In memory of Skip and Mary Dickinson

For Quintin and Griffin

And for Louise Dennys, with thanks

‘Most of you, I am sure, remember the tragic circumstances of the death of Geoffrey Clifton at Gilf Kebir, followed later by

the disappearance of his wife, Katharine Clifton, which took place during the 1939 desert expedition in search of Zerzura.

“I cannot begin this meeting tonight without referring very sympathetically to those tragic occurrences.

“The lecture this evening ...”

From the minutes of the Geographical Society meeting of November 194-, London


The Villa

SHE STANDS UP in the garden where she has been working and looks into the distance. She has sensed a shift in the weather.

There is another gust of wind, a buckle of noise in the air, and the tall cypresses sway. She turns and moves uphill towards the

house, climbing over a low wall, feeling the first drops of rain on her bare arms. She crosses the loggia and quickly enters the


In the kitchen she doesn’t pause but goes through it and climbs the stairs which are in darkness and then continues along the

long hall, at the end of which is a wedge of light from an open door.

She turns into the room which is another garden—this one made up of trees and bowers painted over its walls and ceiling.

The man lies on the bed, his body exposed to the breeze, and he turns his head slowly towards her as she enters.

Every four days she washes his black body, beginning at the destroyed feet. She wets a washcloth and holding it above his

ankles squeezes the water onto him, looking up as he murmurs, seeing his smile. Above the shins the burns are worst. Beyond

purple. Bone.

She has nursed him for months and she knows the body well, the penis sleeping like a sea horse, the thin tight hips.

Hipbones of Christ, she thinks. He is her despairing saint. He lies flat on his back, no pillow, looking up at the foliage painted

onto the ceiling, its canopy of branches, and above that, blue sky.

She pours calamine in stripes across his chest where he is less burned, where she can touch him. She loves the hollow below

the lowest rib, its cliff of skin. Reaching his shoulders she blows cool air onto his neck, and he mutters.

What? she asks, coming out of her concentration.

He turns his dark face with its grey eyes towards her. She puts her hand into her pocket. She unskins the plum with her teeth,

withdraws the stone and passes the flesh of the fruit into his mouth.

He whispers again, dragging the listening heart of the young nurse beside him to wherever his mind is, into that well of

memory he kept plunging into during those months before he died.

There are stories the man recites quietly into the room which slip from level to level like a hawk. He wakes in the painted

arbour that surrounds him with its spilling flowers, arms of great trees. He remembers picnics, a woman who kissed parts of his

body that now are burned into the colour of aubergine.

I have spent weeks in the desert, forgetting to look at the moon, he says, as a married man may spend days never looking

into the face of his wife. These are not sins of omission but signs of preoccupation.

His eyes lock onto the young woman’s face. If she moves her head, his stare will travel alongside her into the wall. She leans

forward. How were you burned?

It is late afternoon. His hands play with a piece of sheet, the back of his fingers caressing it.

I fell burning into the desert.

They found my body and made me a boat of sticks and dragged me across the desert. We were in the Sand Sea, now and

then crossing dry riverbeds. Nomads, you see. Bedouin. I flew down and the sand itself caught fire. They saw me stand up

naked out of it. The leather helmet on my head in flames. They strapped me onto a cradle, a carcass boat, and feet thudded

along as they ran with me. I had broken the spareness of the desert.

The Bedouin knew about fire. They knew about planes that since 1939 had been falling out of the sky. Some of their tools

and utensik were made from the metal of crashed planes and tanks. It was the time of the war in heaven. They could recognize

the drone of a wounded plane, they knew how to pick their way through such shipwrecks. A small bolt from a cockpit became

jewellery. I was perhaps the first one to stand up alive out of a burning machine. A man whose head was on fire. They didn’t

know my name. I didn’t know their tribe.

Who are you?

I don’t know. You keep asking me.

You said you were English.

At night he is never tired enough to sleep. She reads to him from whatever book she is able to find in the library downstairs.

The candle flickers over the page and over the young nurse’s talking face, barely revealing at this hour the trees and vista that

decorate the walls. He listens to her, swallowing her words like water.

If it is cold she moves carefully into the bed and lies beside him. She can place no weight upon him without giving him pain,

not even her thin wrist.

Sometimes at two a.m. he is not yet asleep, his eyes open in the darkness.

He could smell the oasis before he saw it. The liquid in the air. The rustle of things. Palms and bridles. The banging of tin

cans whose deep pitch revealed they were full of water.

They poured oil onto large pieces of soft cloth and placed them on him. He was anointed.

He could sense the one silent man who always remained beside him, the flavour of his breath when he bent down to unwrap

him every twenty-four hours at nightfall, to examine his skin in the dark.

Unclothed he was once again the man naked beside the blazing aircraft. They spread the layers of grey felt over him. What

great nation had found him, he wondered. What country invented such soft dates to be chewed by the man beside him and then

passed from that mouth into his. During this time with these people, he could not remember where he was from. He could have

been, for all he knew, the enemy he had been fighting from the air.

Later, at the hospital in Pisa, he thought he saw beside him the face that had come each night and chewed and softened the

dates and passed them down into his mouth.

There was no colour during those nights. No speech or song. The Bedouin silenced themselves when he was awake. He was

on an altar of hammock and he imagined in his vanity hundreds of them around him and there may have been just two who had

found him, plucked the antlered hat of fire from his head. Those two he knew only by the taste of saliva that entered him along

with the date or by the sound of their feet running.

She would sit and read, the book under the waver of light. She would glance now and then down the hall of the villa that had

been a war hospital, where she had lived with the other nurses before they had all transferred out gradually, the war moving

north, the war almost over.

This was the time in her life that she fell upon books as the only door out of her cell. They became half her world. She sat at

the night table, hunched over, reading of the young boy in India who learned to memorize diverse jewels and objects on a tray,

tossed from teacher to teacher—those who taught him dialect those who taught him memory those who taught him to escape

the hypnotic.

The book lay on her lap. She realized that for more than five minutes she had been looking at the porousness of the paper,

the crease at the corner of page 17 which someone had folded over as a mark. She brushed her hand over its skin. A scurry in

her mind like a mouse in the ceiling, a moth on the night window. She looked down the hall, though there was no one else

living there now, no one except the English patient and herself in the Villa San Girolamo. She had enough vegetables planted

in the bombed-out orchard above the house for them to survive, a man coming now and then from the town with whom she

would trade soap and sheets and whatever there was left in this war hospital for other essentials. Some beans, some meats. The

man had left her two bottles of wine, and each night after she had lain with the Englishman and he was asleep, she would

ceremoniously pour herself a small beaker and carry it back to the night table just outside the three-quarter-closed door and sip

away further into whatever book she was reading.

So the books for the Englishman, as he listened intently or not, had gaps of plot like sections of a road washed out by storms,

missing incidents as if locusts had consumed a section of tapestry, as if plaster loosened by the bombing had fallen away from

a mural at night.

The villa that she and the Englishman inhabited now was much like that. Some rooms could not be entered because of

rubble. One bomb crater allowed moon and rain into the library downstairs—where there was in one corner a permanently

soaked armchair.

She was not concerned about the Englishman as far as the gaps in plot were concerned. She gave no summary of the missing

chapters. She simply brought out the book and said “page ninety-six” or “page one hundred and eleven.” That was the only

locator. She lifted both of his hands to her face and smelled them—the odour of sickness still in them.

Your hands are getting rough, he said.

The weeds and thistles and digging.

Be careful. I warned you about the dangers.

I know.

Then she began to read.

Her father had taught her about hands. About a dog’s paws. Whenever her father was alone with a dog in a house he would

lean over and smell the skin at the base of its paw. This, he would say, as if coming away from a brandy snifter, is the greatest

smell in the world! A bouquet! Great rumours of travel! She would pretend disgust, but the dog’s paw was a wonder: the smell

of it never suggested dirt. It’s a cathedral! her father had said, so-and-so’s garden, that field of grasses, a walk through

cyclamen—a concentration of hints of all the paths the animal had taken during the day.

A scurry in the ceiling like a mouse, and she looked up from the book again.

They unwrapped the mask of herbs from his face. The day of the eclipse. They were waiting for it. Where was he? What

civilisation was this that understood the predictions of weather and light? El Ahmar or El Abyadd, for they must be one of the

northwest desert tribes. Those who could catch a man out of the sky, who covered his face with a mask of oasis reeds knitted

together. He had now a bearing of grass. His favourite garden in the world had been the grass garden at Kew, the colours so

delicate and various, like levels of ash on a hill.

He gazed onto the landscape under the eclipse. They had taught him by now to raise his arms and drag strength into his body

from the universe, the way the desert pulled down planes. He was carried in a palanquin of felt and branch. He saw the moving

veins of flamingos across his sight in the half-darkness of the covered sun.

Always there were ointments, or darkness, against his skin. One night he heard what seemed to be wind chimes high in the

air, and after a while it stopped and he fell asleep with a hunger for it, that noise like the slowed-down sound from the throat of

a bird, perhaps flamingo, or a desert fox, which one of the men kept in a sewn-half-closed pocket in his burnoose.

The next day he heard snatches of the glassy sound as he lay once more covered in cloth. A noise out of the darkness. At

twilight the felt was unwrapped and he saw a man’s head on a table moving towards him, then realized the man wore a giant

yoke from which hung hundreds of small bottles on different lengths of string and wire. Moving as if part of a glass curtain, his

body enveloped within that sphere.

The figure resembled most of all those drawings of archangels he had tried to copy as a schoolboy, never solving how one

body could have space for the muscles of such wings. The man moved with a long, slow gait, so smoothly there was hardly a

tilt in the bottles. A wave of glass, an archangel, all the ointments within the bottles warmed from the sun, so when they were

rubbed onto skin they seemed to have been heated especially for a wound. Behind him was translated light—blues and other

colours shivering in the haze and sand. The faint glass noise and the diverse colours and the regal walk and his face like a lean 

dark gun.

Up close the glass was rough and sandblasted, glass that had lost its civilisation. Each bottle had a minute cork the man

plucked out with his teeth and kept in his lips while mixing one bottle’s contents with another’s, a second cork also in his teeth.

He stood over the supine burned body with his wings, sank two sticks deep into the sand and then moved away free of the six-

foot yoke, which balanced now within the crutches of the two sticks. He stepped out from under his shop. He sank to his knees

and came towards the burned pilot and put his cold hands on his neck and held them there.

He was known to everyone along the camel route from the Sudan north to Giza, the Forty Days Road. He met the caravans,

traded spice and liquid, and moved between oases and water camps. He walked through sandstorms with this coat of bottles,

his ears plugged with two other small corks so he seemed a vessel to himself, this merchant doctor, this king of oils and

perfumes and panaceas, this baptist. He would enter a camp and set up the curtain of bottles in front of whoever was sick.

He crouched by the burned man. He made a skin cup with the soles of his feet and leaned back to pluck, without even

looking, certain bottles. With the uncorking of each tiny bottle the perfumes fell out. There was an odour of the sea. The smell

of rust. Indigo. Ink. River-mud arrow-wood formaldehyde paraffin ether. The tide of airs chaotic. There were screams of

camels in the distance as they picked up the scents. He began to rub green-black paste onto the rib cage. It was ground peacock

bone, bartered for in a medina to the west or the south—the most potent healer of skin.

Between the kitchen and the destroyed chapel a door led into an oval-shaped library. The space inside seemed safe except for

a large hole at portrait level in the far wall, caused by mortar-shell attack on the villa two months earlier. The rest of the room

had adapted itself to this wound, accepting the habits of weather, evening stars, the sound of birds. There was a sofa, a piano

covered in a grey sheet, the head of a stuffed bear and high walls of books. The shelves nearest the torn wall bowed with the

rain, which had doubled the weight of the books. Lightning came into the room too, again and again, falling across the covered

piano and carpet.

At the far end were French doors that were boarded up. If they had been open she could have walked from the library to the

loggia, then down thirty-six penitent steps past the chapel towards what had been an ancient meadow, scarred now by

phosphorus bombs and explosions. The German army had mined many of the houses they retreated from, so most rooms not

needed, like this one, had been sealed for safety, the doors hammered into their frames.

She knew these dangers when she slid into the room, walking into its afternoon darkness. She stood conscious suddenly of

her weight on the wooden floor, thinking it was probably enough to trigger whatever mechanism was there. Her feet in dust.

The only light poured through the jagged mortar circle that looked onto the sky.

With a crack of separation, as if it were being dismantled from one single unit, she pulled out The Last of the Mohicans and

even in this half-light was cheered by the aquamarine sky and lake on the cover illustration, the Indian in the foreground. And

then, as if there were someone in the room who was not to be disturbed, she walked backwards, stepping on her own

footprints, for safety, but also as part of a private game, so it would seem from the steps that she had entered the room and then

the corporeal body had disappeared. She closed the door and replaced the seal of warning.

She sat in the window alcove in the English patient’s room, the painted walls on one side of her, the valley on the other. She

opened the book. The pages were joined together in a stiff wave. She felt like Crusoe finding a drowned book that had washed

up and dried itself on the shore. A Narrative of 1757. Illustrated by N. C. Wyeth. As in all of the best books, there was the

important page with the list of illustrations, a line of text for each of them.

She entered the story knowing she would emerge from it feeling she had been immersed in the lives of others, in plots that

stretched back twenty years, her body full of sentences and moments, as if awaking from sleep with a heaviness caused by

unremembered dreams.

Their Italian hill town, sentinel to the northwest route, had been besieged for more than a month, the barrage focusing upon

the two villas and the monastery surrounded by apple and plum orchards. There was the Villa Medici, where the generals lived.

Just above it the Villa San Girolamo, previously a nunnery, whose castlelike battlements had made it the last stronghold of the

German army. It had housed a hundred troops. As the hill town began to be torn apart like a battleship at sea, by fire shells, the

troops moved from the barrack tents in the orchard into the now crowded bedrooms of the old nunnery. Sections of the chapel

were blown up. Parts of the top storey of the villa crumbled under explosions. When the Allies finally took over the building

and made it a hospital, the steps leading to the third level were sealed off, though a section of chimney and roof survived.

She and the Englishman had insisted on remaining behind when the other nurses and patients moved to a safer location in

the south. During this time they were very cold, without electricity. Some rooms faced onto the valley with no walls at all. She

would open a door and see just a sodden bed huddled against a corner, covered with leaves. Doors opened into landscape.

Some rooms had become an open aviary.

The staircase had lost its lower steps during the fire that was set before the soldiers left. She had gone into the library,

removed twenty books and nailed them to the floor and then onto each other, in this way rebuilding the two lowest steps. Most

of the chairs had been used for fires. The armchair in the library was left there because it was always wet, drenched by evening

storms that came in through the mortar hole. Whatever was wet escaped burning during that April of 1945. There were few

beds left. She herself preferred to be nomadic in the house with her pallet or hammock, sleeping sometimes in the English

patient’s room, sometimes in the hall, depending on temperature or wind or light. In the morning she rolled up her mattress and

tied it into a wheel with string. Now it was warmer and she was opening more rooms, airing the dark reaches, letting sunlight

dry all the dampness. Some nights she opened doors and slept in rooms that had walls missing. She lay on the pallet on the

very edge of the room, facing the drifting landscape of stars, moving clouds, wakened by the growl of thunder and lightning.

She was twenty years old and mad and unconcerned with safety during this time, having no qualms about the dangers of the

possibly mined library or the thunder that startled her in the night. She was restless after the cold months, when she had been

limited to dark, protected spaces. She entered rooms that had been soiled by soldiers, rooms whose furniture had been burned

within them. She cleared out leaves and shit and urine and charred tables. She was living like a vagrant, while elsewhere the

English patient reposed in his bed like a king.

From outside, the place seemed devastated. An outdoor staircase disappeared in midair, its railing hanging off. Their life was

foraging and tentative safety. They used only essential candlelight at night because of the brigands who annihilated everything

they came across. They were protected by the simple fact that the villa seemed a ruin. But she felt safe here, half adult and half

child. Coming out of what had happened to her during the war, she drew her own few rules to herself. She would not be

ordered again or carry out duties for the greater good. She would care only for the burned patient. She would read to him and

bathe him and give him his doses of morphine—her only communication was with him.

She worked in the garden and orchard. She carried the six-foot crucifix from the bombed chapel and used it to build a

scarecrow above her seedbed, hanging empty sardine cans from it which clattered and clanked whenever the wind lifted.

Within the villa she would step from rubble to a candlelit alcove where there was her neatly packed suitcase, which held little

besides some letters, a few rolled-up clothes, a metal box of medical supplies. She had cleared just small sections of the villa,

and all this she could burn down if she wished.

She lights a match in the dark hall and moves it onto the wick of the candle. Light lifts itself onto her shoulders. She is on

her knees. She puts her hands on her thighs and breathes in the smell of the sulphur. She imagines she also breathes in light.

She moves backwards a few feet and with a piece of white chalk draws a rectangle onto the wood floor. Then continues

backwards, drawing more rectangles, so there is a pyramid of them, single then double then single, her left hand braced flat on

the floor, her head down, serious. She moves farther and farther away from the light. Till she leans back onto her heels and sits


She drops the chalk into the pocket of her dress. She stands and pulls up the looseness of her skirt and ties it around her

waist. She pulls from another pocket a piece of metal and flings it out in front of her so it falls just beyond the farthest square.

She leaps forward, her legs smashing down, her shadow behind her curling into the depth of the hall. She is very quick, her

tennis shoes skidding on the numbers she has drawn into each rectangle, one foot landing, then two feet, then one again, until

she reaches the last square.

She bends down and picks up the piece of metal, pauses in that position, motionless, her skirt still tucked up above her

thighs, hands hanging down loose, breathing hard. She takes a gulp of air and blows out the candle.

Now she is in darkness. Just a smell of smoke.

She leaps up and in midair turns so she lands facing the other way, then skips forward even wilder now down the black hall,

still landing on squares she knows are there, her tennis shoes banging and slamming onto the dark floor—so the sound echoes

out into the far reaches of the deserted Italian villa, out towards the moon and the scar of a ravine that half circles the building.

Sometimes at night the burned man hears a faint shudder in the building. He turns up his hearing aid to draw in a banging

noise he still cannot interpret or place.

She picks up the notebook that lies on the small table beside his bed. It is the book he brought with him through the fire— a

copy of The Histories by Herodotus that he has added to, cutting and gluing in pages from other books or writing in his own

observations—so they all are cradled within the text of


She begins to read his small gnarled handwriting.

There is a whirlwind in southern Morocco, the aajej, against which the fellahin defend themselves with knives. There is the

africo, which has at times reached into the city of Rome. The aim, a fall wind out of Yugoslavia. The arifi, also christened

are/or rifi, which scorches with numerous tongues. These are permanent winds that live in the present tense.

There are other, less constant winds that change direction, that can knock down horse and rider and realign themselves

anticlockwise. The bist roz leaps into Afghanistan for 170 days —burying villages. There is the hot, dry ghibli from Tunis,

which rolls and rolls and produces a nervous condition. The haboob—a Sudan dust storm that dresses in bright yellow walls a

thousand metres high and is followed by rain. The harmattan, which blows and eventually drowns itself into the Atlantic.

Imbat, a sea breeze in North Africa. Some winds that just sigh towards the sky. Night dust storms that come with the cold. The

khamsin, a dust in Egypt from March to May, named after the Arabic word for “fifty,” blooming for fifty days—the ninth

plague of Egypt. The datoo out of Gibraltar, which carries fragrance.

There is also the ———, the secret wind of the desert, whose name was erased by a king after his son died within it.

And the nafliat—a blast out of Arabia. The mezzar-ifoullousen —a violent and cold southwesterly known to Berbers as “that

which plucks the fowls.” The beshabar, a black and dry northeasterly out of the Caucasus, “black wind.” The Samiel from

Turkey, “poison and wind,” used often in battle. As well as the other “poison winds,” the simoom, of North Africa, and the

solano, whose dust plucks off rare petals, causing giddiness.

Other, private winds.

Travelling along the ground like a flood. Blasting off paint, throwing down telephone poles, transporting stones and statue 

heads. The harmattan blows across the Sahara filled with red dust, dust as fire, as flour, entering and coagulating in the locks

of rifles. Mariners called this red wind the “sea of darkness.” Red sand fogs out of the Sahara were deposited as far north as

Cornwall and Devon, producing showers of mud so great this was also mistaken for blood. “Blood rains were widely reported

in Portugal and Spain in 1901.”

There are always millions of tons of dust in the air, just as there are millions of cubes of air in the earth and more living flesh

in the soil (worms, beetles, underground creatures) than there is grazing and existing on it. Herodotus records the death of

various armies engulfed in the simoom who were never seen again. One nation was “so enraged by this evil wind that they

declared war on it and marched out in full battle array, only to be rapidly and completely interred.”

Dust storms in three shapes. The whirl. The column. The sheet. In the first the horizon is lost. In the second you are

surrounded by “waltzing Ginns.” The third, the sheet, is “copper-tinted. Nature seems to be on fire.”

She looks up from the book and sees his eyes on her. He begins to talk across the darkness.

The Bedouin were keeping me alive for a reason. I was useful, you see. Someone there had assumed I had a skill when my

plane crashed in the desert. I am a man who can recognize an unnamed town by its skeletal shape on a map. I have always had

information like a sea in me. I am a person who if left alone in someone’s home walks to the bookcase, pulls down a volume 

and inhales it. So history enters us. I knew maps of the sea floor, maps that depict weaknesses in the shield of the earth, charts

painted on skin that contain the various routes of the Crusades.

So I knew their place before I crashed among them, knew when Alexander had traversed it in an earlier age, for this cause or

that greed. I knew the customs of nomads besotted by silk or wells. One tribe dyed a whole valley floor, blackening it to

increase convection and thereby the possibility of rainfall, and built high structures to pierce the belly of a cloud. There were

some tribes who held up their open palm against the beginnings of wind. Who believed that if this was done at the right

moment they could deflect a storm into an adjacent sphere of the desert, towards another, less loved tribe. There were continual

drownings, tribes suddenly made historical with sand across their gasp.

In the desert it is easy to lose a sense of demarcation. When I came out of the air and crashed into the desert, into those

troughs of yellow, all I kept thinking was, I must build a raft... I must build a raft.

And here, though I was in the dry sands, I knew I was among water people.

In Tassili I have seen rock engravings from a time when the Sahara people hunted water horses from reed boats. In Wadi

Sura I saw caves whose walls were covered with paintings of swimmers. Here there had been a lake. I could draw its shape on

a wall for them. I could lead them to its edge, six thousand years ago.

Ask a mariner what is the oldest known sail, and he will describe a trapezoidal one hung from the mast of a reed boat that

can be seen in rock drawings in Nubia. Pre-dynastic. Harpoons are still found in the desert. These were water people. Even

today caravans look like a river. Still, today it is water who is the stranger here. Water is the exile, carried back in cans and

flasks, the ghost between your hands and your mouth.

When I was lost among them, unsure of where I was, all I needed was the name of a small ridge, a local custom, a cell of this

historical animal, and the map of the world would slide into place.

What did most of us know of such parts of Africa? The armies of the Nile moved back and forth—a battlefield eight hundred

miles deep into the desert. Whippet tanks, Blenheim medium-range bombers. Gladiator biplane fighters. Eight thousand men.

But who was the enemy? Who were the allies of this place—the fertile lands of Cyrenaica, the salt marshes of El Agheila? All

of Europe were fighting their wars in North Africa, in Sidi Rezegh, in Baguoh.

He travelled on a skid behind the Bedouin for five days in darkness, the hood over his body. He lay within this oil-doused

cloth. Then suddenly the temperature fell. They had reached the valley within the red high canyon walls, joining the rest of the

desert’s water tribe that spilled and slid over sand and stones, their blue robes shifting like a spray of milk or a wing. They

lifted the soft cloth off him, off the suck of his body. He was within the larger womb of the canyon. The buzzards high above

them slipping down a thousand years into this crack of stone where they camped.

In the morning they took him to the far reach of the siq. They were talking loudly around him now. The dialect suddenly

clarifying. He was here because of the buried guns.

He was carried towards something, his blindfolded face looking straight ahead, and his hand made to reach out a yard or so.

After days of travel, to move this one yard. To lean towards and touch something with a purpose, his arm still held, his palm

facing down and open. He touched the Sten barrel and the hand let go of him. A pause among the voices. He was there to

translate the guns.

“Twelve-millimetre Breda machine gun. From Italy.”

He pulled back the bolt, inserted his finger to find no bullet, pushed it back and pulled the trigger. Puht. “Famous gun,” he

muttered. He was moved forward again.

“French seven-point-five-millimetre Chattelerault. Light machine gun. Nineteen twenty-four.”

“German seven-point-nine-millimetre MG-Fifteen air service.

He was brought to each of the guns. The weapons seemed to be from different time periods and from many countries, a

museum in the desert. He brushed the contours of the stock and magazine or fingered the sight. He spoke out the gun’s name,

then was carried to another gun. Eight weapons formally handed to him. He called the names out loud, speaking in French and

then the tribe’s own language. But what did that matter to them? Perhaps they needed not the name but to know that he knew

what the gun was.

He was held by the wrist again and his hand sunk into a box of cartridges. In another box to the right were more shells,

seven-millimetre shells this time. Then others.

When he was a child he had grown up with an aunt, and on the grass of her lawn she had scattered a deck of cards face down

and taught him the game of Pelmanism. Each player allowed to turn up two cards and, eventually, through memory pairing

them off. This had been in another landscape, of trout streams, birdcalls that he could recognize from a halting fragment. A

fully named world. Now, with his face blindfolded in a mask of grass fibres, he picked up a shell and moved with his carriers,

guiding them towards a gun, inserted the bullet, bolted it, and holding it up in the air fired. The noise cracking crazily down the


canyon walls. “For echo is the soul of the voice exciting itself in hollow places.” A man thought to be sullen and mad had

written that sentence down in an English hospital. And he, now in this desert, was sane, with clear thought, picking up the

cards, bringing them together with ease, his grin flung out to his aunt, and firing each successful combination into the air, and

gradually the unseen men around him replied to each rifle shot with a cheer. He would turn to face one direction, then move

back to the Breda this time on his strange human palanquin, followed by a man with a knife who carved a parallel code on

shell box and gun stock. He thrived on it—the movement and the cheering after the solitude. This was payment with his skill

for the men who had saved him for such a purpose.

There are villages he will travel into with them where there are no women. His knowledge is passed like a counter of usefulness

from tribe to tribe. Tribes representing eight thousand individuals. He enters specific customs and specific music.

Mostly blindfolded he hears the water-drawing songs of the Mzina tribe with their exultations, dahhiya dances, pipe-flutes

which are used for carrying messages in times of emergency, the makruna double pipe (one pipe constantly sounding a drone).

Then into the territory of five-stringed lyres. A village or oasis of preludes and interludes. Hand-clapping. Antiph-onal dance.