you

you could've stayed a bit more longer you could've seen how it changed me you could've seen how great of a person i am right now, it was all because of you, because i fucking wanted to be with you again, all i want is you back all i want is to be with you again why is that so fucking hard to get

why am i still here hoping for a fucking change why it's taking so fucking long that i dont even get a little chance it's all so painful and unbearable

everyday, every hour, every minute, every sleep of my fucking 4 months you were fucking there you were everywhere it's haunting me everyday what the fuck i did wrong that november 13 i should've just stayed at home

we were about to get okay, we were about to end the argument and i was supposed to borrow you that necklace u gave me i wear everyday

but it was all wrong it was all ruined how did that mistake ended everything i fucking love, ended everything that made me fucking happy