Why?

Even in the midst of the void in my life, He is there. It's just too random; furthermore, why is he a new person who I've never even spoken to. Do you know how it feels? It's like eating KFC chicken and then dipping it in chocolate; yes, it's that strange and not something I expected at first. However, the sensation appeared. Yes, a taste I never expected, and everything appears to be in order in my opinion. Everything about him behavior, nature, the way he looks at me, walks, and talks to me feels so beautiful. Does he feel the same way I do about the future, even though I'm terrified of it? Don't ever wake me up from this one-of-a-kind dream. To be honest, he is a person who, how should I put it, He is adorable but frail. Too many wounds on myself and him, I know he and I aren't doing well, but his nature sometimes shows that everything will be fine. I'm too scared to like someone like him, but I'd like to know what he thinks if I could. I can still remember how he looked at me, as if to say, "Everything will be fine," and yes, I hope everything will be fine. Why i really afraid to go one step further? I'm not sure why him sometimes; it all happened so fast.