Journal 6/18

Journal 6/18

Michael

The first time I experience so happy that I break out into tears. Its just one moment that I feel like I've found the girl of my life. Or may not, but at least the one that is so influential and special to me that I will never forget.


At first it was just the thought that I never used to cry for movies but quite the opposite after dating with you. Then I realised how I'm always thinking about loosing the one you love and bad things happening to me. 


I hate it how shitty films make me cry like this. Now I will never forget this film.


I mean, ever since our debate about justice, I've been looking at her from a perspective I never had before. The intellegent pleasure comes stronger and stronger than the sensual one. Thinking about all those HIMYM we watched together and how we complete each other's sentence and how things magically work out even though I did not plan to hit on her, at least no in our freshman year.


Later that day I cried again. What a day! I lent Muna a meal swipe and she got somehow angry. I thought she had an issue with me helping other people, which has happened more than once before. But she told me actually she treated me as herself several years ago and being nice gave made her going through a tough time. So she has been always keen to travel back to give herself some advice. That's why she was so mad at me. But she decided to give time. And being in a bubble such a as NYUAD won't brought me bullying, which makes her less worrying about me.

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