Mmmm

Fog's on the road, fog's in her mind. Inhaling smoke, exhaling thoughts. 

Why did she do that? Maybe blurring her thoughts for a while. 

Maybe she want to hid behind cigarette smoke, just want to escape. 

She don't want to be in anyone's vision. 

Lit cigarettes, puffs, redness in eyes; she threw it on the ground. 

Realizing how bad it will hurt him, 

how bad it will hurt anyone who loves her . But who cares? there's no one she thinks or know who can love her. 

A girl like her.

Who is more into herself, who gets laid, who drinks, who smokes, who bad mouth everybody. 

But do anyone know why is she like that? Do anyone know she's still so fragile? Do anyone know what she had gone through? the reason she smokes that she don't want people to know the girl behind the smoke. She don't let anyone get under her skin. Cause she's the fire that will burn down anyone come near her. She's afraid to hurt anyone. She used to really care about what people had to say about her. But their opinion is enemy and smoke is the remedy. 

That's the thing isn't it? 

Everything wrong is just so _right_. 

But there's one person she wants, he's the one to take her into reality. 

Puffing ciggrettes helps in blurring vision for a while and then you get into that thing again n again n again 

But she doesn't need this things. Why? 

He is enough to make her forget anything, he have that control over her like cigarette does. He is enough to protect her like fog does. But a cigarette gets over, he's gone. Because he never belonged to her. 

Maybe he is the smoke that she's addicted to.