Marriage

I love my husband. He is perfect. In sex, everything is fine. But I want to experience another man. When i recall what it is - the first time with a man, whenwhen you have fountain of emotions! And recently I met my former lover, with whom I was before my husband. We began to communicate. And I want him again. But at the same time I can not deceive my husband. Although my passion for my ex gave a new breath to sex with my husband .. What to do with ex and my desires?