to see what was nuzzling my taint. Part of it anyway. A tower of flesh appeared from my thighs and connected to Dan's skinny little hips above what had to be baseball sized nuts straining his nutsack. It had to be at least as thick as a soda can a good 2.5in in diameter! And fuck was it hard! This was impossible! Even if Dan had a cock that size, his body didn't have enough blood for it to be *this* hard!

I flexed my thighs, squeezing the massive boy meat between them. Dan mumbled around my cock and flexed his hips; his turgid, impossibly hard, impossibly huge cock pressing harder against my taint before sliding back and grazing over my asshole. I couldn't stop a gasp as his moist foreskin slid back, leaving a wet train across my hole. I decided that this must be a dream and by Dan's fantastic cock, I was gonna enjoy every moment of it. I reached down and cradled Dan's head before pressing my hips forward. Dan gagged as his eyes snapped open and looked up at me with confusion but just before my regret could settle in he seemed to realize where he was and what was happening as he reached his tiny hands up to cup my balls as his mouth slithered forward on my cock.

I had often imagined what a blowjob would feel like. What it would possibly be like to feel my cock breach a boy's throat and feel those wonderfully powerful muscles flexed and worked over my cock. Nothing I had imagined before could hold a candle to this! I guessed my sleeping brain was activating nerves my waking brain couldn't. Not that you would catch me complaining! I held my cock there for a long time until Dan began to thrash, his pretty brown eyes rolling back into his skull as I realized he was passing out. Even so he seemed to have enough control not to actually fight the cock in his throat even though his oxygen starved mind was telling him to move and try to find air. His thrashing was causing his cock to slide around on my thighs and ass too. Leaving snail trails of his pre where ever his cock head touched.

I watched him for a moment. Why would a dream construct need air? Was it my mind believing all people needed air or did a have a secret desire to choke a boy out on my cock? I felt a pang in my stomach as Dan's eyes began to flutter. He was definitely about to pass out if I didn't let him breathe. I thought it might be guilt for a moment but decided it must have been arousal when I herd my own voice say. "That's it. Go back to sleep baby boy. I won't let you die." As if my words were the permission he needed, Dan's eyelids met and he was out cold.

I slid my cock free and watched as he breathed slowly despite his previous struggle for oxygen. He was out maybe 10 seconds before he came back to consciousness smiling serenely up at me. "That was fun Nick. Can we do it again?" He looked at my still wet cock. Or are you ready to fuck me already?"

The thought of robbing this boy of his breath again was quickly replaced by the undeniable *need* to have his tiny hole wrapped around my cock. Without a word I flipped Dan like a pancake so he landed on his gigantic cock. He tried to get his knees under himself but I was too impatient. I grabbed his hips and pulled until he was presenting his ass to me. I wanted so badly to tongue that pucker but between the throat that had been wrapped around it, and the sight of Dan passing out as he chose my pleasure over his body's need to breathe I was more turned on that I ever thought possible. I tried to will live into my cock but guessed I couldn't concentrate enough since it didn't happen. I reached into my bedside drawer and pulled out my bottle. I slicked up quickly and all but rammed my cock into Dan's ass!

He opened for me surprisingly easily. Like his hole was made for my cock. There was resistance but I knew I didn't tear anything even as the boy screamed in pain laced pleasure. "Yes!" Dan yelled loud enough I just knew the neighbors heard. "Fuck me Nick! Please I need it baaad!"

No need to tell me twice! I began ramming my cock into the hot, welcoming hole before me the moaning coming from Dan's mouth music to my ears as I finally understood what they meant in hentai when they said they thought their dick was melting! The velvet wrapped around my cock was so hot and wet that I couldn't actively feel my cock while it was inside him. It felt like every time I bottomed out inside Dan's tight little ass, my cock became one big nerve being assaulted with undeniable... Not sexual pleasure but more like if the most comforting thought in the world had become tactile sensation. All my sexual pleasure was coming from my pelvis slamming into Dan's bubble but and the rapturous moaning spilling from his lips.

That is until his moaning became muffled. I leaned over to see Dan's head had dropped and he was now mouthing his own cock, drinking down the copious pre that had left a huge wet spot on my bed. Getting another idea I tried to summon a mirror. But that didn't work either. Instead I slipped my arms under Dan's legs then looped them behind his head. Putting him into a full nelson and forcing his cock deeper into his sucking mouth. I stood up and took Dan to the bathroom so I could watch in the mirror as each of us fucked one end of his body. I couldn't decide if it was hotter to see my cock spearing into his his ass, barely visible around his huge obviously full balls, or his own monstrous cock. Either way I could feel my balls boiling with the need to seed. I forced Dan's head down even more and pounded him all the harder, forcing Dan's cock to slide in and out of his mouth about an inch each thrust. I could see the moment it became too much for the boy to handle. His humongous balls seemed to quake and then pull right to him before he sighed and I relieved the pressure on the back of he head just enough to allow him space to drink his load down. At the first swallow, my own balls emptied into Dan's bowels causing another quake in his balls that I suspected was a second orgasm happening alongside the first. I watched Dan swallow his own load before taking him back to bed so we could rest.

We spent the day fucking on every available surface until his mom showed up. Somehow seeing her son curled into a ball, impossibly large cock being forced down his throat, me thrusting down into him didn't bother her at all. "I'm gonna use the bathroom while you two finish up boys. Dan be sure to thank Nick when he's done." Dan mumbled something around his cock and squeezed his ass to entice me to keep fucking. So I did.

That was 3 weeks ago. And I've fucked Dan 14 times since. I've figured I have to tell someone something for it to happen. I have long since stated to wonder if this is a dream or real. It shouldn't be possible to be real but it's been 3 weeks and the world seems to keep whatever changes I tell someone. I still don't talk much even now. I used my words sparingly before but now I usually only talk when I want to add something. Like yesterday when I told Jessi that Dan and I would never age and he would be coming to live with me very soon.