You

Hey.

I want to let you know that you are the crush that I told you about before. You know that I always cry because of you. At first, I never thought that we gonna be this close. I did not expect that we are going to be friends and talk a lot. Day by day, I am very sure that my feeling towards you is growing. But you come to me and said that you have confessed to someone and get rejected. But you keep saying about her. I am stress and sad. I try to get away from you, but every single time I did that, you kept coming back. You always have your way to find me. I hate the fact that I can't get over you. Fuck all of this. I want to let you know how's my feeling but at the same time, I'm afraid that we are not gonna be friend anymore. I don't want to lose a good friend like you but I can't stop falling for you. I can't, I just can't... Why, why you doing this to me. You care about me, being nice to me. Put your trust in me and treat me like I'm someone special to you but the fact is I'm not. WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!