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I recently found out about coldnessinmyheart and I was wondering if anyone knows if she is still alive? She did some extreme stuff and I'm surprised her body could endure it for as long as it did. I really hope she is still alive and found the support she needed to move past her self harm.
I'm also kinda curious about coldnessinmyheart
It’s sad, but she’s most likely dead
It's a woman from Germany named Joan, she was a pretty big on the tumblr scene because of her extreme self harm . You can search for her online and she will be the first link that usually pops up. Sad stuff tbh. http://imgur.com/gallery/qG0AS
I've heard someone spotted her IRL a year and a half ago-ish, but I don't think there's ever going to be confirmation one way or the other.
I searched the whole web. On archive.is her ex-boyfriend said on his tumblr blog that she could be dead, but he wasnt sure. Its really fucking stupid that tumblr deletes blogs. There is no way we can communicate with coldnessinymheart or her ex-friend with no information. Someone found a german board where she wrote posts, but its highly suspicious if its really here. The posts are anyway from 2005-2008.
I wonder if there is a single chance that we could somehow find more information? With her blogs and the blog of her ex-friend deleted, it really gets tough. Her name is seemingly Juan and she lives/lived in berlin, but there are thousends of Juans in germany (even though its not the most common name, its very uncommon actually). And I dont think she will have facebook. Is there a option in facebook to search for people whose name is Joan and live in berlin? Thats our best bet to find more information I guess.
Here name MIGHT be Joan. Very suspicous though. She is german for sure (on some of her pictures you can see medicines-papers which are in german), and she is most likely from berlin or near berlin. If her name is Joan for sure, it might be possible to find her. Joan is a very rare name in germany, and it is used for males AND females and we know she is female which makes it easier.
It could be possible that Joan is "emo cutter girl" and not coldnessinmyheart. my fucking god.
Thanks for the info. I thought that emo cutter girl was someone else who did die. Sad story tbh

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A kind of blog where I talk about my past self harm and my struggle through day to day life

anything that suits me for the moment may appear here. Some humor, medical miscellany, weird stuff, Star Trek, quotes or having to do with some of the many actors I admire including, but not limited to, Christian Bale, Chris Pine and Zachary Quinto. If that's what you want, that's what I've got. i do not promote any sort of self-destructive behaviour. ask me anything. I'm an honest person. generally nsfw
Before stitches. I hit an artery and had a panic attack. I wish I could have videoed the moment as a deterrent to people who want to start cutting. Don’t start. It’s not worth it. Please, if you’re thinking of cutting, don’t start. And if you’ve only just started, please, please, please stop. It will spiral out of control.
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Tumblr bans users that promote suicide, self-injury, and eating disorders. But they are all over. One teenage creator explains to BuzzFeed why she runs her site. Warning: graphic images. Many can be triggering. Please use caution.
Tumblr prohibits sites that promote and glorify self-harm, including eating disorders, cutting, and suicide. It makes exceptions for sites that offer support and help for people suffering, but it's often hard to tell which side of the rules blogs fall on. Enforcement is lax.
Some sites get around the ban with quick disclaimers claiming they aren't promoting the behavior and information about where to get help. Others, such as Depression and Disorders , which has gained 1,600 followers since it went up in April, don't even bother.
The 14-year-old girl behind Depression and Disorders blogs about her own cutting, plans of suicide, and struggles with an eating disorder. She asks readers to submit confessions, which she mixes in with her own. They send in questions, which she responds to on her site. Sometimes she encourages readers to seek help from therapists or parents, but she also offers techniques on cutting, both directly or through photos.
She shared her thoughts with BuzzFeed about why she blogs, the responses she receives, and what the site means to her.
Other people usually think we're freaks and they say it's our own fault because we're looking at those things, but that's not true. It doesn't start with looking at pictures. You start looking at pictures and stuff after you're started with cutting or after you've developed an eating disorder.
I spend about an hour a day on Tumblr on weekdays, in the weekends more because I've nothing else to do. I look for new pictures/photos on other blogs. I don't have any limits [on how long I spend on Tumblr], I just look at them when I want to. I started with reading [other blogs] and then I decided to make a blog too.
Nobody knows I have this blog. It helps me. Tumblr is powerful because it shows that you're not alone. You can see that you're not the only one who's struggling. But it's bad too because my Tumblr dashboard can be really triggering sometimes with all the posts from others. Like if you self-harm and you see pictures of cuts/scars it can be very triggering. It can make you start self-harming too. It encourages me to cut.
The same with eating disorders. If you see those pictures of skinny girls, you want to lose weight too and that creates eating disorders. Sometimes I try to starve myself, but it doesn't work.
[Tumblr] hasn't [contacted me about my blog violating their guidelines ]. I'm not really worried about it. If they really force me to stop, I'll start a new blog, because I really need a blog like this, it helps me. I understand why sites are trying to censor it because we don't want more people to have those disorders, but on the other hand: It helps the people who are already suffering.
[My parents] don't know about my Tumblr because I'm 100% sure that they'll make me stop. I'm not afraid they will find it because I have a password on my laptop and nobody on Tumblr knows who I am.
My parents saw a few cuts on my wrist, but I told them I only cut once. They don't know I'm doing it a few times a week and that I have cuts all over my body. They know I'm depressed, but they don't know it's this worse. They also don't know that I'm suicidal. They took me to a doctor and now I have to go to a psychologist once a week, but it doesn't work. That's why I didn't tell them everything. I hope I can act like everything's fine in a few months so I don't have to go to the psychologist anymore. Another reason is that I don't want them to be worried.
I didn't have another outlet before.
If you look at my blog, you can see that other people like and reblog the pictures and then you know you're not the only one who feels like that. My followers talk to me too (through my ask box) so I guess that helps them too.
I almost never talk about me with other people so I haven't gotten any tips, but I give tips to others.
I don't think it makes me more depressed. I don't really know what to say about my own experience... I feel like it's not really important. So many people are going through worse things...
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