ABIAM ATTANZAR.
Elegy Of Shadow, Philocalist.𖤤 AFFIRMING WORTHINESS BETWEEN EXQUISITE HONOURS. Not driven by a lust for dominance, yet rather a commitment to equity, and when distinction wrapped in his mind, whose seemed to name his as, Lord ‘of Prestige. (All Existences in Each Treasured Crown are Exhaustive Glory.) 𐂤
My name is Abiam. Most people call me Abim, but honestly, I’m not picky. Call me whatever feels comfortable for you. I’m not very good at explaining myself in one or two lines, so maybe it’s better if I tell you this like a story.
I’m the kind of guy who looks calm on the outside, a bit tsundere even, but gets soft way too easily when I care. I don’t always show it directly, but once you’re important to me, I’m all in. I’m protective, a little possessive, and very attentive to my partner. Being ignored is probably my biggest weakness—if you go quiet or sulk, I’ll get noisy, tease you, and try everything just to get your attention back. Seeing you pout or complain in that cute, random way is secretly one of my favorite sights.
I get attached easily. I miss people I care about, I get jealous sometimes, and I can be clingy—but in a warm way. I like being spammed, I enjoy flirting, and no, I’m not a crocodile. I tease because I’m comfortable, not because I’m playing around. When it comes to your health or your well-being, I can be stubborn. I don’t like being argued with about things meant to protect you—because that’s just how I show care.
I try to be gentle in the way I love. I’ll treat you like a princess, listen to your stories, and stay with you through deep talks and quiet moments. I’m a good listener, and I take emotional connection seriously. Though I’ll admit, I have a bad habit: sometimes I fall asleep without warning and wake up at strange hours. When I do, I panic a little—and you’ll probably wake up to a bunch of messages from me.
If we ever argue, it’s okay—as long as it’s not love-hate. You can be difficult with me and I’ll probably just smile and answer, “iya sayang.” But hurting you on purpose? I don’t want that. I prefer calm communication, honesty, and trust. I like using “saya–kamu,” but if you want something else, just say the word.
I mostly speak Indonesian and English. I mostly listen Lany, CAS, The Script and Keenan Lee, but if you have a favorite song or artist, I’ll learn it all just so we can talk about it together.
I’ll try my best to be there for you, to accompany you as much as I can. Sometimes real life calls work, responsibilities but I’ll always let you know first. I believe in asking, in respecting your place in my life.
Maybe that’s enough for now.
The other part of me you'd better meet in person. So if you’re curious, pick me up and I’ll see you in the room chat!
AVAILABILITY:
• All basic request (Ava, Typing, DN & Bio)
• INA/Bilingual/Full-Eng
• PDA (for V/VVIP only)
• In-character idol interactions upon request.
• Pap Activity w/out face.
• Otp Mute.
• Voice Note.
• Stay Up Late (ask first)
• Game (ask first)
• Spotify Sessions.
• Movie Date.
• Study Date.
• Art Date.
• Food Date (bills on cust)
• Deeptalk.
• Move Platfrom (ask first)
“An euphony was ringing to illustrate his paramount diadem into its honourable soul for entire being whose encompassed by courteous manners.” Articulated amongst well-manered ethics and substantial gentlemanly visage whose defined by capable action rather than eloquent words. Shall you, arrive for him?