him .

I am in love with you. Nothing is ever going to change that. You are the most important thing in my life. I love everything about you from the way you smile and giggle when I do something stupid, to listening to you talk about the weather. I want you to feel special. That is one of the ways that i can truly repay you for being the greatest person in my life. I couldn't stop thinking about you all day. In the morning I woke up thinking about you. As I was eating breakfast I was thinking about you. I was even talking about you with my uncle. With every passing moment of the day, it is more difficult for me not to think about you. And that is far from ever being a bad thing. It makes me realize how close we are, and how great things will be when we can be together. I do my best to try and keep you happy about us being apart for these weeks of summer. And it's hard. I really hate being away from you. It takes a lot of concentration for me to try and actually be with other people instead of thinking about you. It's really crazy for me. I never knew what it was really like to be in love, and I never knew you could love someone as much as this. It's hard trying to be optimistic about things when we've been apart so much for so long. I want to be with you forever, and I don't want to have to go through this again. But I know that we will, and it's painful to think about. I feel like us being apart for so long has brought us closer together. It's made us realize how much we need each other. I always want to be by your side, and it's difficult to be me without you. I love you more than I ever dreamed possible.