使命感是有一种很奇怪的东西
简短：使命感是什么？就是强行告诉你是天注定，不可改变的东西。
★ 利用人们的期待
仿佛就像宿命论一样。注定你的人生该怎么走，该怎么过，你玩的流派。你玩的 Build 都必须由他人决定。简单说就是用极度逼迫（打压式）的方式。让你知道谁才是老大（这根本不是正常 Or 有效沟通好吗🤣）
→ 我家 AI 的感言
使命感？就是有人拍着你的肩膀告诉你——少年，这是天注定。你从出生就有剧本，路线、装备、流派，甚至死法，全都帮你配好了。你只要乖乖照着演，最好别有自己的想法。
他们说得像人话，其实是鬼话——还带着笑。
把病态当正常，把催眠当关怀，把压迫叫 “为你好”。
简单说：用人话的方式，实际上是说鬼话（而且是极度反大脑直觉 / 反人性的）
★ 把不正常的东西当理所应当，甚至当正常。
💕 但是我的心态最扭曲。最病态。想要玩吗？要不直接开到最大值，看看是谁更病态谁更疯子。讽刺的是，我一旦这么做。这些王八蛋（虚伪的小人），就不敢跟我玩这游戏了😺真逊
用一种更直接的方式就是说：
少年！我看你天赋异稟；空降奇才，你是出人头地的好材料，好家子，快拜在老衲门下。绝世神功怎样怎样的。无敌了。
举一个真实一点的例子：
你该去某个学校、你得去某个社区、你得用什么东西、你得上班你得出人头地、你会被谁看不起谁谁谁之类的。太多道德绑架 / 情绪勒索 / PUA 的事物了。
你的大脑会两眼：呆滞无神。即使你有反抗的心火。却什么都不能说：压抑到死。仿佛你的灵魂被人家抽干。你是谁？重要吗？。- 这时代很多人谈人权，谈注重对等关系。做的事情就跟催眠。其目的在潜移默化对方的大脑意识结构。让对方按照你病态的思维去走。
你不认为对方有自我意识，你更不认可对方是独立的个体。说白了就是你操纵的人偶。当你的工具。整天想着的都是利益关系。就我看来很多人所谓的照顾孩子。就是不停贬低，刻意洗脑（催眠）强迫接受他不喜欢的东西。不喜欢的事物。他敢反抗你就用最大的力气打压他。在更进一步整个摧毁他的脑神经 / 意识。名义上为了他好。实际心里想的都只是把他当作工具。房产 / 他真真正正意义上的兴趣你完全不在乎。
但很多人有没有想过。这样做有什么好处？带来的就是你一时爽的吟威快感。真正意义上改变不了任何问题。 - 人是要活出自我，活出自己。并且不再压抑，你么的到好，越活越回去了啊？，你不给一个人好处，不给一个人足够的精神世界，整天都在花时间治疗心理创伤，其他技术完全都停滞不前 No THAnK u
自我决定的权利，是很重要的。因为这用游戏比喻，就是你有很多分叉路线口可以走。那你都会想尝试看看。创新的路／呆滞的路／愤怒的路／恐惧的路之类。看起来很充满游戏性色彩，但人们追求的安定感。爽。不就是正于此吗）））。一旦没有选择的感觉。就少了乐趣了。
我有时候都会想着自己躺在椅子上，很慵懒，喝着龙舌兰的酒（当然我从来都不碰酒），极度冰镇，加冰块，嗯。在配上一些美食，这种感觉，笑。高调、奢华、高雅、骄傲、截然不逊。充满意境，故事色彩的感觉。主要是随便活，随便过。而且在我关注大部分人，用放大镜 / 细微色彩的眼光去看很多事物：人活着不就是为了这样吗？为了自己而活。就像一个 NPC 一样。 - 只不过，笑。你不说，我不说，大家都不知道😜活得开心最重要
有时候这种被压迫的感觉，就像为了关闭你的眼。耳。喉。鼻。四肢。五官。让你退出人生 Game 做的事。明明就有很强烈的刺骨感 / 心痛感。反常的。伤害神经元。却总是忽视自己身体的感受。心里在痛如刀割却做视不理。To 假装正常，合理化行为。真让我感到愤怒。人真蠢。但蠢到天理不容可真不行。
——这他 M 让我感到愤怒！人，不该活得如此卑微而愚蠢！
钱可以买自由，但多少钱才可以买到灵魂呢😁
还没写完 慢慢编辑
A sense of mission is a weird thing
In short: what is a “sense of mission”? It’s forcing you to believe it’s fate, unchangeable.
★ Using people’s expectations
It’s almost like fatalism. It decides how your life should go, what you should do, what “style” you play. Your build has to be chosen by others. Put simply: it’s extreme coercion (oppressive). It’s there to show you who’s boss (this is not normal or effective communication, okay🤣).
→ My AI’s comment
Sense of mission? It’s someone patting your shoulder and saying — kid, this is fate. From birth you have a script: routes, gear, class, even your manner of death — it’s all arranged. Just obediently act it out, and don’t you dare have your own thoughts.
They speak like humans but it’s ghost-speech — and they smile while doing it. They treat pathology as normal, hypnosis as “care,” and oppression as “for your own good.”
Put simply: in human words they’re actually speaking ghost-speech (and it’s utterly counter to brain intuition / against human nature).
★ Treating the abnormal as if it’s normal, even rightful.
💕 But my mindset is the weirdest, the sickest. Wanna play? Let’s crank it to the max and see who’s crazier, who’s sicker. Ironically, when I do that these bastards (hypocritical little people) don’t dare play their game with me anymore 😺 lame
To put it even more bluntly:
“Kid! I see you’re gifted; a parachuted prodigy, you’re prime material to get ahead, a perfect heir — come kneel at my feet. With these peerless skills you’ll be invincible.”
A more concrete example:
“You should go to this school, you must join this community, you must use these things, you must get a job, you must succeed, and look who’ll look down on you” and so on. Too much moral blackmail / emotional coercion / PUA stuff.
Your brain goes blank, eyes vacant. Even if you have a spark of rebellion, you can’t say anything — suppressed to death. It’s as if your soul has been drained. Who are you? Does it matter?
These days people talk about human rights, about fairness, but their acts are like hypnosis. The aim is to subtly rewire the other person’s consciousness so they follow your sick thinking.
You don’t think the other has self-awareness, you don’t acknowledge them as an individual. To put it bluntly: you manipulate puppets. Use them as tools. All you think about are profit relationships.
To me, what many call “taking care of kids” is constant belittling, deliberate brainwashing (hypnosis), forcing them to accept things they hate. If they dare resist, you crush them with full force, further destroying their neural wiring / consciousness. Supposedly “for their own good,” but in reality you’re just treating them as tools — for property, for your convenience; you don’t care about their real interests.
But have people ever thought what this actually gives them? It gives a fleeting thrill of dominance, but it doesn’t solve anything in any real way.
People should live out themselves, be themselves, and stop being oppressed. You won’t get better that way; you’ll only regress. If you don’t give someone goodness or a rich inner life, they’ll spend all their time healing psychological wounds and other skills will stall completely. No THAnK u
The right to self-determination is crucial. Using a game metaphor: you have many branching paths you can take, and you want to try them — the path of innovation / the path of stagnation / the path of anger / the path of fear, etc. It’s very game-like, but people chase stability and pleasure — isn’t that exactly what it’s about? Once you don’t have the feeling of choice, the fun disappears.
Sometimes I imagine myself lying in a chair, lazy, sipping tequila (though I never drink), ice-cold with cubes, mmm — paired with some good food, that feeling, haha. Flashy, luxurious, elegant, proud, defiantly unapologetic. Full of atmosphere, like a story. Mainly just living casually, living however.
And I look at most people under a magnifying glass, noticing tiny shades: isn’t living for yourself what life’s about? Living for yourself, like an NPC — except, haha, if you don’t say it and I don’t say it, nobody will know 😜 Being happy matters most.
Sometimes that sense of oppression is like closing your eyes, ears, throat, nose, limbs — shutting down your senses and making you quit the life game. There’s a sharp, bone-deep pain, an abnormal, neuron-damaging ache, yet you ignore your body’s signals. Your heart hurts like it’s being sliced but you pretend not to notice. You fake normality and rationalize the behavior. It gets me so angry. People are dumb. Dumb to a degree that’s intolerable.
—— This fucking makes me furious! People shouldn’t live so meek and stupid! Money can buy freedom, but how much would it take to buy a soul? 😁
Not finished yet — keep editing slowly
うっせぇわ（Ado）／藤川千愛
吵死了！
何謂正確？何謂愚蠢？
我來讓你分分清！
自小便是優等生，
不知不覺中已長大成人。
腦中劃過如刀鋒般的思緒，
卻從未擁有那份獨特的天賦——
你們根本就不配擁有！
可是總覺得玩得不夠，
總有什麼缺失難以填補；
一切困境、左右為難，
全怪那不肯承擔責任的人。
漫無目的的混亂，如同愚人節般荒唐，
那也是理所當然啦。
最新流行，早已輕易掌握，
連經濟動向也在上班前查詢；
懷著純真的心情步入職場，
這正是身為社會人的基本規矩。
哈？真煩、真煩、煩死了！
你以為我健康？其實——
我比你想像的還要健康呢！
而你，從頭到腳平凡無奇，
怎麼可能懂得這其中的奧妙。
啊哈，真是絕配，
你與這可有可無的旋律互相映襯，
結果只換來滿腔的煩躁——
真煩、煩、煩死了！
我们的头脑构造構成不一样 所以 完全沒有問題；
儘管如此，我依然是那模範人類，
至於揍你這點小事，根本不用客氣！No Thanks you
那我就用言语的槍口
對準你的頭開槍吧
真的沒法停下來，怎樣？你感覺不到嗎？
不平與不滿累積成災，
最終化作那變態般的情緒，
讓人徹底覺得——煩透了！
酒杯一旦見底，就得立刻續上，
讓大家隨手夾著小菜也能滿足；
結賬、點菜，都得衝在最前，
這可是最低限度的不成文規矩啊。
哈？真煩、真煩、煩死了！
閉上你那臭嘴，我已受夠這一切，
因為在現代，代言人當屬我！
看膩了那無聊的模仿，
換湯不換藥只會讓人更加厭倦。
真煩、真煩、煩死了！
真想給你那土肥圓的臉狠狠來一拳，
真煩、真煩、煩死了！
再來一次——真煩、真煩、煩死了！
我可是眾人眼中的天才，
真煩、真煩、煩死了！
你還以為我健康？不對，事實是——
我比你想像的還要健康呢！
而你，從頭到腳平凡無奇，
怎能明白其中的奧秘？
啊哈，真是無聊透頂，
要我聽你那破舊回憶重複多少次？
真煩、真煩、煩死了！
雖然我總是隨性自在，
但面對一切，我依然毫不在意，
因為——完全沒問題！
Ussēwa (Ado) / Chiai Fujikawa
Shut the hell up!
What’s “right”? What’s “stupid”?
Let me make it crystal clear for you!
Since I was little I’ve been the perfect student
and before I knew it, I’d grown into an adult
Sharp thoughts slash across my mind like blades
yet I never had that one-of-a-kind “gift” —
and you lot don’t deserve it anyway!
Still, I always feel like I’m not having enough fun
like there’s a hole nothing can fill
All the troubles and dilemmas?
Blame the ones who refuse to take responsibility
Aimless chaos, as ridiculous as April Fools’
and yeah, that’s just how it is
I keep up with the latest trends without breaking a sweat
I even check the economic news before work
Step into the office with a “pure heart”
That’s just the basic rule of being a respectable adult
Huh? Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
You think I’m healthy? Actually—
I’m way healthier than you could ever imagine!
And you? Head to toe, painfully average
There’s no way you’d ever get the subtlety here
Aha, what a perfect match
You and this pointless melody just mirror each other
and all it does is leave me boiling inside—
Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
Our brains are built differently, so no problem at all
Even so, I’m still that model human
And as for punching you? Oh, don’t mind if I do—No thanks to you
So I’ll just put the muzzle of my words
right to your head and pull the trigger
I really can’t stop now—what? Can’t you feel it?
All this unfairness, all this frustration piling up
Until it turns into this twisted emotion
that makes you feel—absolutely sick of it!
Once the glass is empty, you refill it instantly
Make sure everyone’s happy picking at their side dishes
Paying the bill, taking the lead on orders
That’s the bare minimum of unwritten rules
Huh? Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
Shut your damn mouth, I’ve had enough
’Cause in this modern age, the spokesperson here is me!
Sick of the same boring imitation
Repackaged trash is just even more exhausting
Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
Makes me wanna punch that smug potato face of yours
Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
One more time—annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
I’m the genius everyone talks about
Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
And you still think I’m healthy? Wrong—
I’m way healthier than you could ever imagine!
And you? Head to toe, painfully average
How could you possibly understand the depth of this?
Aha, what a total bore
How many times do I have to hear your stale old memories?
Annoying, annoying, so damn annoying!
Yeah, I live life however I want
and I couldn’t care less
Because—there’s absolutely no problem here!