13th May 2023

i need to write the year too cuz i wanted to always remember the time we're together and it is affected to me so much everytime i looked at the year. i would staring at it and giggled cuz i remember damn well that is one of the best years i've ever felt. having, knowing, met you is one of the things i would never regret. i would never regret it. i don't understand how can i meet someone like you, someone as patient as you, the one who could stay with me for a long term. i hope we can stay here as long as we can, at least till one of us is leaving. dyk? you're very influential in my life, i learned tons of new things from you. you helped me get throught every. single. thing. even if it's just a small thing, you alwas asked and checked if everything is alright just by my display name, you put lots of efforts in it. how can i have someone like you, am i really deserve this? i'm sorry i haven't be the best one for you, and i'm sorry that if there's someday when i'm not with you at your worst. but really, if you need anything you can always come to my rc and i'll try my best to help you like you do to me. i'm so grateful to know you, more than you think, i am so grateful. i love spending my days with you, talking with you, made tons of memories with you, i love every single thing we've done. do you still remember the stars which i showed you?

you may already changed your name, but i would still call it as "Erleon Hynx". we can only see about 2,000 stars in the sky and i'm glad that i can see you here. i'm glad i met you that time, i'm glad that i found you, i'm glad that i notice your bright light. what if i ignore you that time, i would've leave this roleplay thingy at 11 May 2023.

i wanna spend my days with you, talked about anything and everything. i'm having so much fun talking with you, and i hope you do too. it's okay to not be okay, i would be there asap whenever you wanted to talk about some things that you feel like you need someone to hear you out. i will prepare my ears and eyes to hear and read your story. even tho you're not say any words, you just type all of them, but it always feels like you're here talking with me, i hear you.

and hey, we've been together for 86 days. we are almost touching 100 days, i can't wait for it. and ofc, i would always looking forward for o-ur next stories.