love story

he's a guy I met when I was in elementary school, at that time we were dating. At first I thought 'dating' was just a slang term for friends. He always makes me laugh and always makes me blush. he always manages to make me fall in love with him, he is kind, funny, handsome, smart and good at playing games. he really made me fall in love to fall with him. but suddenly when he entered middle school he asked to break up for some reason I don't know why he suddenly asked to break up maybe he was bored with me. and when I entered junior high school, I was in 7th grade, he was in 8th grade, we were close again but not as close as before (not dating) maybe our status at that time was friendzone? he treated me exactly when we were dating when we were in elementary school. I remember him saying "we're not dating but you're mine" and I believe it haha. when we were close the school was closed because of the word C, but when the school reopened he was different, he was not the same as the one he had a relationship with his friend. I don't know why he seems to forget his promise to me, I'm disappointed why he can be so mean to me? he who taught me to love sincerely he also taught me that feelings may be lost. but whatever it is, thank you for being my first love you will always be my favorite person. ily always and i Miss you.