真我
抱歉，笑。最近真的没什么好资源。我知道各位的胃口越来越刁（随着我们的知识不停增长，想要更精细质量更高，就会觉得说，频道主为什么没有更好的资源了，退订！）
其实我也想要生出来，笑。但是生不出来，有些东西已经是塔顶了，没办法在追求。
有时候回顾过去。慢慢享受和品味，也许会体验不同的乐趣。
最近都是在关注很细微，很小的事。比方说一般人怎么思考。和第一次加入互联网那种感受（对所有事感到好奇，什么都感到新鲜），也在从很多初心者身上，慢慢找回自己的影子。主要是我觉得，日本当中有三大美学：侘寂 + 幽玄 + 物哀之美，既存在就有意义。它的价值所在。
比方说为什么学生这么想、一般人的思考方式、他们为什么充满活泼的力量。为什么有些人要使用一个东西过旧，即使知道坏掉了还要继续用。越感觉就发现很有趣，事物灌注了情感。赋予了魂。
1. 侘寂（わびさび / Wabi-sabi）
核心：不完美、不对称、残缺之美。
它接受衰老、破损、褪色，把时间痕迹当作一种美感。
例子：茶道里的旧茶碗、风化的木门、秋叶飘零的庭院。
2. 幽玄（ゆうげん / Yūgen）
核心：含蓄、朦胧、留白之美。
强调不直接说尽，而是让人心里有无限想象的空间。
例子：雾中隐约的山影、诗歌中的暗喻、能剧舞台的静默。
3. 物哀（もののあわれ / Mono no aware）
核心：对事物易逝的感伤与共鸣。
接受一切终将消逝的命运，但在消逝中感受温柔与珍惜。
例子：樱花盛开又凋落的刹那、夏日终了的蝉鸣、旧信笺的泛黄。
最后） 真的没什么资源，就算生孩子我也赶不出来，
所以放这首歌了））） 爱你们 💕❤️♪～(´ε｀ )
【歌词翻译‧杂感】米津玄师 - 毎日←（访谈推荐必看）
小白猫:
凡是尽一切心机获得的。终究都会还回去 - my 2 cents
所以呢，我以后不在乎订阅数（笑）。以后要掉就给它掉吧。
以后我都要过着：“我” 的哲学，我也不在乎其他人的看法，跟其他的人感受。因为在 ProtonVPN 的文章当中，无论你怎么努力更新资源，再怎么努力为人解答。对你有偏见的人就是有偏见。
就像谢谢哥哲学一样，每个人内心早已有答案。我终究会消失。彻底无名。😜
不要太爱我，因为爱只是一时，再好的爱，在喜欢的人都没有办法永恒。随便一个人许下的承诺。隔天或后天变卦。变心转意你什么都不是。这是一个人人都可背叛的时代。
收心了。也算是我在 Telegram 这趟旅途的感想。
不过呢，笑。我还是可以给一个提示啦。
真正好的朋友，不会因为你怎样就落井下石，现代人大多都爆脾气，谁会跟你真心交朋友，看长文字，不爽就删，删好友 + 拉黑 + 清聊天纪录，想交心吗？不如自修，因为你在花多长时间去谈恋爱，最终换来的就是一无所空。就跟歌舞伎町一样很多人为了谈恋爱整个财产都败进去了。
再来。人身上真的有一个无法突破的 DNA 框架。仿佛到了某个特定时间就消逝。或是无法改变认知框架。
所以。你得学的是看清一个人。所谓的看清不是知。得仔细看”透”。简单说就是灵魂。如果每个人都没办法学会包容。那如何谈共处？
每一个人身上都有残缺，疾病。我看过太多了。对你不满先贴标签。很多手段都用啦。
→ 情感暴力 + 道德绑架 + 勒索 +PUA。这就是现代人的通病。
你要真正找的。不是猪朋狗友。或是拿你当提款机数钱。单纯 / 真心比一切好。试着关注身边是否有这样的人。为什么你会想要追求更好？（人会有挑战心 / 战胜欲 / 赌 / 贪）。所以就会有代价要承担。
如果一个朋友无论吵架多少次都不分离。而且能办法接受。随便谈。那可能就是你适合结交的朋友了。
💕❤️💙💬ლ)(*・～・*)
虽然讲这些感觉要雇用费，但我觉得没差。真看这些人不爽很久了。以为我不发怒就当病猫。
哈哈。我就是如此猖狂。想跟我玩。你就得看看我的人格是如何被你们搞到扭曲、猎奇、病态。
我宁愿当疯子做个榜样给你们看。做个教材也不错
The True Self
August 15, 2025
Sorry, lol. There really haven’t been any good resources lately. I know your tastes have gotten pickier (as our knowledge continues to grow, we want more refinement, higher quality, and so we think, why doesn’t the channel owner have better resources, unsubscribe!)
Honestly, I want to birth them too, lol. But I can’t. Some things are already at the top of the tower, there’s nothing more to pursue.
Sometimes, looking back on the past, slowly enjoying and savoring it, you might find a different kind of pleasure.
Lately, I’ve been focusing on the subtle, the minuscule things. For instance, how ordinary people think. And that feeling of joining the internet for the first time (curious about everything, everything feels fresh). I’m also finding shadows of my former self in many beginners. Mainly, I feel that within Japan, there are three great aesthetics: Wabi-sabi + Yūgen + Mono no aware. Their existence itself is their meaning. That’s where their value lies.
For example, why students think the way they do, the thought patterns of ordinary people, why they are so full of vibrant energy. Why some people use something until it’s old, and even when they know it’s broken, they keep using it. The more I feel into it, the more I find it fascinating. When emotion is poured into an object, it is granted a soul.
- Wabi-sabi (わびさび)
- Core: The beauty of imperfection, asymmetry, and incompletion.
- It accepts aging, damage, and fading, treating the traces of time as a form of aesthetic.
- Examples: an old tea bowl in a tea ceremony, a weathered wooden door, a courtyard of falling autumn leaves.
- Yūgen (ゆうげん)
- Core: The beauty of the implicit, the hazy, the empty space.
- It emphasizes not spelling everything out, but leaving a vast, infinite space for the imagination.
- Examples: the faint silhouette of a mountain in the mist, the hidden metaphor in a poem, the profound silence on a Noh theater stage.
- Mono no aware (もののあわれ)
- Core: The resonant sadness and empathy for the transience of things.
- It is the acceptance that all things must eventually pass, but finding a tender appreciation in that very impermanence.
- Examples: the fleeting moment of a cherry blossom in full bloom before it falls, the final chirping of a cicada at summer’s end, the yellowing of an old letter.
Finally) There really are no resources, I couldn’t push one out even if I were giving birth,
so I’m putting this song here))) Love you all 💕❤️♪～(´ε｀ )
[Lyric Translation‧Thought
s] Kenshi Yonezu - Mainichi (Every Day) ← (Interview recommended)
Little White Neko:
Whatever is gained through scheming and effort, will eventually be returned - my 2 cents
So, from now on I don’t care about the subscriber count (lol). If it’s gonna drop, let it drop.
From now on, I will live by “My” philosophy. I don’t care about other people’s opinions, or other people’s feelings. Because as seen in the ProtonVPN article, no matter how hard you try to update resources, no matter how hard you try to answer for people, those who are biased against you will remain biased.
It’s like the “Thank You Bro Philosophy,” everyone already has the answer in their hearts. I will eventually disappear. Utterly nameless. 😜
Don’t love me too much, because love is only temporary. No matter how good the love, no matter how much you like someone, nothing is eternal. A promise made by anyone can be broken the next day or the day after. A change of heart and you are nothing. This is an era where anyone can betray anyone.
I’ve reined in my heart. This can be considered my reflection on this journey in Telegram.
But then again, lol. I can still give a hint.
A truly good friend won’t kick you when you’re down just because of how you are. Most modern people have explosive tempers, who’s going to be a true friend to you, read your long texts? If they’re not happy they just delete, delete friend + block + clear chat history. You want a heart-to-heart? Better to cultivate yourself. Because no matter how much time you spend on a romance, what you get in the end is a whole lot of nothing. Just like in Kabukicho, so many people go bankrupt for the sake of love.
Furthermore. There really is an unbreakable DNA framework in people. It’s as if at a certain time, it just vanishes. Or the cognitive framework just cannot be changed.
So. What you have to learn is to see a person clearly. Seeing clearly isn’t just knowing, you have to see “through” them. Simply put, their soul. If no one can learn to be tolerant, then how can we coexist?
Every single person has flaws, illnesses. I’ve seen too many. If they’re unhappy with you, they’ll label you first. They use so many tactics.
→ Emotional violence + moral blackmail + extortion + PUA. This is the common sickness of modern people.
What you should truly be looking for are not scumbag friends, or people who use you as an ATM to count money. Simplicity / sincerity is better than anything. Try to pay attention to whether there are people like this around you. Why do you want to pursue something better? (People have a desire to challenge / a will to win / a gambling nature / greed). So there will be a price to pay.
If a friend, no matter how many times you argue, never leaves, and is able to accept you and talk about anything, then that is probably a friend suitable for you.
💕❤️💙💬ლ)(・～・)
Although saying all this feels like I should be charging a fee, I don’t think it matters. I’ve been pissed off at these people for a long time. They think just because I don’t get angry, I’m a sick cat.
Haha. This is how fucking arrogant I am. You want to play with me? Then you better take a good look at how my personality has been twisted, made bizarre, and turned pathological by all of you.
I’d rather be a madman and serve as an example for you all to see. To be a case study wouldn’t be bad either.