Pain

When you left, you made me nothing. You burnt me to ashes. I was deprived of everything. I felt like nothing. I cried, cried and cried.

You were wrong. I never was angry. I was in pain. Deep pain that makes you feel, that you never existed. You said you will be there for me, but you didn't .

Of course you had your justifications. You always had. You see that was your problem. You never kept your words. And each time, you had your excuses. I was forced to believe them. But deep down I knew, you were just lying. That I was being fooled. But still I needed you. I kept on believing you. I just don't wanted to be alone. And yet here I am.

May be one day, one day, you will love me as you have always said. But this time only for real.